خُذْ في البُكَا إنّ الخَليطَ مُقَوِّضُ
فمُصَرِّحٌ بِفِراقِهِمْ ومُعَرِّضُ
Begin to weep: the company is striking camp.
Give way to weeping, for the beloved company is striking camp; / Some declare their departure plainly, while others merely hint.
One declares their parting openly, and another hints at it.
Let your heart melt; your only allies against the distance / Are eyes that overflow and a soul that shatters into silver shards.
وأَذِبْ فُؤَادَكَ فَالنَّصيرُ على النَّوَى
عَينٌ تَفيضُ ومُهجةٌ تتفضَّضُ
And melt your heart, for the helper against separation
Over there, the litters are strapped tight upon the beasts, / And here, the tent ropes are loosened and cast down.
is an overflowing eye and a soul breaking apart.
Behind their kneeling camels stands a band of lovers, / Whose hearts race wildly though their feet remain still.
هَاتيكَ أَحْدَاجٌ تُشَدُّ وهَذهِ
أطْنَابُ أخْبِيةٍ تُحَلُّ وتُنْقَضُ
Those are camel-litters being fastened, and these
They stood while their inner souls were stuffed with grief, / As the vessels of their tears poured out until dry.
are tent ropes being loosened and undone.
Wasted by love, they whisper low—one releases a moan, / While another suppresses a sigh, keeping it hidden deep.
وورَاءَ عيسِهِمُ المُنَاخَةُ عُصْبةٌ
أكْبادُهُم وهُمُ وقُوفٌ تركُضُ
And behind their kneeling pale camels is a band:
They clutched their burning hearts within their hands, / Yet longing wrests away whatever the hand attempts to hold.
their livers gallop though they stand still.
When safe from prying eyes, they spoke their sorrow plain, / But if they sensed a spy, they turned aside in silence.
وقفُوا وأَحْشَاءُ الضَّمَائِرِ بالأسَى
تُحشَى وأوْعيةُ المَدَامِعِ تَنْفُضُ
They stood, while the innermost depths of their souls with sorrow
They departed, leaving the weepers in disarray behind them— / One shedding torrents of tears, another swallowing his grief.
were filled, and the vessels of their tears were emptied.
I pursued them with a sigh and a tear: the fire of one / Scorches the gardens, while the water of the other makes them bloom.
يَتَخافتُونَ ضَنىً فَمُطْلِقُ أَنَّةٍ
ومُطَامِنٌ من زفرةٍ ومُخَفِّضُ
They whisper, worn with longing: one lets out a moan,
Who will seek for me at al-Aqiq a remnant of my soul, / That fell behind the caravan the moment they struck camp?
another quiets a sigh, and another lowers his voice.
It neither turned back to return nor caught up with them, / Until it grew frail from stumbling and rising again.
قبضُوا بأَيدِيهِمْ علَى أكبادِهِمْ
والشَّوقُ ينزِعُ من يدٍ ما تَقبِضُ
They clutched their livers with their hands,
Do their archers know into whose heart they have driven / Those fatal arrows, and twisted the barbs within?
and longing wrenches from a hand whatever it grasps.
I accepted the blood they willfully shed from me, / Defying the tribe's anger—but have they found contentment?
فإذَا هُمُ أَمِنُوا المُرَاقِبَ صَرَّحُوا
بِشَكاتِهِمْ وإنْ اسْتَرابُوا أعْرَضُوا
When they felt safe from the watcher, they spoke openly
May they enjoy the purest water, though on the day / Of their farewell, they left me choking on my own thirst.
of their complaints; and if they grew suspicious, they turned away.
They slept with hearts untouched by pain, while we endure / Because of them, in distance, a lingering, wasting sickness.
رَحَلُوا وآراءُ البُكَاةِ ورَاءَهُمْ
شَتَّى فَسَافِحُ عَبْرَةٍ ومُغيّضُ
They departed; the ways of the weepers behind them
O companion, you are the one I consult when calamity strikes, / The one I call upon to rise against the turns of fate.
were varied: one pouring out tears, another holding them back.
I complain to you of a passion that aids the lightning against my blood— / A bolt that flashed and flickered in the dead of night.
أتْبَعْتُهُمْ نَفَساً ودَمْعاً نَارُ ذا
يشْوي الرِّياضَ وماءُ ذَاكَ يُروّضُ
I sent a sigh and tears after them: the fire of the former
Who can protect my eyes from the glare of that lightning, / Striking like a sand-viper flicking its deadly tongue?
scorches the meadows; the latter's water makes them bloom.
Restless in its flashing, it never closes its own eye at night, / And forbids my weary eyelids from closing too.
مَنْ نَاشِدٌ لي بالعَقِيقِ حُشَاشةً
طَاحَتْ ورَاءَ الرَّكبِ سَاعةَ قَوَّضُوا
Who will seek for me at al-ʿAqīq a remnant of life
Over the sweet waters of the sanctuary, night spread out robes for it / That turned to gold one moment, and silver the next.
that fell behind the caravan the moment they struck camp?
It brought the dark to life with its pulse, but annihilated me; / Its light did not fade until my every vein lay still.
لمْ تَلْوِ راجِعَةً ولَمْ تلْحَقْ بِهِمْ
حتَّى وَهَتْ ممّا تُطيحُ وتنهَضُ
It did not turn back, nor did it catch up with them,
At the bend of al-Jar'a dwells a tribe who stirred within my heart / The departing caravan, even as they settled down to stay.
until it weakened from falling and rising.
I called out, while the face of my longing turned toward them, / And the face of patience turned its back on me.
أَتُرَى رُمَاتُهُمُ درَوا مَنْ أوغَلُوا
في قَلبِهِ تلْكَ السِّهَامَ وخَضْخضُوا
Do you think their archers knew whom they pierced so deeply
"Return my heart that I may live, or let my whole self join it, / For a living soul cannot survive when torn in two."
in the heart with those arrows, stirring them about?
They withheld the precious prize, and gave me sorrow in exchange— / Woe unto the bitter substitute they offered!
يا قَدْ رَضِيتُ بِمَا أَرَاقُوا مِنْ دَمِي
عَمْداً علَى سُخْطِ القَبيلِ فهَلْ رَضُوا
Ah, I am content with the blood of mine they spilled
They did not dwell in the shelter of al-Aqiq, but rather / They scattered through the chambers of my soul and settled there.
deliberately, despite the tribe's anger—are they content?
O companion, is there a giver who grants endurance? / Is there a lender who will lend me solace for my loss?
فَهَنَاهُمُ صَفْوُ الزُّلالِ وإنْ هُمُ
بالرِّيقِ يَومَ وَداعِهِمْ لي أجْرَضُوا
May pure, limpid water delight them, although they
By my father's life, comfort is rare; my grip has slipped, / And the hilt of the sword of patience remains not in my hand.
made me choke on my saliva the day they bade me farewell.
I have exhausted my stores of forgetfulness, and what hope remains / For the traveler when his provisions are gone and he is destitute?
باتُوا أَصِحَّاءَ القُلُوبِ وعندنَا
منهُمْ علَى النأْي المُعلُّ المُمْرِضُ
They passed the night with sound hearts, while with us remains
from them, despite the distance, what afflicts and sickens.
يا صَاحِ أنْتَ المسْتَشَارُ لِمَا عَرَا
من حَادِثِ الأيَّامِ والمُسْتنهضُ
Friend, you are the one I consult about what has befallen me
through the mishaps of time, and the one I call upon for aid.
أشْكُو إليكَ صَبَاً يُعِينُ على دَمِي
بَرْقاً تَأَلَّقَ بعدَ وَهْنٍ يُومِضُ
In longing I complain to you of what helps shed my blood:
lightning that gleamed after a watch of night and keeps flashing.
فَمَنِ المُذِمُّ علَى المحَاجِر من سَنَا
بَرْقٍ كصِلِّ الرَّملِ حينَ يُنْضنِضُ
Who, then, will protect the eye-sockets from the radiance
of lightning like a sand-viper flicking its tongue?
قَلِقُ الوميضِ فَلَيسَ يغمُضُ طرفَهُ
لَيلاً ولا يَدَعُ المَحَاجِرَ تَغمُضُ
Restless in its flashing, it never shuts its eye
at night, nor lets the eyes close.
نُشِرَتْ لَهُ لَيلاً على عَذْبِ الحِمَى
حُلَلٌ تُذهَّبُ تارةً وتُفضَّضُ
At night, over the sweet pastureland, there were spread for it
robes gilded at one moment and silvered at another.
أحْيَا الدُّجَى نَبْضاً وأَفْنَانِي فَمَا
أجْلَى سَنَاهُ وفيَّ عِرْقٌ ينبِضُ
It brought the darkness to life with pulses and consumed me; never
did its radiance depart while a vein in me still pulsed.
وبمُنْحَنَى الجرْعَاءَ حَيٌّ ثَوَّرُوا
بالقَلْبِ سَائِرةَ الظُّعُونِ وأَرْبَضُوا
And at al-Jarʿāʾ's bend is a clan who roused
the traveling camel-litters in my heart and made them settle.
ولَقَدْ دعَوتُ ووجْهُ شَوقي مُقْبِلٌ
بِهِمُ ووجهُ الصَّبْرِ عنِّي مُعْرِضُ
Indeed I cried out, while the face of my longing advanced
with them, and the face of patience turned away from me:
رُدُّوهُ أَحْيَ بِرَدِّهِ أو فالحَقُوا
كُلِّي بِهِ فالحَيُّ لا يتَبعَّضُ
Bring it back: I shall live by its return; or else join
all of me to it, for a living being cannot be divided.
نَفُسُوا بِردِّهِمُ النَّفيسِ وعَوَّضُوا
عَنْهُ الأسَى بُعْداً لِمَا قَد عَوَّضُوا
They begrudged returning the precious thing and substituted
sorrow for it—away with what they gave in exchange!
لَمْ يألَفُوا كَنَفَ العَقِيقِ وإِنَّمَا
شَتُّوا بأَرْبَاعِ الضَّمِيرِ وقَيَّضُوا
They did not make al-ʿAqīq's environs their home; rather,
they wintered in the quarters of my soul and summered there.
يا صَاحِ هَلْ يَهَبُ التَّجلَّدَ وَاهِبٌ
أو تُقرِضُ السُّلْوانَ عنهُ مُقْرِضُ
Friend, is there a giver who can bestow fortitude,
or a lender who will lend forgetfulness of it?
وأبِي لَقَدْ عَزَّ العَزَاءُ وما بَقَى
بِيديَّ من سَيفِ التجلُّدِ مِقْبَضُ
By my father, consolation is hard to find, and there remains no
hilt of the sword of fortitude in my hands.
أنْفَضْتُ من زَادِ السُّلُوِّ وما عَسَى
يبقَى عُقَيبَ نَفَادِ زَادٍ مُنْفِضُ
I have run out of the provisions of forgetting; how long can
one without provisions last once his store is exhausted?
Sol 6.1