يشيرُ بِأُذْنيهِ إليَّ مُخاطِباً
فأفَهمُ فَهْمَ الخُرس فَحواهُ والطُّرشِ
He gestures to me with his ears as if to speak
So I understand like a deaf person his muteness
وأقسِمُ إنّي ما تَوَخّيْتُ لَزِّهُ
بِمِقْرَعةٍ تنكيهِ بالضّربِ والخَدْشِ
And I swear I never intended any harm for him
With a goad that would poke and scratch
سَلوا عنهُ أَصحابَ المراغةِ إنّهُمْ
رأوه معي ما زالَ يُحْبَبُ كالكبشِ
Ask his barn mates - they saw him with me
He remained beloved like a lamb
إذا نامَ فوقَ الرَّمِاْلِ واختَبَط الثرى
لهُ الذَّنَبُ الذَّيالُ أَبدى سَطا قَرْشِ
When he slept on the sand and kicked up dust
His long tail always showing white underneath
وَكَمْ مَوْقفٍ نَقّيتُ فيهِ ذُبابَهُ
مُفَرِّقُه منْ ذلكَ الدَّنِّ والنّشِّ
And how many times did I shoo away the flies for him
Driving them from him in care and affection
وَكُنتُ كَجَنيْ الياسمينِ نَثَرتَهُ
على المخزنِ المعمورِ بالكنس والرَّشِّ
I was like a gardener strewing jasmine on him
In the packed stable, sweeping and sprinkling
وما زالَ يُلهيني بترجيعِ صّوْتهِ
نَهيقاً عنِ الورقاءِ تهتفُ في العُشِّ
And he would entertain me with his loud neighing
Calling from the meadows, voices echoing from the stalls
كما كانَ يُلهيني بِسَيْرِ عِذارهِ
الصَقيلِ إذا ما لاحَ عن لَعَطِ الحُبْشِ
As he entertained me with the smooth gait of his trot
When his polished hooves flashed under the saddle
عِذارٌ به قد قامَ عُذري بِحُبِّهِ
فيا حُسْنَهُ في عُصْبَةِ القُشُب الرُّقْشِ
With a trot that justified my love for him
What beauty he had among the slender sorrels!
فيا لَيْتَهُمْ إذْ حمّلوهُ متاعَهُمْ
حُمِلتُ ولا عاينتُ ذاك على النّعشِ
Would that they had taken me along when they loaded his belongings
Instead of leaving me to witness him on the bier
وما ساءَني لمّا نطقتُ بِبَيْعهِ
سِوَى وَحْشَتَي من ذلكَ المنظَرِ الهَشِّ
Nothing saddened me when I spoke of selling him
Except seeing his frightened, trembling form
وقد سالَ من همي الغداةَِ وَعَينه
منَ الدِّمْعِ ما يُعمي المتّيمَ أو يَعسي
Tears streamed from him in the morning from sorrow
Enough to blind the blinking one or make the sleeper wake
ولم أنسَهُ إذْ حَنَّ نَحوي وَكُلّما
تَجافاهُ مولاهُ تشاغَلَ بالقُشِّ
I cannot forget him leaning towards me, speaking
Whenever his master ignored him, busy with the hay
لَقَد كانَ ذُخري في الدَّواب وَعُمدَتي
وَمَوْثل آمالي وَعَوْني على بَطْشي
Truly he was my wealth among the livestock and my pillar
My hopes, my aid against adversity
إخالُ بهِ الأَرضينَ يُطوى بَعيدُها
فَوا أَسفي إذْ صرْتُ منْ بَعْدِهِ أمشي
With him I crossed vast lands effortlessly
Alas that after him I walk on my own two feet!
وما بالَ تحتي قَطُّ مذْ كُنْتُ أَغتَدى
عليهِ ولم يَبْحَثْ عن الأَكلِ بالنَبشِ
No longer does my coat brush the ground as when
I used to ride him high, unconcerned with food or crumbs
وما كانَ ذا جُبْنٍ على أنَّ بولَهُ
تراهُ إذا ما بالَ أبيضَ كالمشِّ
He was no coward, his urine you could see
Was white when he discharged it copiously
وما كانَ ممّنْ يَنْشُقُ البولَ كالذي
يتوقُ إذا لاحَتْ أتانٌ إلى الفُحش
He was not one to dribble urine like a jackass
Aroused when any jenny came into heat
وما كانَ يُدلي قَطُّ يوماً بحُجَة
إلى القَفْزِ إلاَّ خَلتُهُ نابلاً أَقْشِ
Never did he on a whim bound off
Unless I left him unbridled and unchecked
وما كانَ ممَنْ يُسرعُ الخطوَ نَهمةً
ولا يَتَمَطّى إلاَ كلَ للْحَبِّ إذْ عُشتي
He was not one to rush his pace greedily
Or prance, except when passion bound us mutually
ولا كانَ رفَاساً ولا كانَ شامساً
ولا كانَ كَدَّاماً يُكَلِّمُ بالنّهْشِ
He was neither tricky nor mischievous
Nor would he bite aggressively with his big teeth
ولا كنَ همّازاً ولا كانَ غامزاً
ولا بأحصَّ أزعَنَ واسعِ الكَرِشِ
He was gentle, though lively if hay was heaped
I would share that food with him in delight
وقد كانَ مَهما حُشَّ فَرْطاً أو دلُّو
أُشارِكُهُ في ذلكَ الأًَكلِ للْحش
What companion like him if he was aloof, would
Ignore my secrets and not gossip or tell
وَهَلْ من ندِيمٍ مثلهِ وَهْوَ إن جَفَا
تغاضى ولا يومي بسرِّيْ ولا يُفْشي
Most difficult after he left were the words
That if I but sighed, people said "Be Gone!"
وأصعَبُ ما لاقيتُ بعدَ فِراقه
مقالَ الذي إن قلتُ آه يَقُلْ مَشِّي
They see me eat fenugreek the day I bought him
Yet now I am feeble, overpowered by worries
تَراني أكَلْتُ البنجَ يوم ابتياعه
وأصبحتُ يَكَاً إذْ غُلِبتُ بِشاسِشِّي
I paid his price in barley but they said to me
“His sale price would be bonds if he could be returned”
ضَرَبْتُ عليهِ بالشَعيرِ فقيلَ لي
يُردُّ ودُوِّي لو يَرُدُّوهُ بالأرش
I will complain, now that I have marked the days of separation
In grief, to the Dweller of the Throne.
سأشكو وقد صَرَّمْتُ أيّامَ هجرِهِ
بموقفِ أحزاني إلى ساكن العرش