طَرِبتَ وأَنتَ أَحياناً طَروبُ
وَكيفَ وَقَد تعَلّاكَ المَشيبُ
You were cheerful at times, full of joy,
How could that be when grey hair has exalted you?
يُجِدّ النأَيُ ذِكرَكِ في فؤَادي
إِذا ذَهِلَت عَنِ النأي القُلوبُ
Yearning brings your memory back to my heart
When hearts are oblivious to yearning.
يؤَرِّقُني اكتِئابُ أَبي نُمَيرٍ
فَقَلبي مِن كآبَتِهِ كَئيبُ
The gloom of father Numayr distresses me
So my heart is saddened by his sorrow.
فَقُلتُ لَهُ هَداكَ اللَهُ مَهلاً
وَخَيرُ القَولِ ذو اللُّبِّ المُصيبُ
I said to him, may God guide you, wait,
The best word comes from an aching heart.
عَسى الكَربُ الَّذي أَمسَيتُ فيهِ
يَكونُ وَراءَهُ فَرَجٌ قَريبُ
Maybe this hardship I'm in
Will be followed by relief soon.
فَيأَمنَ خائِفٌ ويُفَكَّ عانٍ
وَيأَتي أَهلَهُ النائي الغَريبُ
So a fearful one feels safe and a strained one relieved,
And the distant exile returns home.
أَلا لَيتَ الرياحَ مُسَخَّراتٌ
بِحاجَتِنا تُباكِرُ أَو تَؤوبُ
If only the winds were harnessed
To quickly serve our needs.
فَتُخبِرنا الشَمالُ إِذا أَتَتنا
وَتُخبِر أَهلَنا عَنّا الجَنُوبُ
Then the north wind informs us when it comes
And the south wind informs our families about us.
فإِنّا قَد حَلَلنا دارَ بَلوى
فَتُخطِئُنا المَنايا أَو تُصِيبُ
For we have resided in the abode of affliction,
So death misses us or hits its mark.
فإِن يَكُ صَدرُ هَذا اليَومِ وَلّى
فإِنَّ غَداً لِناظِرِهِ قَريبُ
If today's morning turns its back,
Tomorrow is near for its viewer.
وَقَد عَلِمَت سُليَمى أَنَّ عودي
عَلى الحَدَثانِ ذو أَيدٍ صَليبُ
Sulayma knows my return to the valiant
Is with hands that can handle a cross.
وأَنَّ خَليقَتي كَرَمٌ وأَنّي
إِذا أَبدَت نَواجِذَها الحروبُ
My nature is generous and I
When wars bare their claws
أُعينُ عَلى مَكارِمها وَأَغشى
مَكارِهَها إِذا كَعَّ الهَيوبُ
I assist its virtues and overcome
Its evils when armies attack.
وأَنّي في العَظائِمِ ذو غَناءٍ
وأُدعى لِلفعالِ فأَستَجيبُ
I have melody in grand deeds
And I'm called to act so I respond.
وأَنّي لا يَخافُ الغَدرَ جاري
وَلا يَخشى غوائِلي الغَريبُ
No neighbor fears my betrayal
Nor does a stranger fear my strangeness.
وَكَم مِن صاحِبٍ قَد بانَ عنّي
رُميتُ بِفَقدِهِ وَهوَ الحَبيبُ
How many a companion has parted from me
I was stricken by his loss, and he was the beloved.
فَلَم أُبدِ الَّذي تَحنوا ضُلوعي
عَليهِ وإِنَّني لأَنا الكَئيبُ
Yet I didn't show the grief my chest bore
Over him, though I'm the sorrowful one,
مَخافَةَ أَن يَراني مُستَكيناً
عَدوٌ أَو يُساءَ بِهِ قَريبُ
Fearing an enemy would see me weak
Or a relative would speak ill of it.
وَيَشمَتَ كاشِحٌ وَيَظُنَّ أَنّي
جَزوعٌ عِندَ نائِبَةٍ تَنوبُ
And a defamer would gloat and think
I'm broken by the blows of fate.
فَبَعدَكَ سَدَّتِ الأَعداءُ طُرقاً
إِليَّ وَرابَني دَهرٌ يَريبُ
After you, enemies obstructed my path
And time played tricks on me.
وأَنكَرتَ الزَمانَ وَكُلَّ أَهلي
وَهَرَّتني لِغيبِتكَ الكَليبُ
You denied the era and all my people
And your total absence confused me.
وَكُنتُ تُقَطَّعُ الأَبصارُ دوني
وإِن وَغِرَت مِنَ الغَيظِ القُلوبُ
Eyes used to be lowered before me
Even if hearts swelled with rage.
وَقَد أَبقى الحَوادِثُ مِنكَ رُكناً
صَليباً ما تؤَيِّسُهُ الخُطوبُ
But events have left of you a pillar
A steadfast cross sorrows cannot shake.
عَلى أَنَّ المَنيَّةَ قَد توافي
لِوَقتٍ والنوائِبُ قَد تَنوبُ
Though death may arrive at any time
And calamities continue to strike.