أما وأبيك أرماني زماني
بشيطانٍ رماني تحت رَزَّهْ
My soul that was tempted for so long
By a devil that cast me under his spell
فنَحرُ النفس منحورٌ جزافاً
بمُدية شره بأحدِّ حزَّهْ
So I freely sacrificed my soul
With the gift of his evil, sharper than blades
يغُزُّ سهام هاجسه بقلبي
أحس بغَزَّةٍ في ضمن غَزَّهْ
The arrows of his obsession pierce my heart
I feel the intensity within his intensity
إذا ما هز مِن بلواه سيفاً
أذوق الموت منه بكل هزَّهْ
When he brandishes his sword of tribulation
I taste death from him with each brandish
دهاني ثم دك قوى جهادي
فلن أقوى ولو كنت المُعَزَّهْ
He painted me then crushed my strength for holy war
I cannot be strong even if I were the strongest
محا رسمي فأعدمني وجودي
كأني منه ألفٌ بعد همزهْ
He erased my identity and invalidated my existence
As if after the letter 'h' came a thousand letters 'z'
يطارحني الأماني وهي زور
فأنى تلتقي حلبٌ بغَزَّهْ
He casts down my hopes which are falsehood
Where can Aleppo meet its intensity?
ومرر حلو عمري إذ أراه
يحيل حلاوة اللذات مُزَّهْ
The sweetness of life passed when I saw
Him turn the sweetness of pleasures into bitterness
رأيت الذل منه بعد عزٍّ
ألا يا ذلتي من بعد عِزَّهْ
After power I saw humiliation from him
Oh my disgrace after his glory!
خذي يا نفس عمرك بانتهازٍ
ألا تدرين أن العمر نُهزَهْ
Take your life, my soul, by striving
Do you not know that life is slipping away?
وجدِّي ثم فزِّي نحو مجدٍ
سماويٍّ فللأرزاق فَزَّهْ
Be firm then strive toward heavenly glory
For sustenance has its bursting forth
فلا يسمو سوى حرٍّ مُجِدٍّ
يلُزُّ السير منه كل لَزَّهْ
None ascends but the gloriously free
Who shakes off all chains
تردِّي الصبر واتخذيه درعاً
تقيك البؤس واستَقْنيه بِزَّهْ
Take patience as a shield
To protect you from misery, fortify yourself with it
فثوب الصبر منسوج بشكرٍ
مسيحيٍّ سما عن نسج خَزَّهْ
The garment of patience is woven with Christian gratitude
It excels any weaving of silk
فدود القز من أحشاه يبني
بناءً فاخراً ونراه قَزَّهْ
The worms of silk from their innards
Construct splendid buildings we see as silk's intensity
كذاك ابني بكِ يا نفس فضلاً
مسيحياً فثوب الشاة جُزَّهْ
Likewise my soul builds with your weeping
A Christian abundance, so the sheep's wool is its cloak
إلهي إن تلاحظني بخيرٍ
أجد خيراً ورضواناً وعزَّهْ
My God if you regard me with good
I will find good, contentment and glory