ألم تَرني أبحتُ حَريمَ مالي
مباحَ الهَجْرِ محظورَ الوِصَالِ
Have you not seen me throw open the sacred reserve of my wealth?
Abandonment is allowed, but union forbidden.
هواهُ أقرَّ بالمكروهِ عيني
وعلَّمني التعلُّلَ بالمحالِ
Love of him has made my eye accept what it loathes,
and self-consolation with the impossible has soothed me.
وغادرَ نشوةً في أمِّ رأسي
فلستُ أُفيقُ غابرةَ الليالي
It left my intoxication lodged in the very crown of my head,
so I shall not sober through all the nights to come.
أُسَرُّ بأن يبيتَ بخيرِ حالٍ
ولو أني أبِيتُ بشرِّ حالِ
I rejoice that he should pass the night in comfort,
even if I pass the night in the worst condition.
وأعذرُه على غَضَبِ التَّجَنّي
وأشكُره لهجرانِ الدلالِ
I excuse him for the anger of his capricious cruelty,
and thank him for the desertion born of coyness.
وتُعجبُنِي المواعدُ كاذباتٍ
لتردادي إليه على المِطالِ
Even false promises delight me,
for they keep me returning to him despite his long delays.
Sol 5.6