تَرَكتُ الشَّاهَ خشيةَ أن أكُونَا
من اللاِّئِى عَلَيه يُسَكِّكُونَا
I left the king fearing that we would be
Among the women on whom they mint his image
وخَشيَةَ أن أكُونَ كَمِثلِ شِيبٍ
إِذَا قِيمَ الأتَاىُ يُسحرِّوُنَا
And fearing that I would be like an old man named Shayb
When the young men gather, they entrance him
حَدِيثُهُم الأَتَاىُ ولاَ تَرَاهُم
بِغَيرِ حَدِيثِهم يَتَحَدَّثُونَا
Their talk is of the young men, and they do not speak
Of aught but their talk to entrance us
وخَشيَةَ أن أكُونَ نَدِيمَ آمٍ
أُنَادِ مُهُنَّ أبكَاراً وعُونَا
And fearing that I would be a boon companion of hope
I call, degrading chaste youths and helping us
وخَشيَةَ أن أُجَالِسَ كُلَّ نَذلٍ
يَجُرَّ ِإلَىَّ مَنقَصَةً وهُونَا
And fearing that I sit with every despicable person
Who drags deficiencies and humiliation to me
وخَشيَةَ أن أكُونَ أخَادُيُونٍ
ولَم أرَ مَا بِه أقضِى الدُّيونَا
And fearing that I would be stingy
And I did not see what would pay our debts
وخَشيَةَ أن يَكُونَ بَيَاضُ وَجهِى
سَوَاداً لاَ تُغَيِّرُهُ السِّنُونَا
And fearing that the whiteness of my face
Would be blackness, unchanging with years
فَهَذَا مُا قُلتُه فِيهِ ولَكِن
أرَاني قَد جُنِنتُ بِهِ جُنُونَا
So this is what I said about it, but
I see I have gone mad with it, madness