على الرُّغْمِ بُدِّلتُ من رُغمِ لاحي
ومِن نُزَهي في الوجوهِ الصبَّاحِ
Against my will, I was made to trade my defiance of a reprover,
Despite being turned from softness to coarseness,
and my pleasures in radiant faces,
And from my morning gentleness in faces,
وشُربي المُدامةَ ممزوجةً
مُحرَّمُها بالحَلالِ المُباحِ
and my drinking wine, blended—
And my drinking of wine mixed
its forbidden part with the lawful and permitted—
With what is forbidden made lawful,
ومُخْطَفَةِ القَدِّ مُهتزَّةٍ
تباكُرني قبلَ حَيْنِ الصبَّاحِ
and a slender, swaying woman
And the snatching of steps of one tottering
who visits me early, before morning's hour,
Who anticipates me before dawn breaks,
فتُسفِرُ عن مثلِ وَردِ الربيعِ
وتَبسِمُ عن مثل نَوْرِ الأَقاحي
then unveils a face like spring roses,
So she reveals the likeness of spring flowers
and smiles to reveal the likeness of daisy blossoms,
And smiles the likeness of meadows shining,
بيومٍ يَجُدُّ به الدارعونَ
فلا يعرفونَ سبيلَ المِزاحِ
for a day when armored men are in earnest,
On a day in which armed men struggle
and know no way of jesting.
And know not the way to jest,
تَرُشُّ به السُّمْرُ طَعناً تَرى
مواقفَنا منه حُمرَ النَّواحي
The brown spears shower thrusts that day; you see
Spears pierce with thrusts, and you see
our stations, their sides reddened by that.
Our positions from them blushing red,
ويخطِرُ في هَبْوَتَيْهِ الكَميُّ
بقَلْبٍ جرئء ووجهٍ وَقاحِ
And the armored champion struts amid its twin dust clouds,
And there flashes in his madness one reckless
with a daring heart and a brazen face,
With a bold heart and an impudent face,
وسابغةٍ مثلِ سَرْدِ الشُّجاعِ
أوِ الماءِ عندَ هبوبِ الرِّياحِ
and a full coat of mail like a serpent's linked scales,
As ample as the mane of a stallion
or water when the winds blow,
Or water when the winds blow,
وأبيضَ يلمَعُ في مَتنِهِ
إذا ضَلَّ بَرقُ الحِمامِ المُتاحِ
and a white sword gleaming along its flat,
And white gleaming on his belly
when the lightning of allotted death goes astray.
When the lightning of darting doves flashes,
فمَنْ راحَ يُسخِطُ عُذَّالَه
ويُرضي الهَوى بينَ عُودٍ وراحِ
So whoever goes about angering his reprovers
So one who went away to anger his critic
and pleasing desire between lute and wine—
And please desire amid rods and spacious plains,
فإني عَدِمتُ تَثنَّي القُدودِ
وبُدِّلْتُ منه بَثْنيِ الرِّماحِ
I, for my part, have lost the swaying of graceful figures,
I lacked the doubling of curling tresses
and been given the bending of spears in its place.
And was changed from it to doubling lances,
وكنتُ أَشيمُ بروقَ الثُّغورِ
فصِرتُ أشيمُ بروقَ الصِّفاحِ
And I used to watch the lightning of smiling mouths;
I used to scent the lightnings of frontiers
now I watch the lightning of sword blades.
But now scent the lightnings of swords,
وما إن سَمِعتُ غِناءَ الحدي
دِ إلاّ ذكرتُ غِناءَ الوِشاحِ
And never have I heard the song of iron
And when I heard the singing of the sieve
without recalling the song of the jeweled sash.
I remembered only the singing of the tattooed woman,
فليتَ ضجيعيَ ليلَ التَّما
مِ يَعلمُ أني ضجيعُ السِّلاحِ
If only my bedfellow on the longest night
Would that my bedfellow in the darkness of desire
knew that I am the bedfellow of weapons.
Knew that I am the bedfellow of weapons,
أراعي المنيَّةَ عندَ الغُدُوِّ
وأنتظرُ الحَتْفَ عندَ الرَّواحِ
I keep watch for death in the morning,
I watch out for death at dawn
and await doom in the evening.
And await doom at sunset,
ولو أنَّ لي حيلةً في الفِرارِ
فررتُ وهانَ عليَّ افتضاحي
And if I had a means of escape,
And if I had a trick to escape
I would flee, and my disgrace would matter little to me.
I would flee, and disgrace meant little to me,
متى أطإِ الأرضَ مُبيضَّةً
جوانبُها أو أرى الجوِّ صاحي
When shall I tread the earth, white
Whenever I set foot on earth with bright expanses
along its sides, or see the sky clear,
Or see the atmosphere clear,
فأُلِبسُ خيلَ الوغَى راحةً
وأُتعِبُ في اللَّهوِ خيلَ المِراحِ
so I may clothe the warhorses in rest,
I saddle the steeds of tumult
and weary the steeds of merriment in play?
And tire in diversion the steeds of meadows,
عَسى القُربُ يُطفئُ من لوعتي
ويُنْقِصُ من غُلَّتي والتياحي
Perhaps nearness will quench some of my anguish
Maybe nearness will quench some of my anguish
and lessen my inward burning and my thirst.
And decrease my bitterness and sighing.
Sol 6.1