خُذ يا غَرامي بِالعِنانِ وَسِر بِهِ
وَاِطرَح مَقالَةَ عاذِلي طَرحَ الحِذا
Take the reins, O my passion, and ride on with them.
And cast my censor’s words aside as one casts off a shoe.
هَلّا رَثى لِتأسفي وَتَلَهّفي
أَو كانَ كَفكَفَ وَبلَ دَمعي وَالرذا
Why did he not pity my sorrow and anguish,
or stem my tears—the downpour and the drizzle?
لَو قيلَ لِلحُسنِ اِقتَرِح مَن تَصطَفي
لَيَكونَ تاجاً لِلمِلاحِ لَقالَ ذا
Were Beauty told, “Choose the one you would elect
to be a crown for all the fair,” it would say, “This one.”
يا صاحِبَيَّ إِذا رَضيتُم مَذهَبي
فَتَمَسَّكا بِزِمامِهِ وَبِهِ خُذا
O my two companions, if you approve my way,
then both hold fast to its rein and take it up.
وَسَلا حُسامَ اللَحظِ مَذهَبي
سَفكَ الدِماءِ وَمَن أَحَدّ وَأَشحَذا
And ask the sword of the glance about my creed—
the spilling of blood—and who gave it edge and honed it.
وَسَلا الرِضابَ العَذبَ مَن أَجراهُ في
تِلكَ الثَنايا سُكَّراً وَتَبَرزَذا
And ask the sweet mouth-nectar who made it flow
among those incisors as sugar and tabarzad rock candy,
وَأَحالَهُ راحاً فَحالَ كَأَنَّهُ
قَلَبَ الحَقائِقَ ساحِراً وَمُشَعوِذا
and turned it into wine—then it was as though he had
transmuted realities, a sorcerer and a conjurer.
لَو مَنَّ حَتّى بِالخَيالِ جَعَلتَهُ
لِعَظيمِ ما بي شافياً وَمُعَوِّذا
If he granted a favor, even in a dream, I would deem him
for my grave affliction a healer and a giver of protective charms.
أَو ضَنَّ صُنتُ عَنِ العِقابِ جَنابَهُ
مُستَلِماً مُتَذَلِّلاً مُتَلَذِّذاً
Or if he withheld it, I would spare his noble person all punishment,
surrendered, abased, yet savoring it.
الذَنبُ لي مَكَّنتُهُ مِن مُهجَتي
فاِختارَ قَتلي في هَواهُ وَأَنفَذا
The fault is mine: I gave him power over my very soul,
so he chose my death in his love and carried it out.
فَليَهنَني أَنّي الشَهيدُ وَكُلّ مَن
يَفنى عَلى حُكمِ الصَبابَةِ هَكَذا
Then let it delight me that I am the martyr—for everyone who
perishes under ardent love’s decree is likewise so.
Sol 5.6