لقد طرقتني يا رحيم قوارع
غواشٍ كثيفاتٍ تبثُّ غواشيا
Calamities have indeed struck me, O Merciful One—
dense, enveloping afflictions spreading their shrouds over me.
وشؤم ذنوبي سامني خطط الردى
ومزق أطواري وانأى صلاحيا
The evil of my sins has driven me down the paths of ruin,
tearing my being apart and driving righteousness far from me.
لم أرفع الشكوى فيكشف كربتي
ويرحم تضراعي سواك الهيا
I have raised my complaint to none who might dispel my anguish
and pity my supplication—none but You, my God.
وأنت الرحيم الحق عطفك شامل
مطيعاً ولياً أو عصياً معاديا
You are the true Merciful One; Your compassion encompasses
the obedient friend and the defiant foe alike.
وإني وإن أسرف على النفس جانيا
فإني ما زايلت حسن رجائيا
Though I have transgressed against my own soul as a sinner,
I have never relinquished the beauty of my hope.
وزاد رجائي إنني بك مؤمن
وإني لم أقنط وإن كنت عاصيا
My hope has only grown, for I believe in You,
and I have never despaired, though I have been disobedient.
تباركت فرج كل كرب وغمة
وهم ونفس كل ضيق عرانيا
Blessed are You: relieve every anguish, sorrow,
and care, and ease every straitness that has beset me.
تعاليت انعشني بروحك واكفني
برحمتك الباساء والطف بحاليا
Exalted are You; revive me with Your spirit, and shield me
by Your mercy from affliction, and deal gently with my condition.
وحقك لم أيأس من الرحمة التي
رزقت بها النعاب في الوكر خاويا
By Your truth, I have not despaired of the mercy with which
You provide for the raven in its nest, hollow with hunger.
ولا تقنطوا من رحمة اللّه دلني
ولا تيأسوا من روحه ما دعانيا
“Do not despair of God’s mercy” has guided me,
and “Do not despair of His relief,” so long as it summons me.
وفي الرحموت السابق الغضب انتهت
ظنوني فقابل يا رحيم انتهائيا
My expectations have come to rest in the boundless mercy
that precedes wrath; so receive my end, O Merciful One.
Sol 5.6