عَشِيت عَيني فَلا أُبصِرُ ما
خُطَّ في صُحفٍ وَلا شَيءَ حَسن
My eyes have dimmed, so I cannot see what
was penned upon pages, nor anything beautiful.
وَلَقد كانَ أَنيسي بَصَريِ
فَعَدمتُ الأُنسَ مِنهُ وَالوَسَن
Yet my sight had been my companion;
now I lack its comfort—and sleep as well.
طالَما أَنضيتُ طَرفاً لِلصِبا
ذا شَبابٍ مُرخياً مِنهُ الرَسَن
How long I wore out my gaze in youth’s pursuit,
young as I was, letting its bridle hang loose;
وَاهتصَرتُ القَد غُصنا مائِساً
وَارتَشَفتُ الرِيقَ عَذبانا أَسِن
I drew close that figure, a swaying branch,
and sipped saliva—sweet, though it had grown stale.
وَفَرضتُ عِشقَ ريمٍ أَهيفٍ
وَسَنَنتُ صَبوَتي فيهِ مَسَن
I made love for a slender gazelle my binding law,
and honed my passion on him as on a whetstone:
مِن بَني التُركِ صَغيرٌ دَمِثُ ال
خُلق لَينٌ حَسنُ الخَلقِ بَسَن
a young son of the Turks, gracious in—
character, tender, handsome of form and tender in age.
كُنتُ قدماً عاشِقاً في عَرَبٍ
وَأَنا اليَومَ بِحُبٍّ في أَسَن
Long ago, I was a lover among the Arabs;
and today, in older age, I am in love.
كُلَّما قُلتُ لَهُ من ذا الَّذي
فيكَ أَضحى هائِماً يَقول سَن
Whenever I asked him, “Who is this that
has become so wildly enamored of you?” he said, “Sen”—“you.”
فَمَضى هَذا وَلمّا يَبقَ لي
غَيرُ فكرٍ وَلِسانٍ ذي لَسَن
That has passed, and nothing now remains to me
but thought and an eloquent tongue.
أَيُّ لَهوٍ لامرئٍ يَبقى خلي
وَقد الفَودانِ مِنهُ وأَسَن
What pleasure can there be for a man who remains carefree
when his two temples—and he himself—have aged?
Sol 5.6