أَأَرجو حَياةً بَعدَ فَقدِ زُمُرُّدِ
وَكانَت بِها روحي تَلَذُّ وَتَغتَذِي
Do I hope for life after losing Zumurrud,
Who was the soul that delighted and nourished me?
زُمُرُّدُ قَد خَلَّفتِ للصَّبِّ لَوعَةً
وَحُزناً بِقَلبي آخِذاً كُلَّ مَأخَذِ
Zumurrud left behind agony for the young man
And sorrow that gripped my heart and took hold
رَمَيتِ بِسَهمٍ وَسطَ قَلبٍ مُجَرَّحٍ
كَأَنَّ بِهِ وَقعَ الحُسامِ المُشَحَّذِ
You shot an arrow into the midst of a wounded heart
As if the sharp sword fell upon it
فَحَصَّنتُهُ بِالصَبرِ فيكِ وَعِندَما
نَبَضت أَتاه السَهمُ مِن كُلِّ منفَذِ
So I fortified it with patience in you, and when
It beat, the arrow came to it from every outlet
فَمِن مُقلَتي تَسهادُ جَفنٍ كَأَنَّما
يَمُرُّ عَلَيهِ اللَيلُ جلدةَ قُنفُذِ
From my eyelid comes the sleeplessness of an eye as if
The night passes over it like a hedgehog
وَمِن مَسمَعي صَغوٌ لِصَوتك دائِماً
وَمِن معطَسي تَوقٌ إِلى عَرفِكِ الشَذِي
And from my hearing, an ear listening for your voice always
And from my nose, a longing for your gentle scent
وَمِن مَبسَمي أَنفاسُ نارٍ تَردَّدَت
عَلى كَبِدٍ حَرّى وَعَقلٍ مُؤَخَّذِ
And from my smile, the breaths of fire that went
Over a burning liver and obsessed mind
بِهِ لَمَمٌ قَد مَسَّهُ وَتَخَبُّطٌ
فَلا بالرُقى يُهدى وَلا بِالتَعوُّذِ
In it are touches that have affected it and confusion
So it cannot be led by incantations or amulets
تقدّمها بنتي نَضيرةُ بِنتها
وَقَد جُمِعا في مُلحدٍ لَم يُسرَّذِ
Her daughter Nadira bint presented it
And they were both compiled in an atheist who was not gentle
وَكُنّا الَّذي مَع وَصلَةٍ لي وَعائِدٍ
وَقَد حُذفا لَم يَبقَ مِنها سِوى الَّذي
And we were the ones with connections to me and returning
And they were both omitted, nothing remained but that which
وَزينةِ حِلم عَقلُها ثابِتٌ فَلا
تَأثرُ مِن إِيهامِ كُلِّ مُشَعوذِ
And the adornment of wisdom, her mind was steadfast so
It is not affected by the illusions of any sorcerer
وَحازَت لِحُسنِ الخَلقِ خُلقاً مُدَمَّثاً
وَلينَ كَلامٍ طاهِرٍ لَيسَ بِالبَذي
And she gained good morals for good behavior
And soft, pure words that are not vile
فَما دَنَّسَت فاها بِغيبَةِ غائِبٍ
وَلا مَنَعَت رفداً لِمَن جاءَ يَحتَذي
So she did not sully her mouth with the absence of an absent one
And did not prevent sustenance from one who came seeking
وَتعرف أَجناسَ المَبيعِ جَميعه
وَأَثمانه مِن فَحمَةٍ للزُمُرُّذِ
She knew all kinds of goods sold
And their prices, from trinkets to jewelry
وَإِن جاءَ كَحّالٌ وَذو الطب نَحوَها
تُباريهما فَأَذعنا للتَّتلمُذِ
And if a kohl seller or a doctor came to her
They submitted to being her students
تَغيَّر ذِهني بَعدَ جِسمي
فَعَقليَ لَم يَقبل عَزائمَ عوَّذِ
My mind changed after my body
So my intellect did not accept the decisions of charms
وَجسمي إِذا رُمتُ اِضطِجاعاً لِراحَةٍ
يَقلَّب عَلى جَمرِ الغَضا ثُم يَحتَذي
And my body, when I tried to lay down and rest
Tosses and turns on the embers of agony and then slides
وَإِن رُمتُ نَهضاً لِلقيام فَأَخمَصِي
أَراهُ كَأَن شَوكُ القَتادِ بِهِ حُذي
And if I tried to stand up and rise, my heel
I see it as if the thorns of bindweed entwined it
وَإِن أَنا حاوَلتُ القُعودَ تَواتَرَت
هُمومٌ مَتى تَعلَق بِروحِيَ تَجبذِ
And if I attempted to sit, worries came one after the other
Whenever it clung to my soul and pulled
فَقَلبيَ في حُزنٍ وَعَينيَ في بُكا
فَيا لَكَ شَجواً بينَ ذا قَد ثَوى وَذِي
So my heart is in sorrow and my eye is in tears
Oh how strange is the lament between one who has settled and one who is confused
جَميلةُ خَلقٍ سَهلةُ الخُلقِ لينةٌ
رَقيقَةُ قَلبٍ ثاقِبِ الذهنِ أَحوَذي
Beautiful of creation, easygoing, soft of heart
Delicate of heart, sharp of mind, and focused
أَجدك لَن تُصغِي لِشاكٍ مُوَلَّهٍ
جَريحِ فُؤادٍ فيكَ ذي مَدمَعٍ قَذي
I find you will not listen to a devoted complainant
With a wounded heart, crying for you
تَباخَلتِ حَتّى الطيفُ لَيسَ بِزائِرٍ
لَدى هَجعَةٍ ساهِي الفُؤادِ مُجَذَّذِ
You were stingy until even an apparition is not visiting
At the bedside of one oblivious of heart, shaken
يَقي صالِحٌ وَأَحمَدُ وُمُحَمَّدٌ
وَبلقيسُ كَالأَيتامِ بَعدَ زُمُرُّذِ
Saleh, Ahmad and Muhammad survive
And Belqis like orphans after Zumurrud
وَكانَت لَهُم أُمّاً حَنوناً وَجَدَّةً
شَفوقاً تُشَهِّيهِم بِكُلِّ تَلَذُّذِ
They had a loving mother and grandmother
Who tempted them with all kinds of pleasures
وَتَختارُ أَنواعَ المَطاعِمِ سُكّرٍ
وَحَلوى وَبانيذٍ لَهُم وَطَبَرزَذِ
And chose for them types of desserts and candies
And dates for them and dried fruits
رَوَت مِن أَحاديثِ الرَسولِ مَسانِداً
وَكانَ لَها روحٌ بِتَسماعِها غُذي
She related from the narrations of the Messenger foundations
And her soul was nourished by listening to them
صَحيحَ بُخارِيٍّ وَمسندَ دارمٍ
بِسَمعِ إِمامٍ ثابتِ النَقلِ جَهبَذِ
Authentic Bukhari and Musnad Darimi
With the narration of an imam of reliable transmission
وَرَوَّت بِبَيتِ اللَهِ وَالقُدسِ ما رَوَت
لِمصريٍّ أَو شاميٍّ أَو مُتَبَغدِذِ
And she related in Bayt Al-Maqdis what she related
To an Egyptian or Levantine or Baghdadi
وَحجَّت وَزَارَت مَرَّتَينِ وَقَدَّست
وَما يَكُ مِن بِرٍّ تُعجِّل وَتنفِذِ
And she performed Hajj and visited twice and sanctified
And did not fail to rush to do any righteous deed
قَضى اللَهُ أَن عاشَت وَماتَت سَعيدَةً
وَلَيسَ امرؤٌ مِما قَضاهُ بِمنفَذِ
God ordained that she lived and died happily
And no man can evade what He has decreed
مَضَت وَلَها ذكرٌ جَميلٌ مُخَلّدٌ
ثَناء كَعَرف المسكِ وَالعَنبَرِ الشَذِي
She passed away with a beautiful immortal memory
Praise like the scent of musk and fragrant ambergris
إِلى العالَمِ العُلويِّ راحُوا بِروحِها
لِروح وَرَيحانٍ وَجَنَّةِ مغتَذِ
They took her soul to the highest realm
To the soul, gardens and blessings of Paradise
وَلَم تَكتَرِث يَوماً بِلِبسٍ وَزينَةٍ
وَحَليٍ فَتَبدو في النَعيمِ المُلَذّذِ
And she never cared for clothing, adornment
Or jewelry to appear in luxurious bliss
وَلَكن بِجودٍ وَاحتِمالٍ يَزينُها
بِنَفحٍ لِذي فَقرٍ وَصَفحٍ عَن البَذي
But with charity and forbearance adorning her
With a whiff for the poor and pardoning the vile
مُطَهرةٌ لَفظاً وَقَلباً وَبَرَّةٌ
مُبَرَّأةٌ عَن كُلِّ ما قادحٍ رَذي
Purified in word, heart, and innocent
Absolved of anything objectionable or obscene