بَخِلتَ برَشحٍ مِن كِتابٍ مُمَزَّقٍ
وَقَد كُنتَ تَسخو بِالهَوامِي الهَوامِعِ
You were stingy with a scrap from a tattered book
Though once you were lavish with brilliant flashes
وَدافَعتَني بِالرَدِّ إِذ كُنتُ سائِلاً
وَما كُنتُ لَما سَلتَني بِالمدافِعِ
You warded me off with refusal when I asked
Though I didn't defend myself when you asked of me
أَعَرتُكَ تَسهيلَ الفَوائِدِ بُرهَةً
وَأَصبَحت في التَرشيحِ ظُلماً مُنازِعي
I made profits easy for you for a while
Yet you became unjust in apportioning them
فَلي سَبقُ فَضلٍ قَد جُزيتُ بِضِدِّهِ
وَوصلَةِ وُدٍّ صِرتَ فيها مُقاطِعي
So I have prior merit that was rewarded by its opposite
And a bond of love in which you became estranged
وَما كُنتَ تَدري ما الكِتابُ وَإِنِّما
وَشَى نَحوَك الواشي بِهِ وَهوَ خادِعي
You didn't know what the book was, but rather
The slanderer insinuated it to you, and he is a deceiver
تُنازِعني النَفسُ اللجوجُ طِلابه
فَقُلت لَها إِذ أَيأسَتني مَطامِعي
My obstinate soul contends with me over seeking it
So I said to it when my hopes despaired of me
إِذا شافِعي فيهِ غَدا لي مانِعي
فَأَنى بِإدراكي لما عِند شافِعِ
If tomorrow my preventer becomes my intercessor for it
How can I attain what is with the intercessor?