دولةٌ تُرغمُ الحسود وإن
كان نُهوضي فيها بِجدِّ عَثُورِ
A turn of fortune that abases the envious, though
A state that forces envy, though
my rise within it came with the luck of one who stumbles.
My rise in it was with true stumbling
فلعمري لئن خَصَصَت بمعروفِكَ
دوني من ليس لي بنظيرِ
By my life, if you have singled out for your favor,
By my life, if you have singled me out with your favor
instead of me, one who is no match for me,
Beyond those who are not my peers
وتجاوزتَ مَوْضِع الرأي
في تقديمه وفي تأخيري
and overstepped the bounds of sound judgment
And you went beyond the place of opinion
in advancing him and holding me back—
In putting him forward and delaying me
إنَّ وُدِّي للوُدِّ لا تقدح الأيامُ
فيه والدهرُ ذو تغييرِ
my affection, given for affection, will not be marred by the days,
Indeed, my love for love, time does not detract
though time is ever subject to change.
From it, and fate is ever-changing
رُبَّ عُذْرٍ بسطتُهُ لك فيما
لستَ فيه لديَّ بالمعذور
Many an excuse have I laid before you for a matter
How many excuses I have laid out for you in what
in which, to my mind, you are not excused;
You are not excused by me for
وخبيرٍ بالحال عندك لَبَّسْتُ
عليه فعادَ غَير خبيرِ
and many a man at your court who knew the circumstances I bewildered
And an expert in the situation with you I have
about them, until he came away knowing nothing.
Clothed in confusion, so he returned unknowing
أتقاضاك بالمراقبة العُقْبى
وأرجو بالصبر عُقْبى الصَّبُورِ
I await from you, in watchful patience, the final outcome,
Shall I plead with you for requital at the end?
and through endurance I hope for the patient man’s reward.
And hope for the requital of the patient with patience?
ليتَ شعري أبالحقيقة علَّقْتُ
حبال الرجاء أم بالغرور
Would that I knew: was it to truth that I fastened
I wonder, did I truly attach the ropes of hope
the cords of hope—or to delusion?
Or with delusion?
Sol 5.6