1. I have a beloved; what I endure has afflicted me—

    My infatuation with him, and my hatred of his father.

  2. He required me to draw near his father, though my hatred

    For his father is fiercer than my love for him.

  3. Two deaths are mine: from loving this one, and from my ha—

    —tred of this other; no one is like me.

Sol 5.6