وراءَك إن زندَك غيرُ واري
ولو شقَّ الكواكبَ بالشرارِ
Stand back, if your fire-stick will not kindle—
Behind you, if my life is not hiding,
even though its sparks could cleave the stars.
Even if the stars split with sparks,
فما أذكيتَ نارَ اللوم لَّما
بكرتَ عليَّ بل أذكيتَ ناري
You did not fan the fire of reproach when
So I did not ignite the fire of blame when
you came to me at dawn; you only fanned my own fire.
You rose early against me, rather you ignited my fire,
ولم يحجُب بياضَ العيشِ عَني
بياضٌ لاح يلمعُ في عِذاري
The whiteness of life was not veiled from me
And the whiteness of living was not veiled from me
by a whiteness that appeared, gleaming in my side-lock.
By a shining whiteness that shines in my honor,
لذاك سرى إليَّ الشيبُ فيه
فلا سَقَتِ السواري كلَّ سارِ
That is why grayness traveled into it toward me—
So old age flowed to me in it
may the rainclouds never water every traveler!
So the bracelets did not give drink to every hidden,
فأنتَ تلومُني إذ لم أوقِّر
من اعتَسفَ الظلامَ إلى وقاري
You blame me, then, for showing no reverence
So you blame me when I did not honor
to one who forced his way through the darkness toward my gray dignity.
Who was insolent to the darkness to dignity
رأيتُ الآنساتِ أنِسنَ حتى
تبادَرَ فابتَدرنَ إلى النِّفارِ
I saw the companionable maidens grow at ease, until
I saw the femmes so intimate until
grayness hastened forth—and they hastened to flee.
They rushed and took the initiative to flee,
قبائلُ لا تزالُ إذا تنادَت
سوادُ الشعرِ فيها للشعارِ
They are tribes who, whenever they rally, still take
Tribes that still when they call each other
the blackness of their hair as their banner.
The blackness of hair in it is for the emblem
كأنَّ الأشمطَ المحذورَ فيها
يحطُّ قراهُ من خلفِ الجدارِ
It is as though the dreaded gray-haired guest among them
As if the feared crow in it
must take his hospitality behind the wall:
Drops its villages from behind the wall,
إذا أنزلتُه فعلى بناءٍ
وإن أدنيتُه فعلى حذارِ
if I lodge him, it is in a separate dwelling;
If I download it, it is on the building
and if I bring him near, I do so warily.
And if I approached him, it was with caution,
وأهيفَ بينَ مقلته وقلبي
خَصائمُ ما خرجنَ عن السرارِ
And many a slender beauty—between his eye and my heart
And I blew between its eyelid and my heart
lie disputants who have never emerged from secrecy.
Disputes that did not come out of the hidden,
وما يَجري على المكتومِ حكمٌ
لو ارتَفعا بحيثُ الحكم جارِ
No judgment can be passed upon what is concealed,
And the rule does not apply to the hidden
unless the two appear where judgment holds sway.
If both rose to where the rule flows,
وليسَ إلى صلاحِهما سبيلٌ
كذلك لا سبيلَ إلى اصطِباري
Yet there is no path to reconciling them—
And there is no way to reconcile them
just as there is no path to my patience.
So there is no way to be patient with me
ونائبةٍ دنَت فدنوتُ منها
وكانَت ليسَ يعجبُها فِراري
And many a calamity drew near, so I drew near to it;
And an imminent drew near, so I drew near it
it was one that took no pleasure in my flight.
And it was not pleasing to flee from it
سمعتُ اليومَ وقعَ الغيب خَلفي
وجودَ أبي محمد البِشاري
Today I heard behind me the tread of the unseen
I heard today the impact of the unseen behind me
and the largesse of Abu Muhammad al-Bishari.
And the existence of my father Muhammad Al-Bishari
وقد لحِقا فهذا عن يَميني
يطاردُها وهذا عن يَساري
Both have caught up: this one, on my right,
And they have joined, so this is on my right
pursues it, and this one on my left.
Chasing it and this is on my left
يساجلُ سحبَه جوداً بجودٍ
ويطلعُ مثلهنَّ من الغُبارِ
He rivals his clouds, generosity for generosity,
He fights its clouds with generosity
while clouds like them rise out of the dust.
And dawns like them from the dust,
ولا ينفكُّ يخرِقُهنَّ خِرقٌ
أغرُّ الوَجهِ مَخضوبُ الغرارِ
And through them there ceaselessly charges a bold noble,
And he does not stop tearing them apart
bright of face, his sword-edge dyed with blood.
The most radiant, reddish, reddish face
خليقَتُه وراحَتهُ سواءٌ
فما تَدري الرياحُ لمن تُباري
His nature and his open hand are equally generous,
His nature and comfort are the same
so the winds cannot tell which of them they are racing.
So the winds do not know whom to compete with
فإن يكن استعارَ المجدَ قومٌ
وهمُّوا باحتِباسِ المستَعارِ
If some men have borrowed glory
If some people borrowed glory
and thought to keep what they borrowed,
And intended to retain the borrower
فإن سُيوفه في كل أرضٍ
عَوارٍ أو تردّ بها العَواري
then his swords, throughout every land,
Then his swords in every land
are loans—or by them borrowed glories are returned.
Are defiant, or they repel defiance in it,
ويُعجِبُه العلوُّ بلا تعالٍ
ويطربُ للفَخار بلا افتِخارِ
Loftiness delights him, without arrogance;
And he likes the ascension without elevation
glory thrills him, without boasting.
And he is delighted with pride without pride
فيَفعلُ ما ادَّعَوهُ ولا تَراه
يجادلُهم عليه ولا يُماري
He does what they merely claim, and you never see him
So he does what they claimed and does not see him Disputing them and not contending,
disputing with them over it or wrangling.
Those who drew near you have been fortunate
لقد سَعُدَت بقُربك مُقرباتٌ
إليك مقرباتٌ كلَّ جارِ
Swift mares have prospered by drawing near to you—
Every neighbor who drew near you
mares that bring every runner near to you.
The next morning when it joined you, so you refrained from it
غداة لَحقتَها فقلعتَ عنها
هناك قَلعتَ عنها كلَّ عارِ
On the morning you caught up with them, you stripped from them
There you refrained from every dishonor,
then and there every trace of shame.
And accustomed to joining
وصارَت لِلِّحاقِ مُعوَّداتٍ
وكانت قبل ذلكَ للفرارِ
They became accustomed to pursuit,
And it was before that for fleeing
though before that they had been accustomed to flight.
I will compose of your thick in you a necklace
سأنظمُ من سميك فيك عقداً
وأنزِلُ ما تبَقَّى للنثارِ
From your namesake I shall string, concerning you, a necklace,
And download what remains for scattering
and let whatever remains fall as scattered gems.
So the two of us made people prolong a saying
فربَّتما أطالَ الناسُ قَولاً
فطاوَل ذلكَ الطول اختِصاري
How often people have spoken at length,
So that length prolonged my shortening,
yet my brevity has rivaled all that length.
And if they associated numbering with it one day
وإن قَرنوا به التعديد يوماً
على أحدٍ قَرنتُ به اعتِذاري
And if one day they join to their words a tally of merits
I associated with it my apology,
against anyone, I shall join my apology to it.
For your glory, the saying in it did not suffice you
لمجدكَ ما كفاك القول فيه
ولي خبرٌ كفى الناسَ اختِباري
As for your glory, words about it have not sufficed you;
And I have news enough for people to test me
but I have knowledge whose testing has spared all others.
Sol 5.6