وَمُحتجبand a veiled beloved أَطالَprolonged جَفايَhis coldness toward me هَجراًdesertion
وَمُحتجب أَطالَ جَفايَ هَجراً
وَلَمand not أَكُI was قَطّever مِنهُfrom him عَصيتI disobeyed أَمراa command
وَلَم أَكُ قَطّ مِنهُ عَصيت أَمرا
And a veiled beloved prolonged his coldness toward me by shunning me,
And concealed, he prolonged his estrangement
Though I had never disobeyed a command of his.
And I was never disobedient to him
رَضيتُI consented بِكُلّto all ماthat which يُرضيهِpleases him قَهراًunder compulsion
رَضيتُ بِكُلّ ما يُرضيهِ قَهراً
وَلَوand even if أَمسىhe became عَلىupon تَلَفيmy destruction مُصرّاinsistent
وَلَو أَمسى عَلى تَلَفي مُصرّا
I accepted under compulsion all that pleases him;
I accepted everything that satisfies him by force
And even if he were bent on my destruction,
Even if he persists in harming me
لَقلتI would say معذّبيmy tormentor بِاللَهby God زِدنيgive me more
لَقلت معذّبي بِاللَه زِدني
أَلاah! ياO قاتِليmy slayer بِيَدwith the hand of التَجَنّيunjust reproach
أَلا يا قاتِلي بِيَد التَجَنّي
I would say: "My tormentor, by God, give me more!"
I would say to my tormentor, by Allah give me more
Ah, you who slay me with the hand of unjust reproach,
Oh my killer, hold back your hand from me
رويدكbe gentle أَنتَyou قَصديmy aim وَالتمَنّيand longing
رويدك أَنتَ قَصدي وَالتمَنّي
فَإِنfor if أَكُI am قَدindeed جَنيتُI did wrong فَصدّthen turn away عَنّيfrom me
فَإِن أَكُ قَد جَنيتُ فَصدّ عَنّي
Be gentle—you are my aim and my longing.
Restrain yourself, you are my aim and wish
For if I have indeed done wrong, then turn away from me,
For if I have been rewarded, then turn away from me
وَلاand do not تسمَحgrant بِوَصلكunion with you ليto me فَإِنّيfor I
وَلا تسمَح بِوَصلك لي فَإِنّي
أَغارُI am jealous عَلَيكَover you مِنكَof you yourself فَكَيفَthen how منّيof myself
أَغارُ عَلَيكَ مِنكَ فَكَيفَ منّي
And do not grant me union with you, for I
And do not allow your connection to me, for I
am jealous over you even of yourself—how much more, then, of myself?
Am jealous of you, so how could it be from me?
Sol 6.1