ماذاwhat سأفعلُshall I do والآلامُand the pains تعصِرُنيwring me
ماذا سأفعلُ والآلامُ تعصِرُني
والدّهرُand time حمّلنيburdened me وَهْناًweakness علىupon وهنيmy weakness
والدّهرُ حمّلني وَهْناً على وهني
What shall I do while pain wrings me,
What shall I do, while pains wring me,
and time has burdened me with weakness upon my weakness?
And time loads me with weakness upon weakness?
أُخفِيI hide الأسىsorrow ودموعُand the tears العينِof the eye تكشِفهُreveal it
أُخفِي الأسى ودموعُ العينِ تكشِفهُ
ماعادَno longer يُخفيهِhides it إسراريmy secrecy ولاnor علَنيmy openness
ماعادَ يُخفيهِ إسراري ولا علَني
I hide my sorrow, yet the tears in my eyes reveal it;
I conceal my anguish, while tears of the eye reveal it,
neither my secrecy nor my openness hides it any longer.
Neither my secrecy nor openness can hide it anymore.
لطالماfor so long كانhas been قلبيmy heart رغمَdespite قسْوَتهمْtheir cruelty
لطالما كان قلبي رغمَ قسْوَتهمْ
كالبَحرِlike the sea يُعطيgives بلاwithout مَنٍّreminding others of favors ولاnor ثَمَنِa price
كالبَحرِ يُعطي بلا مَنٍّ ولا ثَمَنِ
My heart has long been, despite their cruelty,
For long my heart, however hardened,
like the sea, giving without reminding others of its favors or asking a price.
Was like the sea, giving without demur or price.
بذَلْتُI gave روحيmy soul وأيّاميand my days لأُسعِدَهمto make them happy
بذَلْتُ روحي وأيّامي لأُسعِدَهم
ولمand did not أجدI find مِنهُمُamong them قلباًa heart ليُسعِدنيto make me happy
ولم أجد مِنهُمُ قلباً ليُسعِدني
I gave my soul and my days to make them happy,
I gave my soul and days to make them happy,
yet I found no heart among them to make me happy.
But found no heart among them to make me happy.
حتىeven يدِيmy hand مسّهاtouched it مِنfrom جورهمtheir injustice ألَمٌpain
حتى يدِي مسّها مِن جورهم ألَمٌ
فالكلّfor everyone ينهلُdrinks deeply منهاfrom it ثمthen يهجُرُنيabandons me
فالكلّ ينهلُ منها ثم يهجُرُني
Even my hand was touched by pain from their injustice;
Until my hand, touched by their injustice, felt pain,
for everyone drinks deeply from it, then abandons me.
Then all drew from it, and deserted me.
إلىuntil متىwhen سوفwill أُعطيهمْI give them، كفىenough وجعاًpain
إلى متى سوف أُعطيهمْ، كفى وجعاً
ياليتَif only قلبيَmy heart لمْdid not يُخلقْbe created ولمand did not يَكُنِexist
ياليتَ قلبيَ لمْ يُخلقْ ولم يَكُنِ
How long will I keep giving to them? Enough pain!
How long shall I give them - enough of torment!
If only my heart had never been created and had never existed.
Would that my heart was never created nor was!
Sol 6.1