أَبَعْدَafter ...? مُصَابِthe loss of الأُمِّthe mother آلَفُI grow accustomed to مَضْجَعَاًa bed
أَبَعْدَ مُصَابِ الأُمِّ آلَفُ مَضْجَعَاً
وَآوِيand take refuge إِلَىin خَفْضٍease مِنْof العَيْشِlife أَوor ظِلِّshade
وَآوِي إِلَى خَفْضٍ مِنْ العَيْشِ أَو ظِلِّ
After the loss of my mother, can I find comfort in a bed,
After the affliction that befell my mother, I sought refuge in a simpler life,
and take refuge in a life of ease or in shade?
Her grave will suckle my eyes with her tears,
سَتُرْضِعُwill suckle عَيْنِيmy eye قَبْرَهَاher grave مِنْfrom دُمُوعِهَاits tears
سَتُرْضِعُ عَيْنِي قَبْرَهَا مِنْ دُمُوعِهَا
بِمَاin return for what كُلِّفَتْهُshe was charged with it مِنْof رَضَاعِيnursing me وَمِنْand of حَمْلِيcarrying me
بِمَا كُلِّفَتْهُ مِنْ رَضَاعِي وَمِنْ حَمْلِي
My eye will suckle her grave with its tears,
For the milk and pregnancy with which she was burdened for me,
in return for her burden of nursing me and carrying me.
I swear, had you seen me at her death,
فَأُقْسِمُso I swear لَوْif أَبْصَرْتَنِيyou had seen me عِنْدَat مَوْتِهَاher death
فَأُقْسِمُ لَوْ أَبْصَرْتَنِي عِنْدَ مَوْتِهَا
وَعَيْنِيand my eye تَسُحُّpours forth الدَّمْعَthe tears سَجْلاًa bucketful عَلَىupon سَجْلِa bucketful
وَعَيْنِي تَسُحُّ الدَّمْعَ سَجْلاً عَلَى سَجْلِ
So I swear, had you seen me when she died,
My eyes pouring tears in streams upon streams,
with my eye pouring tears, bucketful upon bucketful,
You would have lamented a branch that weeps over its root,
رَثَيْتَyou would have pitied نَصْلٍa blade يَأْخُذُtakes away المَوْتُdeath جَفْنَهُits sheath
رَثَيْتَ نَصْلٍ يَأْخُذُ المَوْتُ جَفْنَهُ
وَأُعْجِبْتَand you would have marveled مِنْat فَرْعٍa branch يَنُوحُmourns عَلَىover أَصْلِa root
وَأُعْجِبْتَ مِنْ فَرْعٍ يَنُوحُ عَلَى أَصْلِ
you would have pitied a blade whose sheath death takes away,
And marveled at a twig grieving after its trunk,
and marveled at a branch mourning its root.
He makes light of my agony, but it is no simple thing,
يُهَوِّنُeases مِنْsome of وَجْدِيmy anguish وَلَيْسَand it is not بِهَيِّنٍslight
يُهَوِّنُ مِنْ وَجْدِي وَلَيْسَ بِهَيِّنٍ
سَلاَمَتُهَاher being spared بِالْمَوْتِthrough death مِنْfrom جُرْعَةِa draught of الثُّكْلِloss of a child
سَلاَمَتُهَا بِالْمَوْتِ مِنْ جُرْعَةِ الثُّكْلِ
My anguish is eased—though it is no slight anguish—
Her salvation through death from a draught of bereavement,
by her being spared, through death, the draught of losing a child.
I should have gone before her,
وَكَانَand it would have been عَلَيْهَاfor her اَنْthat أُقَدَّمُI am sent ahead قَبْلَهَاbefore her
وَكَانَ عَلَيْهَا اَنْ أُقَدَّمُ قَبْلَهَا
أَشَّدَّharder وَأَدْهَىand more grievous مِنْthan تَقَدُّمِهَاher going ahead قَبْلِيbefore me
أَشَّدَّ وَأَدْهَى مِنْ تَقَدُّمِهَا قَبْلِي
And for her, my being sent ahead of her would have been
More painful and grievous than her going before me,
harder and more grievous than her going ahead of me.
So she was ransomed from her sorrow through me and my regret,
فَقَدْfor indeed فُدِيَتْshe was ransomed مِنْfrom غَمِّهَاher grief بِيover me بِحَسْرَتِيby my sorrow
فَقَدْ فُدِيَتْ مِنْ غَمِّهَا بِي بِحَسْرَتِي
عَلَيْهَاfor her وَفِيْمَاand in what بِيْنَbetween ذَلِكَthat مَاwhat يُسْلِيconsoles
عَلَيْهَا وَفِيْمَا بِيْنَ ذَلِكَ مَا يُسْلِي
For she was ransomed from her grief over me by my sorrow
For her, and in all of that is my consolation.
for her; and in that exchange lies some consolation.
Partial English translation: 13 of 14 Arabic lines translated.
Sol 6.1