هذبتI cultivated قرةthe delight عينيof my eye ثمthen لمdid not أجدfind
هذبت قرة عيني ثم لم أجد
واخيبةalas for الأملthe hope المرجوcherished فيin الولدthe son
واخيبة الأمل المرجو في الولد
I nurtured the delight of my eyes, then found him no more;
I raised my delight then found no joy
Alas for the hope cherished in a son!
The hoped-for son brought only disappointment
ربيتهI reared him الجهدwith utmost effort حتىuntil طرsprouted شاربهhis mustache
ربيته الجهد حتى طر شاربه
قضىhe died علىin الرغمspite منof أهليmy family وفيand in بلديmy homeland
قضى على الرغم من أهلي وفي بلدي
I reared him with utmost effort until his mustache sprouted;
I exerted myself raising him until his moustache grew
He died, against my family's wishes, in my homeland.
Yet he passed away despite my family and homeland
لهفيmy anguish علىfor أدبrefinement وليdeparted وخلفand left behind ليfor me
لهفي على أدب ولي وخلف لي
أناتgroans مبتئسof one grief-stricken فيin قلبa heart متقدablaze
أنات مبتئس في قلب متقد
Alas for refinement now gone, which left me
I yearned for manners and piety from my son
The groans of one grief-stricken within a blazing heart.
A grieving laments from my burning heart
علىfor شبابyouth علىfor علمknowledge علىfor خلقcharacter
على شباب على علم على خلق
علىfor بناءan edifice رماهstruck it الدهرTime بالأودwith crookedness
على بناء رماه الدهر بالأود
For youth, for knowledge, for character;
For his youth, knowledge, and fine character
For an edifice that Time struck and bent;
Which fate cast away into ruin
علىfor ذكاءan intellect توارتvanished شمسthe sun مشرقهof its dawn
على ذكاء توارت شمس مشرقه
صبحاًat dawn وخلفتand left behind الأبصارthe eyes للرمدto eye inflammation
صبحاً وخلفت الأبصار للرمد
For an intellect whose dawning sun vanished
For his brilliance whose radiant sun was obscured
At dawn, leaving eyes to inflammation.
Leaving bleary eyes behind at dawn
كمhow many مرتجone hoping for أملاًa hope يعطىis given بهin its stead ألماًpain
كم مرتج أملاً يعطى به ألماً
والمرءُand man يجهلdoes not know حكمthe decree الواحدof the One الأحدthe Unique
والمرءُ يجهل حكم الواحد الأحد
How many a seeker of hope receives pain in its stead!
How I hoped in vain and was only pained
And man knows not the decree of the One, the Unique.
While man knows not the wisdom of the One God
أجرىmy reward علىrests with اللَهGod فيمنfor him whom كنتI was أذخرهtreasuring him
أجرى على اللَه فيمن كنت أذخره
فضاعso he was lost منيto me مبكياًcausing weeping إلىunto الأبدeternity
فضاع مني مبكياً إلى الأبد
My reward rests with God for him whom I treasured,
God's will prevailed over one I had treasured
Who was lost to me, making me weep forever.
And he left me weeping forevermore
حسينHusayn أورثتنيyou bequeathed me حزناsorrow شقيتI was wretched بهfrom it
حسين أورثتني حزنا شقيت به
ولوand even if تطلبتI sought فيهwithin it الصبرpatience لمdid not أجدfind
ولو تطلبت فيه الصبر لم أجد
Husayn, you bequeathed me sorrow that made me wretched;
Hussein you left me with enduring sorrow
And even if I sought patience in it, I would find none.
Though I sought patience I could find none
قدindeed كنتI used to أضحكlaugh منat لاno شيthing فيin شهريmy month
قد كنت أضحك من لا شي في شهري
فبتso I spent the night أسهرstaying awake فيover لاno شيءthing منfrom كمديmy anguish
فبت أسهر في لا شيء من كمدي
I used to laugh at nothing during my month;
Once I laughed for no reason every month
Now I spend the night awake over nothing, from my anguish.
Now I stay up nights with no respite
سامحforgive أباكyour father إذاif جفتdried up مدامعهhis tears
سامح أباك إذا جفت مدامعه
فقدfor indeed تحيرhe is bewildered بينbetween الدمعtears والجلدand fortitude
فقد تحير بين الدمع والجلد
Forgive your father if his tears run dry;
Forgive your father if his tears run dry
For he is torn between tears and fortitude.
Perplexed between weeping and stoicism
لولاwere it not for تشربdrinking up قلبيmy heart الدمعtears منbecause of ضرمa blaze
لولا تشرب قلبي الدمع من ضرم
فيهwithin it لجدتI would have lavished بدمعwith tears غيرnot مقتصدsparing
فيه لجدت بدمع غير مقتصد
Had my heart not drunk up tears because of the fire
Had my heart not drunk tears of anguish
Within it, I would have lavished tears without restraint.
I would have wept without restraint
مصابthe affliction قلبيof my heart لاnot يمضيcarries away البكاءweeping بهit
مصاب قلبي لا يمضي البكاء به
فالدمعfor tears فيin مثلthe like of هذاthis الرزءloss لمdid not يفدhelp
فالدمع في مثل هذا الرزء لم يفد
My heart's affliction is not dispelled by weeping;
My wounded heart will not stop its crying
For tears bring no help in a loss like this.
For in such distress tears are no remedy
لوif كنتI were أحياliving لنفسيfor myself ماnot بخلتI would be stingy بهاwith it
لو كنت أحيا لنفسي ما بخلت بها
لكنbut أعيشI live لمحتاجfor one in need إلىof العضدsupport
لكن أعيش لمحتاج إلى العضد
Were I living for myself, I would not withhold my life;
Had I lived for myself I'd have held nothing back
But I live for one who needs support:
But I live for one needing my support
لإخوةfor brothers لكof yours منهمamong them عاجزone helpless وبهمand among them
لإخوة لك منهم عاجز وبهم
رهنbound to الرضاعsuckling وشبهand like الطائرthe bird الغردsinging
رهن الرضاع وشبه الطائر الغرد
For your brothers, one of them helpless, and among them
You have brothers, some helpless, still suckling
A babe bound to suckling, and one like a singing bird.
Like little birds chirping for food
وجديmy anguish كوجدكlike your anguish حينwhen البينseparation فرقناparted us
وجدي كوجدك حين البين فرقنا
تقابلyou return القبلةthe kiss الحرىburning بلثمby kissing يديmy hand
تقابل القبلة الحرى بلثم يدي
My anguish is like yours when separation parted us,
My longing is like yours when we parted
As you returned the burning kiss by kissing my hand.
I long to kiss the blessed House
وماand not الشفاءhealing بأيديin the hands الوالدينof the parents فماso there is no
وما الشفاء بأيدي الوالدين فما
منany حيلةrecourse غيرexcept بسطopening القلبthe heart للنكدto misery
من حيلة غير بسط القلب للنكد
And healing is not in parents' hands; there is no
No cure lies in parents' hands so I have no choice
Recourse but to open the heart to misery.
But to open my heart to sadness
شكوتyou complained of داءan illness مميتاdeadly لاno دواءcure لهfor it
شكوت داء مميتا لا دواء له
فرحتso you became منfrom بأسهits severity ظلاًa shadow بلاwithout جسدa body
فرحت من بأسه ظلاً بلا جسد
You complained of a deadly illness with no cure;
I complained of a fatal illness with no cure
From its ravages you became a shadow without a body.
So it rejoiced to be a shadow without a body
لوif كانwere طبكyour remedy موجوداًavailable لجئتI would have come بهwith it
لو كان طبك موجوداً لجئت به
أنيwherever يكونit might be ولوand even if فيin جبهةthe brow الأسدof the lion
أني يكون ولو في جبهة الأسد
Had your remedy existed, I would have brought it,
If your medicine existed I would have sought it out
Wherever it might be, even in a lion's brow.
Even if it lay in the lion's jaws
بنىmy little son حزنكgrief for you أقصىthe greatest ماthat which يصابis afflicted بهwith it
بنى حزنك أقصى ما يصاب به
أبa father فبعدكso after you لمnot أحزنI grieved علىfor أحدanyone
أب فبعدك لم أحزن على أحد
My little son, grief for you is the worst affliction that can strike
My son, your grief is the greatest blow
A father; after you, I have mourned no one.
For after you I grieve no other
لولاwere it not that يقينيmy certainty يقينيprotects me لاwould have (split verb) ندفعتI rushed إلىtoward
لولا يقيني يقيني لا ندفعت إلى
مثوىthe abode الردىof death قبلbefore أنthat تسعىyou go إلىto اللحدthe grave
مثوى الردى قبل أن تسعى إلى اللحد
Had my certainty not protected me, I would have rushed to
Were it not for my certainty, my certainty
Death's abode before you made your way to the grave.
I would have hastened to the abode of ruin
قدindeed أوحشتhas grown desolate منكwithout you داريmy home بعدafter بهجتهاits joy
قد أوحشت منك داري بعد بهجتها
بنورin the light وجهكof your face إذwhen ولىdeparted فلمand did not يعدِreturn
بنور وجهك إذ ولى فلم يعدِ
My home has grown desolate without you, after its joy
You made my home desolate after its joy
In the light of your face, when it departed and did not return.
With the light of your face, now gone
واحسرةalas for الدارthe house مماfrom what قدhas indeed ألمbefallen بهاit
واحسرة الدار مما قد ألم بها
وساكنيهاand its inhabitants منof الأحزانsorrows والسهدand sleeplessness
وساكنيها من الأحزان والسهد
Alas for the house, for what has befallen it
How the house suffers from what has befallen it
And its inhabitants—sorrows and sleeplessness.
And its dwellers from sorrows and sleeplessness
قدindeed ناولتنيhas handed me كفىmy palm الصبرpatience أشربهI drink it
قد ناولتني كفى الصبر أشربه
وكيفand how يشربcan one drink منfrom راحاتthe palms مرتعدof one trembling
وكيف يشرب من راحات مرتعد
My palm has handed me patience to drink;
My hands offered me the cup of patience - drink
And how can one drink from a trembler's palms?
But how can my trembling hands take it?
والعمرand life مهماhowever much تمادتstretches on بيwith me مسافتهits course
والعمر مهما تمادت بي مسافته
سينقضيwill pass away فيin معاشan existence ظالمoppressive نكدwretched
سينقضي في معاش ظالم نكد
And life, however far its course may carry me,
However long my life extends
Will be spent in a cruel and wretched existence.
It will pass in oppressive gloom
نمsleep ريثماuntil أجدI find اللقياreunion ميسرةmade easy
نم ريثما أجد اللقيا ميسرة
وعلىand perhaps (apparent typo) ذلكthat منيfrom me غيرnot مبتعدfar away
وعلى ذلك مني غير مبتعد
Sleep until I find our reunion made easy,
Sleep until I find death made easy
And perhaps that is not far from me.
For I do not avoid that fate
واعلمand know بأنthat صفاءthe serenity العيشof life ودعنيhas bid me farewell
واعلم بأن صفاء العيش ودعني
واستقبلand welcomed البؤسmisery منيwithin me قلبa heart مؤتصدshut tight
واستقبل البؤس مني قلب مؤتصد
And know that life's serenity has bid me farewell,
Know that tranquility has left me
And a closed heart within me has welcomed misery.
And hardship has met my resistant heart
طالتhave lasted long وساوسobsessive whispers وجديof my anguish منfrom لظىthe blaze كبديof my liver
طالت وساوس وجدي من لظى كبدي
والعقلand reason يبصرsees فيwith إبصارthe sight منتقدof a critic
والعقل يبصر في إبصار منتقد
The obsessive whispers of my anguish have lingered, from my liver's blaze;
My cares over the blaze in my liver were prolonged
And reason sees with a critic's gaze.
As reason views with critical eyes
برئتI am free منfrom حبlove غيرfor other than اللَهGod أنزلهI lodge it
برئت من حب غير اللَه أنزله
قلبيmy heart وحبيand my love حبlove for الخالقthe Creator الصمدthe Self-Sufficient
قلبي وحبي حب الخالق الصمد
I have renounced love for any but God that I had lodged
I am cleansed of love but for God, He inspired
In my heart; my love is love for the Creator, the Self-Sufficient.
My heart - my love is for the Eternal Refuge
ماليwhat have I to do وماليand my wealth وأولاديand my children أهيمI dote بهمon them
مالي ومالي وأولادي أهيم بهم
والموتand death يومئbeckons ليto me إيماءwith the gesture مرتصدof one lying in wait
والموت يومئ لي إيماء مرتصد
Why do I dote on my wealth and my children,
Why do I struggle for my children?
While death beckons to me as one lying in wait?
While death gestures waiting to pounce
والموتand death بالناسamong people موقوتtime-bound إلىuntil عدمnonexistence
والموت بالناس موقوت إلى عدم
يخنىbrings ruin عليهupon it الذيthat which أخنىbrought ruin علىupon لبدLubad
يخنى عليه الذي أخنى على لبد
And death among humankind has its allotted time, until extinction;
To all people death leads to oblivion
What laid Lubad low will lay it low.
It eludes those who elude the tomb
Sol 6.1