وإذاAnd when تقابلناwe met وشئتand I wished عناقهاto embrace her
وإذا تقابلنا وشئت عناقها
جفلتshe flinched وظلتand she kept حولهاaround her تتلفتlooking about
جفلت وظلت حولها تتلفت
And when we met and I wished to embrace her,
When we met and I wanted her embrace
She flinched and kept glancing around her.
She startled and kept looking around
فعلمتso I knew أنيthat I لاdo not أسومask for محالةan impossibility
فعلمت أني لا أسوم محالة
بلrather منof غيابthe absence رقيبهاher watcher تتثبتshe makes sure
بل من غياب رقيبها تتثبت
So I knew I was not asking the impossible;
So I knew, without doubt
Rather, she was making sure her watcher was absent.
That it's the absence of a keeper she ascertains
Sol 6.1