أَصبَحتُI have become فيin حَيرَةٍbewilderment وَهمِّand worry
أَصبَحتُ في حَيرَةٍ وَهمِّ
ماan emphatic particle بينbetween مصرٍEgypt وَبينand between فهميFahmi
ما بين مصرٍ وَبين فهمي
I have fallen into bewilderment and worry,
I am in confusion and worry,
Between Egypt and Fahmi.
Between Egypt and my understanding.
هذيthis one تُناديshe calls out نِداءَthe cry عانٍa captive
هذي تُنادي نِداءَ عانٍ
تَلافَremedy أَمرىmy plight وَداوِand heal سُقمىmy sickness
تَلافَ أَمرى وَداوِ سُقمى
She cries out with a captive's cry:
This one calls out in distress,
Remedy my plight and heal my sickness.
Seeking respite from my condition and cure for my illness.
وَذاكَand that one يَرجوhe pleads رجاءَthe plea خلٍّa close friend
وَذاكَ يَرجو رجاءَ خلٍّ
لهُhe has أيادٍfavors علىَّupon me تهمىrain down
لهُ أيادٍ علىَّ تهمى
And he makes a dear friend's appeal,
While that one hopes for an empty hope,
Whose favors rain down upon me:
With harmful intentions towards me.
دعَهاlet her تُناديcall out بماfor whatever تُناديshe calls out
دعَها تُنادي بما تُنادي
وَكُنand be عَلىin accordance with خُطَّتيmy plan وَرَسميand my way
وَكُن عَلى خُطَّتي وَرَسمي
Let her call for whatever she calls for,
Let it call out whatever it calls out,
And keep to my plan and my way.
And be steadfast in my path and my way.
فَالسِلمُfor peace دَرسٌa lesson وقدand already عَلِماboth have learned
فَالسِلمُ دَرسٌ وقد عَلِما
مَغبَّةَthe aftermath السِلمِof peace كيفhow تحميburns; grows hot
مَغبَّةَ السِلمِ كيف تحمي
For peace is a lesson, and both have learned
For peace is a lesson, and I have learned
How the aftermath of peace burns.
The harms of peace, how it protects.
ياO رَبِّmy Lord باِبنِby the son البَتولِthe Virgin حُطنىprotect me
يا رَبِّ باِبنِ البَتولِ حُطنى
وَزِنand weigh مقاميmy standing وطهِّرِand purify اسمىmy name
وَزِن مقامي وطهِّرِ اسمى
O Lord, by the Virgin's son, protect me,
O Lord, by the Virgin's son, give me strength
And weigh my standing and purify my name.
And weigh my status and purify my name.
فَإِنَّنيfor indeed I إنif بَرَرتُI am dutiful to خلّيmy dear friend
فَإِنَّني إن بَرَرتُ خلّي
عَقَقتُI am undutiful to لاno شَكَّdoubt خيرthe best أمِّmother
عَقَقتُ لا شَكَّ خير أمِّ
For if I stay loyal to my friend,
For if I justify my emptiness,
I betray, without doubt, the best of mothers.
I have undoubtedly disobeyed the best of mothers.
Sol 6.1