جئتI came يوماone day أسألI ask المرthe mirror (opening fragment)
جئت يوما أسأل المر
آةmirror (closing fragment) عنabout شخصيmy self الصريحtrue; undisguised
آة عن شخصي الصريح
One day I came to question the mirror
One day I came to ask the mirror
about my true self,
About my frank personality
علنيperhaps I might أدركI grasp كنهيmy essence
علني أدرك كنهي
فأرىso I see جسميmy body وروحيand my soul
فأرى جسمي وروحي
hoping I might grasp my essence
So I may realize my inner self
and see my body and my soul.
And see my body and soul
فأرتنيthen it showed me وامصابيalas for my misfortune!
فأرتني وامصابي
منظرthe sight الخلقthe created form القبيحugly
منظر الخلق القبيح
Then it showed me—alas for my misfortune!—
It showed me and my flaws
the sight of an ugly form.
The scene of the ugly creation
إنif أكنI am حقاtruly كماas أبI perceive (opening fragment)
إن أكن حقا كما أب
صرperceive (closing fragment) ويحيwoe to me ثمthen ويحيwoe to me
صر ويحي ثم ويحي
If I am truly as I perceive,
If I'm really like what I see
woe to me, then woe to me!
Oh woe is me, oh woe is me
لمdid not أجدI find فيon لوحةsurface المرthe mirror (opening fragment)
لم أجد في لوحة المر
آةmirror (closing fragment) إنساناa person ظريفاcharming
آة إنسانا ظريفا
I did not find on the mirror's surface
I did not find in the mirror's painting
a charming person,
A graceful human as they told about me
كالذيlike that which قالوهthey said it عنيabout me
كالذي قالوه عني
بلrather أرىI see شبحاa specter سخيفاridiculous
بل أرى شبحا سخيفا
as they had described me;
But I see a foolish ghost
instead, I see a ridiculous specter.
In which the meanings of evil appeared in thousands of colors
ظهرتappeared فيهin it معانيqualities; meanings الشthe evil (opening fragment)
ظهرت فيه معاني الش
شرevil (closing fragment) ألواناhues ألوفاthousands
شر ألوانا ألوفا
In it appeared the qualities of evil
So it seemed in the image of the devil
in thousands of hues,
A frighteningly created creature
فبداso it appeared فيin صورةthe likeness الشيthe Devil (opening fragment)
فبدا في صورة الشي
طانDevil (closing fragment) مخلوقاa creature مخيفاterrifying
طان مخلوقا مخيفا
so it appeared in the Devil's likeness,
Is this really how I am?
a terrifying creature.
Or is it my vision is wrong?
هكذاlike this حقاtruly أناI أمor
هكذا حقا أنا أم
ياI wonder ترىdo you suppose زاغwent astray البصرthe sight
يا ترى زاغ البصر
Am I truly like this, or
Or is it the mirror that distorts images out of its norms?
has my sight gone astray, I wonder?
Am I disfigured alone?
أمor ترىdo you suppose المرآةthe mirror منamong عاhabits (opening fragment)
أم ترى المرآة من عا
داتهاits habits (closing fragment) مسخdisfiguring الصورimages
داتها مسخ الصور
Or is it, I wonder, among the mirror's habits
Or are all people the same?
to disfigure images?
If all people of Eve are like me, O the best one
أناI ممسوخdisfigured لوحديalone
أنا ممسوخ لوحدي
أمor ترىdo you suppose كلall البشرhumankind
أم ترى كل البشر
Am I alone disfigured,
This is how a human is in life if you want the truth
or is it, I wonder, all humanity?
Subject to instinct which is evil, not exceeding its path
إنif يكنis كلall بنيchildren of حوEve (opening fragment)
إن يكن كل بني حو
واءEve (closing fragment) مثليlike me ياO خيرgoodness
واء مثلي يا خير
If all the children of Eve
Unless deterred by fear or shyness, no manners
are like me—O goodness!
How ill the sheikh's view of people! Did he not meet his ingratitude?
هكذاlike this الإنسانthe human being فيin الدنthe world (opening fragment)
هكذا الإنسان في الدن
ياworld (closing fragment) إذاif شئتyou want الحقيقةthe truth
يا إذا شئت الحقيقة
Such is man in this world,
I do not see Iblis anymore striving to mislead
if you want the truth:
For he has perfected teaching the children of Eve acting out the play
خاضعsubject للطبعto innate nature وهوand it is الشthe evil (opening fragment)
خاضع للطبع وهو الش
شرevil (closing fragment) لاnot يعدوgoes beyond طريقهits path
شر لا يعدو طريقه
subject to his nature, which is evil;
So they established markets of propaganda to commit abomination
he never strays from its path.
And the cursed one relaxed, rescued from us in the end
إنif يحدhe deviates عنهfrom it فخوthen fear (opening fragment)
إن يحد عنه فخو
فfear (closing fragment) أوor حياءshame; modesty لاnot خليقةinborn character
ف أو حياء لا خليقة
If he turns away from it, it is fear
Wondrous to me and others is
or shame, not inborn virtue.
How can we accept hypocrisy?
بئسwretched is رأيthe opinion الشيخthe old man فيconcerning النسthe offspring (opening fragment)
بئس رأي الشيخ في النس
لoffspring (closing fragment) ألمdid ... not? يلقencounter عقوقهits filial ingratitude
ل ألم يلق عقوقه
Wretched is the old man's view of offspring!
While I and others in evil are in good consensus
Did he not suffer their ingratitude?
So we seem when mentioning debt listening yearningly
لاnot أرىI see إبليسIblis بعدafter الthe
لا أرى إبليس بعد ال
يومday يسعىhe strives للغوايةto lead astray
يوم يسعى للغواية
I do not see Iblis, from this
While we all in reality are in divorce from religion
day on, striving to lead astray;
So why do we falsely claim to be virtuous
فلقدfor indeed أتقنhe perfected تعليteaching (opening fragment)
فلقد أتقن تعلي
مteaching (closing fragment) بنيchildren of حواءEve تمثيلacting out الروايةthe play
م بني حواء تمثيل الرواية
for he has perfected the teaching
And that we inherited wisdom on earth for being rational?
of Eve's children to act out the play.
And we discovered everything unknown for being wise
فأقامواso they established لارتكابto commit النthe wrongdoing (opening fragment)
فأقاموا لارتكاب الن
نكرwrongdoing (closing fragment) أسواقmarketplaces الدعايةpropaganda
نكر أسواق الدعاية
So they established, for committing wrongdoing,
While we are wicked devils, unfortunate evil ones
marketplaces of propaganda.
I do not know the secret in my creation in this manner
واستراحand rested الحائقthe schemer الملthe accursed (opening fragment)
واستراح الحائق المل
عونaccursed (closing fragment) مناfrom us فيin النهايةthe end
عون منا في النهاية
And the accursed schemer rested,
With a soul thirsty for sin and betrayal is my motto
free of us at last.
I constantly strive after immorality night and day
عجباhow astonishing! ليat me ولغيريand at others besides me
عجبا لي ولغيري
كيفhow نرضىwe consent بالنفاقto hypocrisy
كيف نرضى بالنفاق
I marvel at myself and at others:
And my friend said about me
how can we accept hypocrisy?
That I am chaste in dress
وأناand I والغيرand others فيin السوthe evil (opening fragment)
وأنا والغير في السو
ءevil (closing fragment) علىin حسنgood الوفاقagreement
ء على حسن الوفاق
And I and others, in evil,
I do not remember what is in the soul of evil
are in perfect accord.
So if I say my conscience
فتراناso you see us عندwhen ذكرmention of الدreligion (opening fragment)
فترانا عند ذكر الد
دينreligion (closing fragment) نصغيwe listen intently فيwith اشتياقlonging
دين نصغي في اشتياق
So you see us, when religion is mentioned,
It is my lies and falsehood
listening with longing,
Or you may see me calling for good so look at my fate
بينماwhereas نحنwe منfrom الديreligion (opening fragment)
بينما نحن من الدي
نreligion (closing fragment) جميعاall فيin طلاقdivorce
ن جميعا في طلاق
while from religion we are
You may find me striving for evil, my effort is for delight
all divorced.
So if I am of what I said in a dreadful form
فلماذاso why ندعيwe claim زوfalsely (opening fragment)
فلماذا ندعي زو
راfalsely (closing fragment) وبهتاناand with fabrication بأناthat we are فضلاءvirtuous
را وبهتانا بأنا فضلاء
Why, then, do we claim, falsely
Then ask the woman, she may point you to every flaw
and deceitfully, that we are virtuous,
If she is like me, she will guide you and come near
وورثناand we inherited الحكمdominion فيover الthe
وورثنا الحكم في ال
أرضearth لأناbecause we are عقلاءrational
أرض لأنا عقلاء
and have inherited dominion over the
And if she opposes me, you are an angel, my darling
earth because we are rational,
واكتشفناand we discovered كلevery مجهوunknown (opening fragment)
واكتشفنا كل مجهو
لunknown (closing fragment) لأناbecause we are حكماءwise
ل لأنا حكماء
and have discovered every unknown thing
because we are wise,
بينماwhereas نحنwe شياطيdevils (opening fragment)
بينما نحن شياطي
نdevils (closing fragment) خباثvile أشقياءwretched
ن خباث أشقياء
while we are devils,
vile and wretched?
لستI am not أدريI know السرthe secret فيin خلcreation (opening fragment)
لست أدري السر في خل
قيmy creation (closing fragment) علىin هذاthis الغرارfashion
قي على هذا الغرار
I do not know the secret of my creation
in this fashion:
ظامئthirsting النفسthe soul إلىfor الإجcrime (opening fragment)
ظامئ النفس إلى الإج
رامcrime (closing fragment) والغدرand treachery شعاريmy watchword
رام والغدر شعاري
my soul thirsts for crime,
and treachery is my watchword;
دائباceaselessly أسعىI strive وراءafter الthe
دائبا أسعى وراء ال
فسقdebauchery ليليmy night ونهاريand my day
فسق ليلي ونهاري
ceaselessly I pursue
debauchery, night and day.
وزميليand my companion قالsaid عنيabout me
وزميلي قال عني
إننيthat I am عفchaste الإزارthe loincloth
إنني عف الإزار
And my companion said of me
that I am chaste beneath my loincloth.
أناI لاnot أذكرI mention ماwhat فيin النthe soul (opening fragment)
أنا لا أذكر ما في الن
نفسsoul (closing fragment) عنديwithin me منof شرورevils
نفس عندي من شرور
I do not mention what my soul
harbors of evil.
فإذاso when قلتI say ضميريmy conscience
فإذا قلت ضميري
فهوthen it is بهتانيmy fabrication وزوريand my falsehood
فهو بهتاني وزوري
So when I say, 'My conscience,'
it is my fabrication and my falsehood.
أوor ترانيyou see me داعياcalling للخيfor good (opening fragment)
أو تراني داعيا للخي
رgood (closing fragment) فانظرthen look فيat مصيريmy fate
ر فانظر في مصيري
Or if you see me calling for good,
then look at my end.
قدmay تجدنيyou find me ساعياstriving فيin الشthe evil (opening fragment)
قد تجدني ساعيا في الش
شرevil (closing fragment) جهديmy utmost effort فيin سرورdelight
شر جهدي في سرور
You may find me striving for evil,
with all my might, in delight.
فإذاso if ماconditional emphasis كنتyou are مماfrom what
فإذا ما كنت مما
قلتI said فيin شكلshape مريبdubious
قلت في شكل مريب
So if, from what
I have said, you are in questionable shape,
فاسألthen ask المرأةthe woman قدmay تنshe informs (opening fragment)
فاسأل المرأة قد تن
بيكinforms you (closing fragment) عنabout كلall العيوبthe flaws
بيك عن كل العيوب
then ask the woman; she may
tell you about all the flaws.
إنif تكنyou are مثليlike me فقدمthen put forward (opening fragment)
إن تكن مثلي فقدم
نيme وعرجand stop by منfrom قريبnear; soon
ني وعرج من قريب
If you are like me, then put
me forward and stop by soon;
وإذاand if خالفتنيyou differ from me أنyou (opening fragment)
وإذا خالفتني أن
تyou (closing fragment) ملاكan angel ياO حبيبيmy beloved
ت ملاك يا حبيبي
and if you differ from me, you
are an angel, my beloved.
Partial English translation: 51 of 80 Arabic lines translated.
Sol 6.1