لزمتI kept to مكانيmy place واسترحتand rested وليتنيand would that I
لزمت مكاني واسترحت وليتني
أبهتI paid heed لنفسto a soul منfrom سنىradiance شبابيmy youth
أبهت لنفس من سنى شبابي
I kept to my place and rested—would that I
I remained in my place and rested, if only
had paid heed to a soul from the radiance of my youth [wording unclear].
I had attended to myself from the hardships of my youth
فماfor ... not نلتI gained منfrom سعيstriving لصالحfor the good of أمتيmy nation
فما نلت من سعي لصالح أمتي
سوىexcept نكبةcalamity أوor خيبةdisappointment وعتابand reproach
سوى نكبة أو خيبة وعتاب
For I gained from striving for my nation’s good
For I achieved nothing worthwhile for my nation
nothing but calamity or disappointment and reproach.
Except for downfall, disappointment, and reproach
ولوand if كنتI was أدريI know قبلbefore ذلكthat أننيthat I
ولو كنت أدري قبل ذلك أنني
سأجمعI will gather منfrom نصفhalf of الغريقthe drowned man إهابيmy skin
سأجمع من نصف الغريق إهابي
And had I known before then that I
If only I had known before that
would gather my skin from half of the drowned man [wording unclear],
I would gather the driftwood of my wrecked vessel
لماwould not have سرتI walked فيamong الأشواكthe thorns والليلand the night مظلمdark
لما سرت في الأشواك والليل مظلم
لأظفرso that I might attain منfrom سعيstriving بحسنwith goodness of مآبa final return
لأظفر من سعي بحسن مآب
I would not have walked among thorns while the night was dark,
I would not have ventured into the thorns in the dark of night
to attain through striving a good outcome.
To reap from my efforts a good end
وماand ... not كنتI was أدريI know أننيthat I بمهامهin trackless deserts
وما كنت أدري أنني بمهامه
أطوفI wander وحديon my own بينهاamong them وشعابand ravines
أطوف وحدي بينها وشعاب
Nor did I know that, in trackless deserts,
And I did not know that I, with my concerns
I would wander alone among them and ravines.
Would wander alone amongst them and the gorges
Sol 6.1