نقلتyou carried حياتيmy life والحياةand life بناwith us تجريflows
نقلت حياتي والحياة بنا تجري
منfrom الحُلمthe dream المعسولhoneyed للواقعto reality المرّbitter
من الحُلم المعسول للواقع المرّ
You carried my life, as life swept us onward,
My life flowed and life flows between us,
From honeyed dream to bitter reality.
From sweet dreams to bitter reality.
فياso O منتهىsummit of فنّىmy art إلىtoward منتهىthe summit of الهوىlove
فيا منتهى فنّى إلى منتهى الهوى
علىupon ذِروَةٍa peak بيضاءwhite فيin النورlight والطهرand purity
على ذِروَةٍ بيضاء في النور والطهر
So, O summit of my art, toward the summit of love,
O my artistic zenith to the zenith of passion,
Upon a white peak amid light and purity.
On a white peak in light and purity.
عرفتكI knew you عرفانknowledge of السّماءheaven ولمand not تكنwas
عرفتك عرفان السّماء ولم تكن
سوىexcept هَمَساتwhispers النجمthe stars ماwhat جالstirred فيin صدريmy breast
سوى هَمَسات النجم ما جال في صدري
I knew you as one knows heaven; nothing
I knew you with the knowledge of heaven, you were
But the stars' whispers stirred within my breast.
Only the whisper of a star in my heart.
وغامتand grew hazy خطوطthe outlines of السفحthe slope حتىuntil نسيتهاI forgot them
وغامت خطوط السفح حتى نسيتها
وحتىand until توارىvanished السفحthe slope منfrom عالمthe realm of الذكرmemory
وحتى توارى السفح من عالم الذكر
And the slope's outlines grew hazy until I forgot them,
The lines of the terrain faded until I forgot them
Until the slope, too, vanished from the realm of memory.
And until the terrain faded from the world of memories.
وفيand among القممthe peaks الشَّماءlofty حلَّقتُI soared حائماًcircling
وفي القمم الشَّماء حلَّقتُ حائماً
وأنبتُّand I planted فيon أعلىthe highest of شواهقهاtheir towering heights وكريmy nest
وأنبتُّ في أعلى شواهقها وكري
And among the lofty peaks I soared, circling,
In the proud peaks I hovered, wandering,
And planted my nest upon their highest crags.
And I planted in its highest pinnacles my den.
ولمand not يبقremained إلاexcept أنتyou والجنَّةُand the garden التيthat
ولم يبق إلا أنت والجنَّةُ التي
زرعناwe planted وكلَّلناand crowned بيانعةwith blooming الزهرflowers
زرعنا وكلَّلنا بيانعة الزهر
And nothing remained but you and the garden that
Nothing remained but you and the paradise
We planted and crowned with flowers in full bloom.
That we planted and crowned with blossoming flowers.
ولمand not يبقremained إلاexcept أنتyou والنسمةُand the breeze التيthat
ولم يبق إلا أنت والنسمةُ التي
تهبُّblows منfrom الفردوسParadise مسكيَّةَmusky in النشرfragrance
تهبُّ من الفردوس مسكيَّةَ النشر
And nothing remained but you and the breeze that
Nothing remained but you and the breeze
Blows from Paradise with a musky fragrance.
That blows musky from Heaven.
ولمand not يبقremained إلاexcept أنتyou والزورقand the skiff الذيthat
ولم يبق إلا أنت والزورق الذي
ترنّحswayed منساباًgliding علىupon صفحةthe surface of النهرthe river
ترنّح منساباً على صفحة النهر
And nothing remained but you and the skiff that
Nothing remained but you and the boat
Swayed, gliding over the river's surface.
That sways gently on the surface of the river.
فياso O منتهىsummit of مجديmy glory إلىtoward منتهىthe summit of الغنىriches
فيا منتهى مجدي إلى منتهى الغنى
غنىthe riches of الروحthe soul بعدafter الضَّنكhardship والذلِّand abasement والفقرand poverty
غنى الروح بعد الضَّنك والذلِّ والفقر
So, O summit of my glory, toward the summit of riches,
O zenith of my glory to the zenith of wealth,
The riches of the soul after hardship, abasement, and poverty.
The soul’s wealth after distress, humiliation and poverty.
أعيذكI would shield you أنlest أغدوI become علىupon صخرةٍa rock لَقىًa castaway
أعيذك أن أغدو على صخرةٍ لَقىً
وكنتِand you were مِجَنّيmy shield فيin مقارعةbattling الصخرthe rocks
وكنتِ مِجَنّي في مقارعة الصخر
I would shield you from letting me lie cast away upon a rock,
I seek refuge in you from ever becoming
When you were my shield in battling the rocks.
A wreck on a rock and you were my rescuer against the rock.
أعيذكI would shield you بعدafter التاجthe crown والعرشand the throne والذيand what
أعيذك بعد التاج والعرش والذي
تألقsparkled منof ماسٍdiamonds وشعشعand gleamed منof تبرunminted gold
تألق من ماسٍ وشعشع من تبر
I would shield you—after the crown, the throne, and what
I seek refuge in you by the crown, the throne and what
Sparkled with diamonds and gleamed with gold—
Sparkled with diamonds and shone with ingots.
أعيذكI would shield you منfrom ردّيreturning me إلىto سَفَهِthe folly of الثرىthe dust
أعيذك من ردّي إلى سَفَهِ الثرى
وحِطَّتِهand its baseness بينamid الأكاذيبfalsehoods والغدرand treachery
وحِطَّتِه بين الأكاذيب والغدر
I would shield you from returning me to the dust's folly
I seek refuge from my return to the foolishness of dust
And its baseness amid falsehoods and treachery.
And its meanness among lies and betrayal.
أعيذكI would shield you أنlest تنسيyou forget ومنand whoever باتhas become ناسياًforgetful
أعيذك أن تنسي ومن بات ناسياً
هواهhis love فأحرىthen more fitting بالنُّهَىfor the intellect عقمbarrenness of الفكرthought
هواه فأحرى بالنُّهَى عقم الفكر
I would shield you from forgetting; whoever comes to forget
I seek refuge in you from forgetting and whoever
His love—better his mind should be barren of thought.
Forgets his passion is most deserving of barren thought.
إذاif ماever ذكرتِyou recall العمرyour life يوماًone day تذكريremember
إذا ما ذكرتِ العمر يوماً تذكري
هوىa love وزماناًand a time لاnot يتاحانare both granted فيin العمرa lifetime
هوى وزماناً لا يتاحان في العمر
If one day you recall your life, remember
When you remember life one day, remember
A love and a time such as life never grants.
A passion and a time not afforded in life.
فياso oh لكfor you منof حلمٍa dream عجيبٍwondrous ورحلةٍand a journey
فيا لك من حلمٍ عجيبٍ ورحلةٍ
تعدَّتpassed beyond نطاقthe bounds of الحُلمdream للأنجمto the stars الزُّهرradiant
تعدَّت نطاق الحُلم للأنجم الزُّهر
Oh, what a wondrous dream, and what a journey
What a wondrous dream and journey
That passed beyond the bounds of dream to the radiant stars!
That exceeded the realm of dreams to the starry flowers.
وياand oh لكfor you منof يومa day غريبٍstrange وليلةٍand a night
ويا لك من يوم غريبٍ وليلةٍ
عَفَتpardoned وغفتand slept عنheedless of ظلمthe oppression of روحينtwo souls فيin أسرcaptivity
عَفَت وغفت عن ظلم روحين في أسر
And oh, what a strange day, and what a night
What a strange day and night!
That pardoned and slept, heedless of the oppression of two captive souls.
It was chaste and I slept a prisoner of two souls.
وياand oh لكfor you منof ركنٍa nook خَفِيٍّhidden وعالمٍand a world
ويا لك من ركنٍ خَفِيٍّ وعالمٍ
خَفِيٍّhidden غنيٍّrich بالمفاتنin charms والسحرand magic
خَفِيٍّ غنيٍّ بالمفاتن والسحر
And oh, what a hidden nook, and what a world
What a hidden pillar and hidden world
Hidden, rich in charms and magic!
Rich in beauty and magic!
وياand oh لكfor you منof أفقٍa horizon مديدfar-reaching ومولدٍand a birth
ويا لك من أفقٍ مديد ومولدٍ
جديدٍnew لقلبيناfor our two hearts وياand oh لكfor you منof فجرa dawn
جديدٍ لقلبينا ويا لك من فجر
And oh, what a far-reaching horizon, and what a birth
What an extended horizon and new birth
Anew for our two hearts; and oh, what a dawn!
For our two hearts! What a dawn for you!
عرفتكI knew you عرفانknowledge of الحياةlife أحسَّهاhe felt it
عرفتك عرفان الحياة أحسَّها
وأَبصَرَهاand he saw it منone who كانwas يخطوwalking إلىtoward القبرthe grave
وأَبصَرَها من كان يخطو إلى القبر
I knew you as life is known—felt
I knew you with life’s knowledge that
And seen by one who was walking toward the grave.
Whoever walked to the grave sensed and saw,
عرفتكI knew you عرفانknowledge of النهارdaylight لمقلةٍto an eye
عرفتك عرفان النهار لمقلةٍ
مخضَّبةِstained with الأحلامdreams حالكةِdark with الذعرterror
مخضَّبةِ الأحلام حالكةِ الذعر
I knew you as daylight is known to an eye
I knew you with day’s knowledge for an eyelid
Stained with dreams, dark with terror.
Painted with dreams, startled with panic.
رأتit saw بكin you روحthe spirit of الفجرdawn حينwhen تبيّنتit discerned
رأت بك روح الفجر حين تبيّنت
بياضthe whiteness of الأمانيhopes فيin أشعَّتهits rays الحُمرred
بياض الأماني في أشعَّته الحُمر
It saw in you the spirit of dawn when it discerned
The soul of dawn saw in you when it perceived
The whiteness of hopes in its red rays.
The whiteness of hopes in its red rays.
بيَwithin me الجرحُthe wound جرحُthe wound of الكونthe universe منfrom قبلbefore آدمAdam
بيَ الجرحُ جرحُ الكون من قبل آدم
تغلغلit penetrated deeply فيinto الأرواحِsouls يَدمىit bleeds ويستشريand spreads
تغلغل في الأرواحِ يَدمى ويستشري
Within me is the wound—the universe's wound from before Adam;
The wound of existence has been bleeding since Adam,
It has sunk deep into souls, bleeding and spreading.
It penetrated souls, it bleeds and spreads.
تولَّتهtended it بالإحسانwith kindness كفٌّa hand كريمةٌgenerous
تولَّته بالإحسان كفٌّ كريمةٌ
مقدّسةُsacred in الحسنىgoodness مباركةُblessed in السرّmystery
مقدّسةُ الحسنى مباركةُ السرّ
A generous hand tended it with kindness,
It was healed by a generous noble hand
Sacred in its goodness, blessed in its secret.
Sacred, goodly and blessed secret.
فإنand if عدتُI return وحديby myself بعدafter رحلتناour journey معاًtogether
فإن عدتُ وحدي بعد رحلتنا معاً
شريداًan outcast علىin الدنياthe world ذليلاًabased علىbefore الدهرtime
شريداً على الدنيا ذليلاً على الدهر
And if I return alone after our journey together,
If after our journeying together I return
An outcast in the world, abased before time,
Alone, nomadic and humiliated by time.
رجعتI shall return بجرحىwith my wound فاغرَgaping الفمthe mouth دامياًbleeding
رجعت بجرحى فاغرَ الفم دامياً
أداريهI nurse it فيin صمتٍsilence وماand not أحدٌanyone يدريknows
أداريه في صمتٍ وما أحدٌ يدري
I shall return with my wound, its mouth agape and bleeding,
I will return with my gaping, bleeding wound
Nursing it in silence while no one knows.
I bandage in silence, no one knows.
هوit is العيشlife فيهin it الصبرpatience كاليأسlike despair تارةًsometimes
هو العيش فيه الصبر كاليأس تارةً
إذاwhen انهارتcollapse الآمالhopes واليأسُand despair كالصبرlike patience
إذا انهارت الآمال واليأسُ كالصبر
Such is life: patience in it is sometimes like despair,
Existence is patience like despair sometimes
When hopes collapse, and despair is like patience.
When hopes collapse and despair is like patience.
عرفتكِI knew you كالمحرابlike the prayer niche قدساًin holiness وروعةًand awe
عرفتكِ كالمحراب قدساً وروعةً
وكنتِand you were صَلاةthe prayer of القلبthe heart فيin السرّsecret والجهرand aloud
وكنتِ صَلاة القلب في السرّ والجهر
I knew you as a prayer niche, in holiness and awe,
I knew you were sacred and magnificent like a shrine
And you were the heart's prayer, in secret and aloud.
You were my heart’s prayer secretly and publicly.
وقدand indeed كانwas قيديmy fetter قيدَthe fetter of حبّكyour love وحدَهit alone
وقد كان قيدي قيدَ حبّك وحدَه
أناI المرءthe man لمdid not أخضعsubmit لنهيٍto a prohibition ولاnor أمرa command
أنا المرء لم أخضع لنهيٍ ولا أمر
And my sole fetter was the fetter of your love,
My only shackle was the shackle of your love,
I, a man who bowed to neither prohibition nor command.
I, the man, submitted to no prohibitions or orders.
وأعجبُand the strangest شيءthing فيin الهوىlove قيدُكyour fetter الذيwhich
وأعجبُ شيء في الهوى قيدُك الذي
رضيتُI was content بهwith it صِنواًas a twin لإيمانيَto my faith الحرّfree
رضيتُ به صِنواً لإيمانيَ الحرّ
And strangest of all in love is your fetter, which
The strangest thing in passion is your shackle
I accepted as a twin to my free faith.
Which I happily accepted to protect my free faith.
بَرمتُI grew weary بأوضاعof the ways of الورىhumankind كلُّall أمرهمtheir dealings
بَرمتُ بأوضاع الورى كلُّ أمرهم
وسيلةُthe means of محتاجone in need ومسعاةُand the striving of مضطرّone in desperation
وسيلةُ محتاج ومسعاةُ مضطرّ
I grew weary of humankind's ways; all their dealings
I denounced the world’s rules and all their affairs,
Are the means of the needy and the striving of the desperate.
The means of the needy and effort of the compelled.
برمتI grew weary بأوضاعof the ways of الورىhumankind ليسthere are not بينهمamong them
برمت بأوضاع الورى ليس بينهم
وشائجbonds لمnot تُوصَلwere formed لغايٍfor an aim ولاnor أمرan affair
وشائج لم تُوصَل لغايٍ ولا أمر
I grew weary of humankind's ways; among them there are no
I denounced the norms of the world, between them
Bonds not formed for some aim or affair.
No connections joined a purpose or command.
إذاif كانis ماwhat استنُّواthey established as custom وماand what شرعواthey ordained القِلَىhatred
إذا كان ما استنُّوا وما شرعوا القِلَى
فذلكthen that شرعُthe law of الطينclay والحمَأِand black mud المُزريdegrading
فذلك شرعُ الطين والحمَأِ المُزري
If what they established and ordained is hatred,
If what they legalized and legislated were
Then that is the law of clay and degrading mire.
Mud laws and ruinous folly,
تمرّدتُI rebelled لاnot أُلوِيI pay heed علىto ماwhat تعوَّدواthey were used to
تمرّدتُ لا أُلوِي على ما تعوَّدوا
ونفسيand my soul بهذاin this الشرعlaw عارمةُfierce in الكفرdisbelief
ونفسي بهذا الشرع عارمةُ الكفر
I rebelled, paying no heed to what they were used to,
I rebelled not conforming to their conventions
And my soul fiercely rejects this law.
And my soul rejects this law of blasphemy.
وَهَبand suppose مَلَكيmy angel الغاليdear الكريمnoble وحارسيand my guardian
وَهَب مَلَكي الغالي الكريم وحارسي
تخلّىhas withdrawn فماthen what عذرexcuse for الوفاءloyalty وماand what عذريmy excuse
تخلّى فما عذر الوفاء وما عذري
And suppose my dear, noble angel and guardian
My precious, generous guardian angel forsook me
Forsakes me—what excuse has loyalty, and what excuse have I?
What excuse for loyalty or what is my excuse?
عشقتكI loved you لاnot أدريI know لحبّيَfor my love مبدأًa beginning
عشقتك لا أدري لحبّيَ مبدأً
ولاnor منتهىan end حسبيenough for me بحبّكin loving you أنthat أدريI know
ولا منتهى حسبي بحبّك أن أدري
I loved you, knowing no beginning to my love,
I loved you not knowing the beginning of my love
Nor end; enough for me to know that I love you.
Or its end, it’s enough that I know I love you.
إذاif شئتِyou wish هجراناًseparation فماthen how أتعسwretched المدىthe span
إذا شئتِ هجراناً فما أتعس المدى
منfrom النورlight للّيلto the night المخيّمsettling للحشرuntil Judgment Day
من النور للّيل المخيّم للحشر
If you choose estrangement, how wretched is the span
If you wanted estrangement, how miserable the distance
From light to the night that settles until Judgment Day.
From light to the gloomy, crowded night.
Sol 6.1