أياO ساعةhour مليتI was granted enjoyment فيهاin it بحسنهin his beauty
أيا ساعة مليت فيها بحسنه
نشدتكI implore you إلّاonly that كرrecur منكfrom you نظائرcounterparts
نشدتك إلّا كر منك نظائر
O hour in which I delighted in his beauty,
O hour in which I was filled with his beauty
I implore you: may other hours like you return.
I implore you, reminisce with me of your like
وإنيand indeed I لأدريsurely know أنthat فيin البعدdistance راحةrest
وإني لأدري أن في البعد راحة
لمنfor one whom تنصباهensnare him (unclear spelling) العيونthe eyes السواحرbewitching
لمن تنصباه العيون السواحر
And I well know that distance offers rest
And I know that in distance there is comfort
to one whom bewitching eyes ensnare.
For one whose eyes are bewitched by a sorcerer
ولكننيbut I جربتhave tried قربكnearness to you والنوىand separation
ولكنني جربت قربك والنوى
فماso not قرsettled ليfor me بالpeace of mind ولاnor جفdried حاجرan eye's rim
فما قر لي بال ولا جف حاجر
But I have tried both nearness to you and separation,
But I tried your nearness and hopes
and my mind found no peace, nor did my eye's rim dry.
So neither heart nor rock felt at ease
ولاnor التذrelished طعمthe taste القربnearness قلبيmy heart ولاnor النوىseparation
ولا التذ طعم القرب قلبي ولا النوى
ولاnor رقدتslept فيin الحالتينboth states الخواطرthe thoughts
ولا رقدت في الحالتين الخواطر
My heart relished neither the taste of nearness nor of separation,
Nor did the taste of nearness fill my heart or hopes
nor did my thoughts sleep in either state.
Nor did either state settle my thoughts
وماand not إلاexcept كالمخادعlike one deceiving نفسهhimself
وما إلا كالمخادع نفسه
وقدand may يخدعdeceive النفسthe soul الفتىthe young man وهوwhile he is شاعرaware
وقد يخدع النفس الفتى وهو شاعر
And I am only like someone deceiving himself—
It is just like a soul deceiving itself
a man may deceive his soul even while aware.
A man may deceive his soul though he is a poet
تمرyou pass بناby us كالحلمlike a dream قصرshortened طولهits length
تمر بنا كالحلم قصر طوله
لذاذتهits sweetness حتىuntil كأنكas though you were طائرa bird
لذاذته حتى كأنك طائر
You pass by us like a dream whose span is shortened
You pass by us like a short, blissful dream
by its sweetness, till you seem a bird.
Until you seem a bird in flight
أأهواكdo I love you? أمor أقلاكI loathe you واللَهby God إننيindeed I
أأهواك أم أقلاك واللَه إنني
لأجهلsurely do not know ماwhat تطويenfold عليهaround it الضمائرinmost hearts
لأجهل ما تطوي عليه الضمائر
Do I love you or loathe you? By God, I
Do I love you or draw you close? By God I
truly do not know what inmost hearts enfold.
Do not know what secrets the conscience hides
وإنيand indeed I لتعرونيsurely overtakes me لذكركat the thought of you حنةa yearning
وإني لتعروني لذكرك حنة
كماas حنyearned للأهلfor his family الغريبthe stranger المسافرthe traveler
كما حن للأهل الغريب المسافر
And at the thought of you a yearning overtakes me,
Yet yearning for your memory strips me bare
as a traveling stranger yearns for his family.
As a stranger yearns for his family from afar
فأنتfor you are جحيميmy hell فيin الحياةlife وجنتيand my paradise
فأنت جحيمي في الحياة وجنتي
وأنتand you are عدويmy enemy والحبيبand the beloved المؤازرsupportive
وأنت عدوي والحبيب المؤازر
For you are my hell in life and my paradise,
For you are my hell in life and my heaven
and you are my enemy and the beloved who supports me.
You are my enemy and staunch ally
وأولand the first شيءthing أنتyou يجرىpasses بخاطريthrough my mind
وأول شيء أنت يجرى بخاطري
وآخرand the last شيءthing أنتyou يجريهcalls it up خاطرa thought
وآخر شيء أنت يجريه خاطر
And you are the first thing that crosses my mind,
You are the first thing to cross my mind
and you are the last thing a thought calls up.
And the last thing to stir my thoughts
ملأتyou filled شعابravines النفسthe soul حتىuntil كظظتهاyou glutted it
ملأت شعاب النفس حتى كظظتها
وأخيلتهاand its imaginings فالنفسso the soul صحراءa desert غامرdesolate
وأخيلتها فالنفس صحراء غامر
You filled the soul's ravines until you glutted it
You have filled the valleys of my soul to overflowing
and its imaginings; the soul is a desolate desert.
And imagined it a barren desert
قواهاًah! (unclear spelling) علىfor عهدthe time السلوforgetfulness وطيبهand its sweetness
قواهاً على عهد السلو وطيبه
وواهاand ah! لهfor it ماwhenever أنmoans أوor حنyearns ذاكرone who remembers
وواها له ما أن أو حن ذاكر
Ah, for the time of forgetfulness and its sweetness!
Be strong in keeping the pact and its goodness
And ah for it whenever one who remembers moans or yearns!
And woe to him if he forgets to remember
حقيبةa bag شرof evil ذلكthat الحبlove بئسwretched is ماwhat
حقيبة شر ذلك الحب بئس ما
تحملنيهmake me carry it فيin الحياةlife المقادرthe fates
تحملنيه في الحياة المقادر
That love is a bag of evil—wretched is what
What a wretched burden that love carries
the fates make me carry through life.
In the destiny it imposes on my life
أراهI see it علىdespite لذاتهits pleasures ونعيمهand its bliss
أراه على لذاته ونعيمه
يفاجئناtakes us by surprise منهfrom it وميضa flash ونامرand [unclear word]
يفاجئنا منه وميض ونامر
I see that, despite its pleasures and bliss,
I see its bliss and delight
a flash from it and [an unclear image] take us by surprise.
Strike us suddenly like a flashing spark
وهلand can ...? تشتريbe bought اللذاتpleasures إلاexcept بعضهاsome of them
وهل تشتري اللذات إلا بعضها
منfrom الألمthe pain الداميbleeding ومماand from what نحاذرwe dread
من الألم الدامي ومما نحاذر
And can pleasures—some of them—be bought except
Can you buy pleasures without some of them
with bleeding pain and with what we dread?
From bloody pain and that which we dread?
وماand not مطلبيwhat I seek سحرthe magic العيونof eyes كأنهاas though they were
وما مطلبي سحر العيون كأنها
إذاwhen لامحتexchange glances with عينيmy eyes النجومthe stars الزواهرshining
إذا لامحت عيني النجوم الزواهر
I do not seek the magic of eyes that seem,
My quest is not for eyes’ sorcery as though
when they meet my gaze, like shining stars;
When my eyes meet theirs, they are brilliant stars
ولاnor نضرةthe freshness الخدof the cheek الأسيلsmooth كأنماas though
ولا نضرة الخد الأسيل كأنما
غذتهnourished it علىthroughout الدهرtime الورودthe roses النواضرfresh
غذته على الدهر الورود النواضر
nor the freshness of the smooth cheek, as though
Nor the radiance of a soft cheek as though
fresh roses had nourished it through the ages;
It was nurtured on roses through the ages
ولاnor الثغرthe mouth إماwhen يستديرbecomes round كأنماas though
ولا الثغر إما يستدير كأنما
تهيأprepared itself للتقبيلfor kissing والشوقwhile longing ثائرrages
تهيأ للتقبيل والشوق ثائر
nor the mouth when it rounds, as though
Nor lips that round as though readied
it had readied itself for kissing, while longing rages.
For a kiss when longing flares
فقدfor it may يحرقburn اللحظthe glance المضيءradiant ويخنقand suffocate الthe
فقد يحرق اللحظ المضيء ويخنق ال
ريجfragrance (word fragment) وترديكand bring you to ruin الثغورthe mouths الدوائرrounded
ريج وترديك الثغور الدوائر
For a radiant glance may burn, and choking is the
Eyes may scorch with a glowing glance and choke
fragrance, and rounded mouths may bring you to ruin.
Scents, while your circling lips spin webs
ولكنماbut rather أبغيI seek إذاwhen ثارrises ثائريmy inner tumult
ولكنما أبغي إذا ثار ثائري
فؤاداًa heart أناجيهI confide in it وعقلاًand a mind أسامرI converse with at night
فؤاداً أناجيه وعقلاً أسامر
But when my inner tumult rises, I seek only
Rather, I seek when my passion ignites
a heart to confide in and a mind to converse with at night,
A heart to confide in and a mind to counsel
وقلباًand a heart إليهto it أستريحI find rest بدخلتيwith my inmost self
وقلباً إليه أستريح بدخلتي
وأفضيand I confide إليهto it بالأسىwith sorrow وأشاورand seek counsel
وأفضي إليه بالأسى وأشاور
and a heart in which my inmost self can rest,
A heart to find solace in my worries
to which I pour out my sorrow and turn for counsel,
And unburden my sorrows and take stock
كماas خفقتfluttered يوماًone day علىover الزهرthe flowers نحلةًa bee
كما خفقت يوماً على الزهر نحلةً
وظلتand kept تشاكيهsharing complaints with it الهوىlove وتساورand darting about
وظلت تشاكيه الهوى وتساور
as once a bee fluttered over the flowers
As a bee once shuddered over a flower
and kept sharing love's complaints with them and darting about.
Lamenting passion and conversing
قضيتI spent حياتيmy life بينamong أثارthe traces منthose who مضواhave passed away
قضيت حياتي بين أثار من مضوا
ففيso in حيثماwherever سرحتI let roam طرفيmy gaze مقابرgraves
ففي حيثما سرحت طرفي مقابر
I spent my life among the traces of those who passed away;
I spent my life among the ruins of those departed
so wherever I let my gaze roam, there are graves.
Wherever I roamed, graves met my eyes
أولئكthose أخوانيmy brothers الذيwhom أصطفيهمI choose them
أولئك أخواني الذي أصطفيهم
وآثرتهمand I favored them بالودwith affection والقلبwhile the heart حائرbewildered
وآثرتهم بالود والقلب حائر
Those are my brothers, the ones I choose,
Those were my brothers, chosen and preferred
and I favored them with affection, my heart bewildered.
With affection, though my heart quailed
فياso O بؤسmisery للحيfor the living man الذيwho لاnot يروقهpleases him
فيا بؤس للحي الذي لا يروقه
منamong الناسpeople إلاexcept منthose whom تضمembrace الحفائرthe grave-pits
من الناس إلا من تضم الحفائر
Alas for the living man who finds no delight
Woe to the living who delight
in people, save those whom grave-pits embrace!
In none but those the graves embrace
أخادعI deceive نفسيmyself فيهمabout them وأغشهاand cheat it
أخادع نفسي فيهم وأغشها
ويخدعنيand deceives me منهمamong them نصيحa sincere adviser وماكرand a schemer
ويخدعني منهم نصيح وماكر
I deceive myself about them and cheat myself,
I fool myself about them and deceive myself
and both a sincere adviser and a schemer among them deceive me.
While the adviser and plotter fools me
وماليand I have no شغلٌconcern فيهمwith them غيرexcept أنهthat it
ومالي شغلٌ فيهم غير أنه
تشابهresembles حاليmy condition حالهمtheir condition وتناظرand matches
تشابه حالي حالهم وتناظر
And I have no concern with them save that
I have no business with them, except
my condition resembles theirs and matches it.
My state resembles theirs, and we are alike
فياso O زائراًvisitor أفديهI would ransom him بالنفسwith my life لوif only درىhe knew
فيا زائراً أفديه بالنفس لو درى
أغشىvisit (probable reading) وكنand be عونيmy aid إذاwhen خانbetrays ناصرa helper
أغشى وكن عوني إذا خان ناصر
O visitor, whom I would ransom with my life, if he only knew,
So visitor I'd ransom with my soul, if he but knew
come to me, and be my aid when a helper betrays me.
I weaken—help me if my ally fails
وأدتI buried alive حياتيmy life فيin شبابيmy youth مكرهاunder compulsion
وأدت حياتي في شبابي مكرها
وماand not امتلأتfilled themselves مماwith what تحبlove النواظرthe eyes
وما امتلأت مما تحب النواظر
I buried my life alive in my youth, against my will,
And I spent my youth averse, unfulfilled
and my eyes had not had their fill of what they love.
Of what eyes yearn to behold
ولكنماbut بينيbetween me وبينand between موارديmy watering places
ولكنما بيني وبين مواردي
حجازa barrier وقدand indeed سدتhave been blocked علىagainst me (probable reading) المصادرthe ways out
حجاز وقد سدت على المصادر
But between me and my watering places
But between me and my wants stand barriers
stands a barrier, and the ways out have been closed to me.
And roads to springs are blocked
فعدso return ليto me فإنيfor indeed I لستam not أملكable to control مذهبيmy course
فعد لي فإني لست أملك مذهبي
وكنand be ليfor me فإنfor indeed صادقone true to العهدthe pledge شاكرgrateful
وكن لي فإن صادق العهد شاكر
Return to me, for I cannot choose my course,
Return to me, for I don't control my course
and stand by me, for one true to his pledge is grateful.
And be true, if you're a thankful ally
وهبنيand suppose me إذاif ماemphasis شئتyou wish ميتاًa dead man تزورهyou visit him
وهبني إذا ما شئت ميتاً تزوره
أليسis there not لمنfor one who يقضيdies منamong الناسpeople زائرa visitor
أليس لمن يقضي من الناس زائر
And, if you wish, suppose me a dead man whom you visit:
Grant me, if you wish, dead and visited
does not a man who dies have a visitor?
For doesn't the departed have visitors?
Sol 6.1