لموتbecause of the death of أميmy mother أرىI see الأحزانsorrows تحنينيbow me
لموت أمي أرى الأحزان تحنيني
فطالماfor so often لَحّستنيshe let me lick لحسa licking تحنينيtahini (baby talk)
فطالما لَحّستني لحس تحنيني
At my mother's death, I see sorrows bowing me.
For my mother's death I see sorrows bending me
For how often she let me lick “tahnini”—tahini paste!
For she so often caressed me with caressing tenderness
وطالماand so often دلّعتنيshe pampered me حالduring تربيتيmy upbringing
وطالما دلّعتني حال تربيتي
حتىuntil طلعتI turned out كماas كانتshe used to تربينيbring me up
حتى طلعت كما كانت تربيني
And how often she pampered me while bringing me up,
And so often pampered me during my upbringing
Until I turned out just as she had brought me up.
Until I grew as she had nurtured me
أقولI say نمنم“num-num” (food) تجيshe comes بالأكلwith food تطعمنيshe feeds me
أقول نمنم تجي بالأكل تطعمني
أقولI say امبو“embo” (water) تجيshe comes بالماءwith water تسقينيshe gives me a drink
أقول امبو تجي بالماء تسقيني
I say “num-num”; she comes with food and feeds me.
I say "Numnam", she comes with food to feed me
I say “embo”; she comes with water and gives me a drink.
I say "Embo", she comes with water to quench my thirst
إنif صحتI cry out فيin ليلةa night وي“wee!” (a cry) وي“wee!” (a cry) لأسهرَهاto keep her awake
إن صحت في ليلة وي وي لأسهرَها
تقولshe says هاها“ha-ha” (soothing chant) بهزّكيI'm rocking you تُنّنينيshe lulls me to sleep
تقول هاها بهزّكي تُنّنيني
If one night I cry “wee, wee” to keep her awake,
If I got sick at night she stays up all night
She says, “Ha-ha, I'm rocking you,” and lulls me to sleep.
She says "Hehe" rocking me to lull me to sleep
كمhow often كحّلتنيshe applied kohl to my eyes وليand for me فيon جبهتيmy forehead جعلتshe placed
كم كحّلتني ولي في جبهتي جعلت
صوصوa little chick (baby talk) بنيليwith my indigo وكمand how often كانتshe used to تُحنّينيapply henna to me
صوصو بنيلي وكم كانت تُحنّيني
How often she kohled my eyes, and on my forehead drew
How much kohl she put on my eyelids and made
A little chick with my indigo; how often she hennaed me!
Sesame spots on my forehead, how she would pamper me
وربماand sometimes شكشكتنيshe poked me حينwhen أغضبهاI angered her
وربما شكشكتني حين أغضبها
وبعدand after ذاthat كشكشتنيshe tickled me كيso that ترضينيshe might appease me
وبعد ذا كشكشتني كي ترضيني
And sometimes she poked me when I angered her,
And sometimes she would tickle me when I angered her
And afterward she tickled me to win me over.
And after that she tickled me to satisfy me
ومنand from فقيهيmy religious teacher إنif أهربI flee ورامand sought أبيmy father
ومن فقيهي إن أهرب ورام أبي
مسكيcatching me وبعثand sending me لهto him كانتshe would تُخبّينيhide me
مسكي وبعث له كانت تُخبّيني
And if I fled my religious teacher and my father sought
And when I ran away from my father the cleric
To catch me and send me to him, she would hide me.
She held me and sent for him, she would hide me
وزغرتتand she ululated فيat طهوريmy circumcision فرحةjoyfully وغدتand began
وزغرتت في طهوري فرحة وغدت
تنثرshe scatters الملحthe salt منfrom فوقيabove me وترقينيand recites protective charms over me
تنثر الملح من فوقي وترقيني
And she ululated joyfully at my circumcision and began
And during my ritual wash she rejoiced
Scattering salt over me and reciting protective charms for me.
Sprinkling salt over me and cleansing me
وفيand at زواجيmy wedding تصدّتshe took charge للجلاءof the bridal display عسىhoping that
وفي زواجي تصدّت للجلاء عسى
علىon المنصّةthe wedding dais تلقانيshe might find me بتزيينيwith my adornment
على المنصّة تلقاني بتزييني
And at my wedding she took charge of the bridal display, hoping
And at my wedding she busied herself with henna
To find me on the dais in my finery.
So she could receive me on the dais with my adornments
وربّتand she raised أولاديmy children أيضاًalso مثلlike تربيتيmy upbringing
وربّت أولادي أيضاً مثل تربيتي
وبعدand after ذلكthat ماتتshe died آهah! واalas! أنينيmy groaning
وبعد ذلك ماتت آه وا أنيني
And she raised my children too, just as she had raised me.
And she raised my children just as she raised me
And after that she died—ah, alas, my groaning!
Then after that she died, oh my painful lament
وخلّفتنيand she left me يتيماًan orphan أبنaged أربعةfour
وخلّفتني يتيماً أبن أربعة
وأربعينand forty سنيناًyears فيin حسابينيmy reckoning
وأربعين سنيناً في حسابيني
And she left me an orphan, aged four
And left me an orphan at forty four years old
And forty years, by my reckoning.
In my counting of age
يعظّمmay magnify اللَهGod فيهاfor her loss الأجرthe reward ليfor me وكذاand likewise
يعظّم اللَه فيها الأجر لي وكذا
ليfor me فيّin my own case منfrom بعدهاafter her جودواbe generous, all of you بآمينwith “Amen”
لي فيّ من بعدها جودوا بآمين
May God greatly increase my reward for her loss, and likewise
May God magnify for her and me the reward
For me, in my own case after her—be generous with an “Amen.”
And for me after her, give freely with "Amen"
Sol 6.1