قسمكdivided you عليكagainst you الدهرtime نصفاًhalf تعتباin reproach
قسمك عليك الدهر نصفاً تعتبا
لفعلكfor your deed فيin الماضيthe past ونصفاًand half ترقباin anticipation
لفعلك في الماضي ونصفاً ترقبا
Time has divided you against yourself: half in reproach
Your oath divides time in two for me -
for what you did in the past, and half in anticipation.
Half for what you did in the past, and half waiting expectantly,
إذاwhen استيقنتbecame certain نفسيmy soul بأنthat لستyou are not عاذراًexcusing
إذا استيقنت نفسي بأن لست عاذراً
ليfor me الظنsuspicion والإشفاقand anxious concern ألاthat not تريباyou arouse doubt
لي الظن والإشفاق ألا تريبا
When my soul became certain that you would not excuse
If my soul is convinced you are not to blame,
my suspicion and anxious concern that you should give no cause for doubt,
I have misgivings and compassion - do not doubt it.
فقدthen indeed والذيby Him who لوif شاءHe willed غلبmade prevail واحداًone
فقد والذي لو شاء غلب واحداً
فروحand so soothed قلباًa heart آمناًsecure متهيباfearful
فروح قلباً آمناً متهيبا
then indeed—by Him who, had He willed, would have made one prevail
By Him who, if He wished, could make one man defeat another,
and so soothed a heart both secure and fearful—
I have a trusting, reverent heart.
شككتI doubted فلاso not أدريI know لفرطbecause of the excess of مودتيmy affection
شككت فلا أدري لفرط مودتي
يبريكacquits you أمor ظنيmy suspicion يرينيكshows you to me مذنباguilty
يبريك أم ظني يرينيك مذنبا
I have doubted; in my great affection, I cannot tell:
I doubted, so I do not know - because I care for you so much -
Does it acquit you, or does my suspicion make you seem guilty to me?
Whether you are innocent or if my suspicions make you seem guilty.
ولوand if كانwere قصديmy aim منكfrom you وصلاًunion أنالهI attain it
ولو كان قصدي منك وصلاً أناله
لقدindeed كنتyou would have been ليfor me أندىdewier جناباًin domain وأخصباand more fertile
لقد كنت لي أندى جناباً وأخصبا
And had my aim been to attain union with you,
If my intention towards you was to attain companionship,
you would indeed have been to me a dewier, more fertile haven.
You would have been the most gracious and fruitful companion for me.
لوif أدنوI draw near لأقللتI would lessen العتابthe reproach ولمand not أزدI do more
لو أدنو لأقللت العتاب ولم أزد
علىbeyond أنthat ترانيyou see me فيin امتداحكpraising you مطنباlavish in praise
على أن تراني في امتداحك مطنبا
Were I to draw near, I would lessen my reproach and do no more
If I drew closer, I would lessen the reproach and not increase
than have you see me lavish in praising you.
Saying anything but praise for you.
ولكنbut بيwithin me ظناًa suspicion أبىrefused أنto يقيمنيplace me
ولكن بي ظناً أبى أن يقيمني
لديكbefore you بماof what لاnot أرتضيهI accept it مصوباdeeming right
لديك بما لا أرتضيه مصوبا
But within me is a suspicion that has refused to place me
But suspicions made me refuse to stay with you
before you, endorsing what I do not accept.
In a state I do not wish for myself.
Sol 6.1