دمعtears كسحlike the downpour of الغيومthe clouds
دمع كسح الغيوم
وزفرةand a sigh كالجحيمlike hellfire
وزفرة كالجحيم
Tears like the clouds’ downpour,
Tears like pouring rain
And a sigh like hellfire.
And sighs like raging flames
عذبtorment بماwith what ترتضيهyou approve of it
عذب بما ترتضيه
قلبيmy heart فإنكfor you فيهin it
قلبي فإنك فيه
Torment, with whatever pleases you,
My heart finds comfort
My heart, for you are within it.
In what you deem right
إنىindeed I بماwith what ترتضىyou approve of
إنى بما ترتضى
راضcontent فكنso be ليfor me معينa helper
راض فكن لي معين
Indeed, with whatever you choose,
I'm content with your will
I am content; so be my helper.
So be my helper
إليكto you ياO ممرضىyou who sicken me
إليك يا ممرضى
أشكوI complain يضعفgrows weak اليقينcertainty
أشكو يضعف اليقين
To you, O you who sicken me,
To you I complain, healer of the sick
I complain: certainty grows weak.
My conviction grows weak
فإنso if تكنyou are منهضىyou who raise me up
فإن تكن منهضى
أفزI shall attain بعزwith honor مكينfirmly established
أفز بعز مكين
So if you are the one to raise me,
If you would revive me
I shall gain firmly established honor.
Grant me strength within
نارthe fire of البعادseparation أليمpainful
نار البعاد أليم
كمhow often بتI spent the night ليلthe night of السليمone bitten by a snake
كم بت ليل السليم
The fire of separation is painful.
The fire of separation is painful
How often I have spent a night like one snakebitten,
Many nights I wept in solitude
فيin كلevery بحرsea أتيهI wander lost
في كل بحر أتيه
مضنىworn out بماby what ألتقيهI encounter it
مضنى بما ألتقيه
Wandering lost in every sea,
In every sea I'm tested
Worn out by what I encounter.
With what I encounter
أيامdays of عزglory مضتhave passed
أيام عز مضت
عنىaway from me ولمand did not ترجعreturn
عنى ولم ترجع
Days of glory have passed
Days of glory have passed
Away from me, and have not returned.
And left me longing
نارthe fire of الأسىsorrow أودعتthey deposited
نار الأسى أودعت
وودعتand they bade farewell to أضلعىmy ribs
وودعت أضلعى
They left the fire of sorrow behind,
I harbored the fire of sorrow
And bade my ribs farewell.
And bade my ribs farewell
يدthe hand of النوىseparation فرقتscattered
يد النوى فرقت
شملىmy gathered company بذيat Dhu الأجزعal-Ajzaʿ
شملى بذي الأجزع
The hand of separation scattered
The hand of destiny separated
My company at Dhu al-Ajzaʿ.
My family with great grief
بائواthey went back وحزنىand my sorrow مقيمabiding
بائوا وحزنى مقيم
أبكىI weep over تلكthose الرسومthe dwelling-traces
أبكى تلك الرسوم
They went back, while my sorrow remains.
They left and my sorrow remains
I weep over those dwelling-traces.
I weep for those days
ماwhat بالحمىin the protected grounds أجتنيهI gather it
ما بالحمى أجتنيه
فيهin it وماand what أقتنيهI possess it
فيه وما أقتنيه
What can I gather in the protected grounds?
What fever has afflicted me
There—and what can I possess?
And what I've acquired
ياO شادياsinger بالغصونamong the branches
يا شاديا بالغصون
ذكرتyou recalled عهداًa time مضىgone by
ذكرت عهداً مضى
O singer among the branches,
O' you who climbed the branches
You recalled a time gone by.
You reminded me of days gone by
شدوكyour singing هاجstirred الشجونsorrows
شدوك هاج الشجون
والحبand the beloved قدalready أعرضاhas turned away
والحب قد أعرضا
Your song stirred sorrows,
Your singing stirred the grief
And the beloved has turned away.
And love has turned away
إنif كنتyou are تبكىweeping for الخدينthe close companion
إن كنت تبكى الخدين
فإنهfor he قوضاhas struck camp
فإنه قوضا
If you weep for the close companion,
If you cry for your cheeks
For he has struck camp.
Then it has crumbled
دعleave عنكaway from you ندبlamenting الحميمthe intimate friend
دع عنك ندب الحميم
فليسfor there is no خلfriend يدومwho endures
فليس خل يدوم
Set aside lamenting the intimate friend,
Stop your fervent grieving
For no friend endures.
For no sorrow lasts
قدalready بانhas departed منthe one whom تصطفيهyou choose him
قد بان من تصطفيه
وعزand is hard to attain ماwhat ترتجيهyou hope for it
وعز ما ترتجيه
The one you cherish has departed,
It's clear who you've chosen
And what you hope for is hard to attain.
And the glory you seek
ياO نفسsoul كمhow long ذاthis التصابplaying at youth
يا نفس كم ذا التصاب
فياso, oh لهfor it منof مصابa calamity
فيا له من مصاب
O soul, how long this playing at youth?
Oh soul, how long will you grieve
So, what a calamity!
What an affliction!
ولىhas passed زمانthe time of الشبابyouth
ولى زمان الشباب
آنhas come أوانthe time for الإيابreturn
آن أوان الإياب
The time of youth has passed;
My youth has passed
The time for returning has come.
It's time to return
لوfirst fragment of ‘seek refuge’ ذيfinal fragment of ‘seek refuge’ بتيكat those القبابthe domes
لو ذي بتيك القباب
حتىurge onward (probable reading of حثّي) إليهاtoward them الركابthe mounts
حتى إليها الركاب
Seek refuge at those domes,
If only to your domed abodes
Urge the mounts toward them [probable reading].
Where pilgrims journey
فبالصفاfor at al-Safa والحطيمand al-Hatim
فبالصفا والحطيم
وبالمقامand at the Station الكريمthe noble
وبالمقام الكريم
For at al-Safa and al-Hatim,
By purity and ruins
And at the noble Station,
And the noble station
وفيand in محلthe abode of الوجيهthe honored one
وفي محل الوجيه
تحظىyou will attain بماwith what تشتهيهyou desire it
تحظى بما تشتهيه
And in the abode of the honored one,
You'll attain what you desire
You will attain what you desire.
When will I see in my travels
متىwhen أرىI see فيamong الرحالthe saddles
متى أرى في الرحال
ماthe space بينbetween تلكthose الرمالsands
ما بين تلك الرمال
When shall I see myself among the saddles,
Between those sands
Between those sands,
The abode of perfection?
إلىtoward مقامthe station of الكمالperfection
إلى مقام الكمال
أحدواI chant to drive camels وأشدواand I sing to الجمالthe camels
أحدوا وأشدوا الجمال
Bound for the station of perfection,
Celebrate and sing of beauty
Chanting and singing to the camels?
Let tears flow freely
وللدموعand for the tears انهمالa pouring down
وللدموع انهمال
كماlike شدواsinging (uncertain spelling) ذوone possessed of خبالdelirium
كما شدوا ذو خبال
And the tears stream down,
As they sang of the one with tresses
Like the singing of one delirious [reading uncertain].
In the sea of my tears, gentle and still
فيin بحرthe sea of دمعيmy tears نعومwe swim
في بحر دمعي نعوم
وفهand in it (uncertain spelling) نقعwe fall وتهيمand you wander distraught
وفه نقع وتهيم
In the sea of my tears we swim,
Where I dip and waver
And into it we fall, while you wander distraught.
If this beauty would allow
وذاand this المليحhandsome one إنif يتيحhe permits
وذا المليح إن يتيح
لسunclear in the supplied text نفتحwe open اليدthe hand بيهwith him
لس نفتح اليد بيه
And if this handsome one grants leave,
I won't refrain from giving
[Unclear opening] we open the hand with him.
Partial English translation: 53 of 54 Arabic lines translated.
Sol 6.1