خَليلُintimate friend العُمرِof a lifetime أَبدَلَنيreplaced for me
خَليلُ العُمرِ أَبدَلَني
بِظُلمَةٍwith darkness بَعدَهُafter him نورُهُhis light
بِظُلمَةٍ بَعدَهُ نورُهُ
My lifelong companion replaced for me
The friend of a lifetime replaced
his light with darkness once he was gone.
My darkness with his light
وَأَهدانيand he gifted me بِصورَتِهِwith his portrait
وَأَهداني بِصورَتِهِ
فَكانَتso it became مِنهُfrom him مَأثورُهُhis keepsake
فَكانَت مِنهُ مَأثورُهُ
And he gifted me with his portrait,
And gifted me his image—
so it became a keepsake from him.
Precious beyond recall.
فَاِشغِلنيso occupy me بِهاwith it شِغفاًin ardent love
فَاِشغِلني بِها شِغفاً
عَنِaway from الأَورادِthe devotional litanies وَالسورُهُand the surah (Qur’anic chapter)
عَنِ الأَورادِ وَالسورُهُ
So keep me occupied with it in ardent love,
So let this image fill me with desire,
away from the devotional litanies and the surah.
Distracting me from litanies and psalms,
وَماand not أَرضىI accept بِهاwith it بَدَلاًa substitute
وَما أَرضى بِها بَدَلاً
وَلَكِنand yet تَحكُمُholds sway الصورَةُthe image
وَلَكِن تَحكُمُ الصورَةُ
And I do not accept it as a substitute,
Not that I'd take it in exchange,
and yet the image holds sway.
But images compel.
Sol 6.1