قفstand بيwith me خليليmy friend واستمحْand seek a favor
قف بي خليلي واستمحْ
مولايmy Lord عنيon my behalf تسترحْyou will find rest
مولاي عني تسترحْ
Stand beside me, my friend, and seek grace
Stand with me, my friend, and ask
from my Lord on my behalf; you will find rest.
My Master to give me rest
لقدindeed اتقيتI guarded against مصائباًcalamities
لقد اتقيت مصائباً
عنaway from ساحتيmy courtyard لاnot تنتزحdepart
عن ساحتي لا تنتزح
I have indeed guarded against calamities
I have avoided misfortunes
that will not depart from my courtyard.
That do not leave my space
عهديmy former understanding وجرحيand my wound معضلٌgrievous; hard to heal
عهدي وجرحي معضلٌ
بالمتقيregarding the cautious one لاnot ينجرحis wounded
بالمتقي لا ينجرح
I had thought—though my wound is grievous—
My promise and my wound are complicated
that the cautious man goes unwounded.
The devout are not wounded
دمعيmy tears ينمtell بغربتيof my estrangement
دمعي ينم بغربتي
فلذلكso for that reason سرّيmy secret يفتضحis exposed
فلذلك سرّي يفتضح
My tears tell of my estrangement,
My tears sleep in my estrangement
and so my secret is exposed.
So my secret is exposed
دمعيmy tears كسريlike my secret كالنوىlike separation
دمعي كسري كالنوى
منfrom جفنthe eyelid of عينيmy eye ينسفحflows down
من جفن عيني ينسفح
My tears, like my secret, like separation,
My tears are like grains
flow down from the eyelid of my eye.
Trickling from my eyelids
ياO صبرpatience ماwhat لكis with you راحلاًdeparting
يا صبر ما لك راحلاً
وأناand I الأسيرthe captive المنجرحthe wounded one
وأنا الأسير المنجرح
O patience, why are you departing,
O patience, why have you departed
while I am the wounded captive?
While I remain the wounded captive
ياO قلبheart ماwhat لكis with you طائراًflying
يا قلب ما لك طائراً
دونيaway from me وغصنيand my branch ماnot كسحwas lopped
دوني وغصني ما كسح
O heart, why are you flying
O heart, why have you flown
away from me, though my branch has not been lopped?
Away from me when my branch is broken
عهديmy former knowledge بودكof your affection صادقاًsincere
عهدي بودك صادقاً
فعلامso why عنيfrom me قدalready برحhas departed
فعلام عني قد برح
I had known your affection to be sincere;
My promise of loving you was true
so why has it departed from me?
So why have you abandoned me
ياO لائميmy reproacher كنbe مسعديmy helper
يا لائمي كن مسعدي
فيماin what ترانيyou see me أصطلحI mend my ways
فيما تراني أصطلح
O my reproacher, be my helper
O you who blame me, wish me well
in the reform you see me seeking.
In my attempt to recover
دعleave عنكaway from yourself لوميreproaching me إننيindeed I
دع عنك لومي إنني
أمسيI pass the evening بحزنيin my sorrow واَصطبحand I drink at dawn
أمسي بحزني واَصطبح
Set aside your reproaches of me, for I
Stop blaming me, I spend my nights
spend the evening in my sorrow and drink it at dawn.
And mornings in sorrow
عينيmy eye تلتrecited آياتهاits verses
عيني تلت آياتها
لكنbut كراهاits sleep ماnot شرحexplained
لكن كراها ما شرح
My eye has recited its verses,
My eyes recited their verses
but its sleep offered no explanation.
But their meanings were not explained
ناديتهI called to it لكنهbut it
ناديته لكنه
لوif كانit were حيّاًalive لمnot أبحI divulge
لو كان حيّاً لم أبح
I called to it, but
I called him but if he were
had it been alive, I would not have spoken out.
Alive, I would not have needed to
ماwhat بينbetween جفنيmy eyelid والكرىand sleep
ما بين جفني والكرى
حربthe war of الحنينlonging المفتضحlaid bare
حرب الحنين المفتضح
What lies between my eyelid and sleep
Between my eyelids and the bone
is the war of longing laid bare.
Is the exposed pain of yearning
ذاthis one منfrom عيونيmy eyes طائرٌflying
ذا من عيوني طائرٌ
والجفنand the eyelid فيin دمعيmy tears سبحswam
والجفن في دمعي سبح
It flies from my eyes,
This, from my eyes, is a bird
and the eyelid swims in my tears.
And my eyelids swim in tears
وزنادand the flint of هميmy grief فيin دجاthe darkness of
وزناد همي في دجا
ليلthe night of البلاياafflictions ينقدحsparks
ليل البلايا ينقدح
And the flint of my grief, in the darkness
The sparks of my worries flare
of affliction's night, strikes sparks.
In the dark night of afflictions
والقلبand the heart فيَّwithin me كأنهas though it were الthe
والقلب فيَّ كأنه ال
خاطيsinner بنارٍby fire ينتفحis scorched
خاطي بنارٍ ينتفح
And the heart within me is like the
And my heart is as if it were
sinner, scorched by fire.
A sinner, burning with remorse
إنif رمتyou sought شرحan explanation of مصابهits affliction
إن رمت شرح مصابه
مضمومنهits meaning (unclear spelling) لاnot ينشرحis explained
مضمومنه لا ينشرح
If you seek to explain its affliction,
If I tried to explain my torment
its meaning cannot be explained.
My closed one would not open
ولذاكand therefore يأبىrefuses صدرهits breast
ولذاك يأبى صدره
منbecause of حزنهits sorrow أنto ينشرحfind relief
من حزنه أن ينشرح
And so its breast refuses,
And so my breast refuses
out of sorrow, to find relief.
From grief, to feel relief
ياO رُبَّmany a خلٍّfriend قائلٍspeaking
يا رُبَّ خلٍّ قائلٍ
قولthe words of النصوحa sincere adviser المنتصحone who heeds counsel
قول النصوح المنتصح
How many a friend has spoken
O Lord, inspire a speaker
the words of a sincere adviser who heeds counsel:
To speak good counsel clearly
حتامhow long فيin ليلthe night of الأسىsorrow
حتام في ليل الأسى
وجوادand the steed of عزمكyour resolve ينطرحcollapses
وجواد عزمك ينطرح
How long will you remain in sorrow's night,
Surely in the night of sorrow
while the steed of your resolve lies fallen?
Your kind resolve will prevail
جبريلGabriel مالكwhat ails you غافلاًheedless
جبريل مالك غافلاً
وثناكand your reputation أسودblack منكلحgrim; scowling
وثناك أسود منكلح
Gabriel, why are you heedless,
Gabriel, Michael, be not heedless
while your repute is black and grim?
Your black idol is overthrown
جبريلGabriel فقawake حتىuntil متىwhen
جبريل فق حتى متى
عنaway from بابthe door of ربكyour Lord منتزحdistant
عن باب ربك منتزح
Gabriel, awake! How long
Gabriel, how long will you avoid
will you remain far from your Lord's door?
Your Lord’s door from which you fled
جبريلGabriel إحذرbeware شهوةًa lustful desire
جبريل إحذر شهوةً
قدindeed عشتyou lived فيهاin it منفضحdisgraced
قد عشت فيها منفضح
Gabriel, beware a lustful desire
Gabriel, beware desires
in which you have lived disgraced.
In which you live exposed
جبريلGabriel تبrepent عنof عادةٍa habit
جبريل تب عن عادةٍ
قدindeed خلتyou imagined فيهاin it تنصلحyou would be reformed
قد خلت فيها تنصلح
Gabriel, repent of a habit
Gabriel, repent of habits
in which you thought you would mend your ways.
In which you have strayed
جبريلGabriel جدَّbe earnest بتوبةٍin repentance
جبريل جدَّ بتوبةٍ
اسجمshed دموعاًtears تنفسحflow freely
اسجم دموعاً تنفسح
Gabriel, be earnest in repentance;
Gabriel, strive with repentance
shed tears that flow freely.
Shed tears that overflow
جبريلGabriel أحسنdo good تستترyou will be sheltered
جبريل أحسن تستتر
حقّاًtruly وإلّاand otherwise تفتضحyou will be exposed
حقّاً وإلّا تفتضح
Gabriel, do good, and you will be sheltered
Gabriel, do good in secret
truly; otherwise you will be disgraced.
Or else you will be shamed
واعلمand know بأنthat الموتdeath قدindeed
واعلم بأن الموت قد
وافاكcame to you يوماًone day ينتطحlocking horns
وافاك يوماً ينتطح
And know that death will surely
And know that death will
come upon you one day, locking horns.
Surely come to you one day
كمhow many هامheads مثلكlike you مثقلٌweighed down
كم هام مثلك مثقلٌ
لماwhen بصخرتهwith its rock نطحstruck head-on
لما بصخرته نطح
How many a head like yours was weighed down
How many like you, burdened,
when death struck it with its rock!
Have struck their heads upon the rock
خفقتfluttered عليكover you بنودهits banners
خفقت عليك بنوده
منfrom تحتهاbeneath them كمhow many منجرحwounded ones
من تحتها كم منجرح
Its banners have fluttered over you;
Its tentacles have fluttered over you
how many wounded lie beneath them!
How many wounded beneath them
كمhow many قدindeed سمعتyou heard نصائحاًpieces of advice
كم قد سمعت نصائحاً
منfrom ناصحٍan adviser حرٍّnoble ملحinsistent
من ناصحٍ حرٍّ ملح
How much counsel have you heard
How much advice you have heard
from a noble, persistent adviser!
From an earnest, wise counselor
أتركabandon وساوسكyour misgivings التيwhich
أترك وساوسك التي
شغلتoccupied فؤادكyour heart تسترحyou will find rest
شغلت فؤادك تسترح
Abandon your misgivings, which
Leave your distracting thoughts
have occupied your heart, and you will find rest.
And find rest
أهملتyou neglected نصحَthe counsel of موبخٍa reprover
أهملت نصحَ موبخٍ
إذsince لمnot تشأyou wished أنto تنتصحheed counsel
إذ لم تشأ أن تنتصح
You neglected a reprover's counsel,
You ignored the rebuke of the warner
since you did not wish to heed advice.
Because you refused to repent
ألآنnow قدindeed وضحhas become clear الذيthat which
ألآن قد وضح الذي
قدalready خلتهyou thought it لاnot يتضحbecomes clear
قد خلته لا يتضح
Now there has come to light what
Now what you tried to hide
you had thought would never come to light.
Has become clear
ورأيتand you saw نارthe fire of جهنمٍGehenna
ورأيت نار جهنمٍ
وشرورهاand its evils لاnot تنصفحare turned aside
وشرورها لا تنصفح
And you have seen the fire of Gehenna,
And you have seen Hell’s fire
and its evils cannot be turned aside;
And its unquenchable evils
ونعيمand the bliss of ربٍّa Lord خالدٍeverlasting
ونعيم ربٍّ خالدٍ
خيراتهhis blessings لاnot تنتزحdepart
خيراته لا تنتزح
and the bliss of an everlasting Lord,
And the eternal bliss
whose blessings never depart.
Of the Lord that does not cease
لوif شئتهyou desired it لورثتهyou would have inherited it
لو شئته لورثته
إرثthe inheritance of النبيthe Prophet المنمسحthe anointed one
إرث النبي المنمسح
Had you desired it, you would have inherited it,
You could have inherited it
the inheritance of the anointed Prophet.
The legacy of the blessed Prophet
ونجوتand you escaped منfrom نارٍa fire غدتbecame
ونجوت من نارٍ غدت
بزنادby the flint of شرِّكَyour evil تنقدحis kindled
بزناد شرِّكَ تنقدح
And you would have escaped a fire that became
And been saved from a fire
kindled by the flint of your evil.
Lit by the sparks of your own evil
فندمتso you regretted لكنbut بعدafter ماthat
فندمت لكن بعد ما
غربتset شموسكyour suns تتقحyou act brazenly
غربت شموسك تتقح
Then you regretted it, but only after
But you regretted only after
your suns had set while you acted brazenly.
Your sun had set
وغدوتand you became تهتفcrying out نائحاًlamenting
وغدوت تهتف نائحاً
ياO ويحwoe to منwhoever لاnot يصطلحmends his ways
يا ويح من لا يصطلح
And you began to cry out, lamenting:
And you began to cry out in grief
Woe to whoever does not mend his ways!
Oh woe to him who does not recover
لوif كنتI was أكبحI rein in همتيmy ambition
لو كنت أكبح همتي
كانتit would have been وحقكby your truth تنكبحreined in
كانت وحقك تنكبح
Had I reined in my ambition,
If only I had restrained my passion
it would, by your truth, have been reined in.
It would have been restrained, by your truth
لكنbut وثقتI trusted بمدتيin my allotted span
لكن وثقت بمدتي
والعمرand life فخٌّa snare منطرحlaid out
والعمر فخٌّ منطرح
But I trusted in my allotted span,
But I relied on my respite
while life is a snare laid out.
And life is a ruinous trap
فذهلتso I grew heedless حتىuntil غشنيit deceived me
فذهلت حتى غشني
وأبيكby your father فعليmy deed ماnot ربحgained
وأبيك فعلي ما ربح
So I grew heedless until it deceived me;
So I was confused until
by your father, my deed brought no gain.
Deafness overtook me against counsel
والموتand death وافىarrived صارخاًcrying out
والموت وافى صارخاً
بالبابat the door بابكyour door قدalready فتحhas opened
بالباب بابك قد فتح
And death arrived, crying out
And death came calling
at the door: Your door has opened!
At the door, your door is opened
لوif كانwas سعييmy striving منجحاًsuccessful
لو كان سعيي منجحاً
كنتI would have been السعيدthe blessed one أخاa brother of النجحsuccess
كنت السعيد أخا النجح
Had my striving been successful,
If my endeavor had succeeded
I would have been blessed, a brother to success.
I would be the happy brother of success
ياO توبتيmy repentance ياO شقوتيmy misery
يا توبتي يا شقوتي
ياO حسرتيmy regret لوif انتصحheeded counsel
يا حسرتي لو انتصح
O my repentance! O my misery!
Oh my repentance, oh my misery
O my regret—had I heeded counsel,
Oh my sorrow, if only I had repented
لماthen not أرىI see بينamong الورىhumankind
لما أرى بين الورى
ميزانthe scale of إثميmy sin قدindeed رجحhas tipped down
ميزان إثمي قد رجح
I would not see, among mankind,
When I see among the people
the scale of my sin tipping down.
The scales weighing my sins prevail
ياO ربLord إقبلaccept توبتيmy repentance
يا رب إقبل توبتي
منfrom قبلbefore أنيthat I أفتضحam exposed
من قبل أني أفتضح
O Lord, accept my repentance
O Lord, accept my repentance
before I am exposed,
Before I am put to shame
يوماًon a day تقومyou rise مناقشاًscrutinizing
يوماً تقوم مناقشاً
والسرand the secret عندكbefore you يتضحbecomes clear
والسر عندك يتضح
on a day when you rise to scrutinize,
On a day when You judge
and the secret is made clear before you.
And secrets become known
إنif كانتwere الأبرارthe righteous منat
إن كانت الأبرار من
صوتthe sound of اقتداركyour might تنطرحare cast down
صوت اقتدارك تنطرح
If the righteous, at
If the righteous are laid low
the sound of your might, are cast down,
By the sound of Your mighty voice
ماwhat حالthe state of منone who قدindeed كانwas عنaway from
ما حال من قد كان عن
آثامهhis sins لاnot ينتزحwithdraws
آثامه لا ينتزح
what is the plight of one who, from
What will be the state of one
his sins, has never withdrawn?
Who does not leave his sins?
ياO مريمMary البكرthe Virgin التيwho
يا مريم البكر التي
مَنwhoever أَمَّهاseeks her يوماًone day رجحprevails
مَن أَمَّها يوماً رجح
O Mary, the Virgin:
O Virgin Mary, the only one whose
whoever turns to her one day prevails.
Mother gave birth while a virgin
ماnot جاءكcame to you المضنوكthe distressed one منfrom
ما جاءك المضنوك من
أحزانهhis sorrows إلّاexcept فرحrejoiced
أحزانه إلّا فرح
No distressed soul has come to you out of
Did the Crucified One bring you
his sorrows without rejoicing.
Anything but joy?
غيثيrelieve افتقاريmy need إننيindeed I
غيثي افتقاري إنني
فيat بابthe door of جودكyour generosity منطرحprostrate
في باب جودك منطرح
Relieve my need, for I
My neediness is rain, I am
lie prostrate at the door of your generosity.
Prostrate at Your door of generosity
كمhow many منof عدوٍّan enemy قدindeed غداbecame
كم من عدوٍّ قد غدا
منfrom حدthe edge of سيفكyour sword منجرحwounded
من حد سيفك منجرح
How many an enemy has become
How many enemies have become
wounded by the edge of your sword!
Wounded by the edge of Your sword?
فبهاso through her أصيرI become مؤيداًstrengthened
فبها أصير مؤيداً
بسواكthrough anyone but you أيديmy strength لاnot يصحis sound
بسواك أيدي لا يصح
So through her I become strengthened;
With it I will be supported
through anyone but you, my strength cannot stand.
Without You, my hands cannot heal
وأعودand I return حرّاًfree مطلقاًunbound
وأعود حرّاً مطلقاً
منهاfrom her; by her وفيهاand in her أمتدحI offer praise
منها وفيها أمتدح
And I return free and unbound
And I will return free
by her, and in her I offer praise.
Praising You in it and through it
وأعودand I return حياّalive قائلاًspeaking
وأعود حياّ قائلاً
قولthe words of المثابthe rewarded one المنشرحgladdened
قول المثاب المنشرح
And I return alive, speaking
And I will return alive, saying
the words of one rewarded and gladdened:
The words of the expanded breast
أحييتyou brought to life ميتاًa dead man كانwas فيunder
أحييت ميتاً كان في
سكينthe knife of شهوتهhis lust ذبحwas slaughtered
سكين شهوته ذبح
You have revived a dead man who was
You gave life to a dead one who was
slaughtered by the knife of his lust.
Slaughtered in the tranquility of desire
Sol 6.1