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My master's letter arrived after

وصل كتاب مولا ي بعدما

1. My master's letter arrived after
The caller to prayer was done with his call

١. وَصَلَ كِتابُ مَولا يَ بَعدَما
أَصاتَ المُنادي لِلصَلاةِ فَاِعتَما

2. When it settled before me
The one from the side of the full moon appeared darker

٢. فَلَمّا اِستَقَرَّ لَدَيَّ
تَجَلّى الَّذي مِن جانِبِ البَدرِ أَظلَما

3. So I read it
With an eye that if I made it rain, it would rain blood

٣. فَقَرَأتُهُ
بِعَينٍ إِذا اِستَمطَرتُها أَمطَرَت دَما

4. And I asked it
So I asked something unable to speak, mute

٤. وَسَأَلتُهُ
فَساءَلتُ مَصروفاً عَنِ النُطقِ أَعجَما

5. And it gave no answer
What would be upon it if the blameful one answered

٥. وَلَم يَرُدَّ جَواباً
وَماذَا عَلَيهِ لَو أَجابَ المُتَيَّما

6. And I reread it
So I hurried without wisdom to gain experience

٦. وَرَدَّدتُهُ قِراءَةً
فَعوجِلتُ دونَ الحِلمِ أَن أَتَحَلَّما

7. And I memorized it
As the free man memorizes the concealed talk

٧. وَحَفِظتَهُ
كَما يَحفَظُ الحُرُّ الحَديثَ المُكَتَّما

8. And I repeated it
So from wherever I faced it, it smiled

٨. وَكَرَّرتُهُ
فَمِن حَيثُما واجَهتُهُ قَد تَبَسَّما

9. And I kissed it
So I kissed a pearl arranged in necklaces

٩. وَقَبَّلتُهُ
فَقَبَّلتُ دُرّاً في العُقودِ مُنَظَّما

10. And I stood for it
So I was, by the duty of love, upright

١٠. وَقُمتُ لَهُ
فَكُنتُ بِمَفروَضِ المَحَبَّةِ قَيِّما

11. And I was sincere to its writer
And not judging by the ruling of events, decisive

١١. وَأَخلَصتُ لِكاتِبِهِ
وَلَيسَ عَلى حُكمِ الحَوادِثِ مُحكَما

12. And I did not believe it
But it had mingled with flesh and blood

١٢. وَلَم أُصَدِّقُهُ
وَلَكِنَّهُ قَد خالَطَ اللَحمَ وَالدَما

13. And I dated its arrival
So it was for the days of seasons, seasonal

١٣. وَأَرَّختُ وُصولَهُ
فَكانَ لِأَيّامِ المَواسِمِ مَوسِما

14. And with it I quenched the anguish
Of a heart whose wishes had reached thirst

١٤. وَشَفَيتُ بِهِ غَليلَ
فُؤادٍ أُمَنّيهِ وَقَد بَلَغَ الظَما

15. And I cured the sick one
Of an inner pain from the fire, pained

١٥. وَداوَيتُ عَليلَ
حَشاً ضَرَّ ما فيهِ مِنَ النارِ ضُرِّما

16. As for those days which
Blame protected by staying on the hot sands

١٦. فَأَما تِلكَ الأَيّامُ الَّتي
حَماها عَلى اللَومِ المُقامُ عَلى الحِمى

17. And the nights of torment which
Filled the seas of night with white and stars

١٧. وَاللَيالي العِذابُ الَّتي
مَلَأنَ بُحورَ اللَيلِ بيضاً وَأَنجُما

18. Then I remember them
With patience as if they were, and had become, patient

١٨. فَإِنّي لَأَذكُرُها
بِصَّبرِ كَما قَد صُرِّمَت قَد تَصَرَّما

19. And I let out a sigh
That if it shook pleasure, pleasure would collapse and crumble

١٩. وَأَرسَلتُ الزَفرَةَ
فَلَو صافَحتَ رَضوى لَرُض وَهُدِّما

20. And I let flow the tears
As the horizon sends out the gathering clouds

٢٠. وَأَسبَلتُ العَبرَةَ
كَما أَنشَأَ الأُفُقُ السَحابَ المُدَيَّما

21. And I sought consolation
I ask the nonexistent and close the destroyer

٢١. وَخَطَبتُ السَلوَةَ
فَأَسأَلُ مَعدوماً وَأَقفُلُ مُعدِما

22. As for thanks, I only
Spill it as musk sealed upon it

٢٢. فَأَمّا الشُكرُ فَإِنَّما
أَفُضُّ بِهِ مِسكاً عَلَيهِ مُخَتَّما

23. And I stand by an obligation
I see myself through it, beyond mankind, upright

٢٣. وَأَقومُ مِنهُ بِفَرضٍ
أَراني بِهِ دونَ البَرِيَّةِ أَقوَما

24. And I fulfill the duty of a loan
How can the earth fulfill a loan from the sky?

٢٤. وَأُوَفّى واجِبَ قَرضٍ
وَكَيفَ تُوَفّي الأَرضُ قَرضاً مِنَ السَما