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My beloved's eyelids ignore me

تركت حبيب القلب تهمي جفونه

1. My beloved's eyelids ignore me
As my eyelids ignore him

١. تركتُ حبيبَ القلب تَهمِي جفُونُه
عليّ كما تَهْمِي عَلَيْهِ جُفُونِي

2. And I left him while attachment was expressing its yearning
To me as happiness expresses my yearning

٢. وفارَقْتُه والوصلُ يُبْدِي حَنينَه
إِلي كَما يُبْدي السرورُ حنيني

3. And I cut him off willingly and unwillingly, and I don't see
More wondrous than his forgiveness and tenderness towards me

٣. وقَاطَعْتُه طَوْعاً وكَرْهاً ولا أَرَى
كأَعْجَبَ مِنْ سَمحٍ بهِ وضَنِينِ

4. And before the heart frees itself in passion
It mortgaged me, and passion pays off my debts

٤. ومن قَبْلِ أَن يستخلصَ القلبُ في الهوى
رهونِي ويُوفِيني الغرامُ دُيونِي

5. For a slip he made or an act of betrayal
And who among people is without sin?

٥. على زلَّةِ كانَتْ له أَو خِيانةٍ
وهل أَحدٌ في الناس غيرُ خئون

6. Cursed be the opinion whose consequence was my acceptance
The joy of hearts to enemies and spying eyes

٦. ثكلتُكَ رَأْياً كان عقبي قبوله
سرورَ قلوبٍ للعِدَى وعُين

7. And oh heart, since he was not honest
Why were you honest when he betrayed?

٧. ويا قلْبُ لما لم يكن ذا أَمانةٍ
فِلمْ كنت لمّا خَانَ غيرَ أَمين

8. And why, when he broke his given word
Did I become bound by a pact in which there is no protection?

٨. ومالَكَ لمَا غَبَّ مبذولُ عهده
غدوت بعهدٍ فيه غير مصون

9. I yearn for the smooth-talker and the blamer
Alas, my pining cannot heal my sickness

٩. أَحِنُّ لمَعْسُولِ الثَّنيّاتِ واللَّمىَ
وهيهاتَ أَن يَشْفي الغليلَ حنِيني

10. I swore I would not resume friendly relations
So my oath failed when I swore my oath

١٠. حَلَفْتُ لأَنِّي لا أَعاوِدُ صُلْحَة
فشُلَّت يَمِيني إِذ حَلَفْتُ يميني

11. And it would have been expiation, had it not been
For my reason becoming harsh when my religion is forgiving

١١. وقد كانَ كفَّارةٌ غيرَ أَنَّه
تشدّد عقلي إِذ تسمّح ديني