خانbetrayed الشبابyouth وماand did not وَفَّىkeep faith بماwith what عَهِداhe had pledged
خان الشباب وما وَفَّى بما عَهِدا
فلاso do not تَثِقْtrust بحبيبٍin a beloved بعدَهafter him أَبَداever
فلا تَثِقْ بحبيبٍ بعدَه أَبَدا
Youth betrayed me and did not keep what he had pledged.
The youth has deserted me, untrue to his word,
So never trust a beloved after him.
So never trust a lover after him, evermore.
قدindeed كنتُI used to أعهدknow عزميmy resolve فيin أَوامرهhis commands
قد كنتُ أعهد عزمي في أَوامره
فماso not أباليI care أَغيّاًwhether error خُضتI plunged into أمor رَشَداright guidance
فما أبالي أَغيّاً خُضت أم رَشَدا
I once knew my resolve to be at his command,
I used to be resolute in obeying his commands,
so I cared not whether I plunged into error or right guidance,
Heedless if led rightly or into error.
حتىuntil رأىhe saw منfrom جنودtroops الشيبgray hair بادرةa first advance
حتى رأى من جنود الشيب بادرة
وَلَّىhe turned away وخَلَّفنيand left me behind فيin إثْرِهاits wake وعَداand ran
وَلَّى وخَلَّفني في إثْرِها وعَدا
until he saw the first advance of gray hair's troops.
But when he saw the first signs of old age's legions,
He turned away, left me in its wake, and ran.
He turned and deserted me, leaving me behind.
فكُلَّماso whenever رُمْتُI sought نَصْراaid منهfrom him يَخذُلنيhe lets me down
فكُلَّما رُمْتُ نَصْرا منه يَخذُلني
وكلماand whenever رمتُI sought تقريباًbringing closer لهfor him بَعُداhe grew distant
وكلما رمتُ تقريباً له بَعُدا
So whenever I sought aid from him, he let me down,
Whenever I sought his aid he would fail me,
and whenever I sought to draw him near, he grew distant.
Whenever I tried to draw near he withdrew.
فظلْتُso I kept أَعتبreproaching نفسيmyself فيfor محبتهloving him
فظلْتُ أَعتب نفسي في محبته
لماbecause رأتit saw كلَّevery شيءٍthing بعدَهafter him نَكِداwretched
لما رأت كلَّ شيءٍ بعدَه نَكِدا
So I kept reproaching myself for loving him,
So I chide myself for loving him
for my soul saw everything after him as wretched.
When all I see after him is misery.
Sol 6.1