لَقَدindeed ذَكَّرَتنيhas reminded me لَيلَةُthe Night of القَدرِDecree مَجلِساًa gathering
لَقَد ذَكَّرَتني لَيلَةُ القَدرِ مَجلِساً
لِثِنتَينِwith two women مِنfrom شِعبٍShiʿb عَلىwith غَيرِno مَوعِدِappointment
لِثِنتَينِ مِن شِعبٍ عَلى غَيرِ مَوعِدِ
The Night of Decree has indeed recalled to me a gathering
with two women from Shiʿb, without an appointed meeting.
سَرىtraveled by night بِهِماwith them both شَوقٌlonging إِلَيَّtoward me فَجاءَتاso they both came
سَرى بِهِما شَوقٌ إِلَيَّ فَجاءَتا
عَلىin وَجَلٍfear مِنof أَقرَبينَclose kin وَحُسَّدِand enviers
عَلى وَجَلٍ مِن أَقرَبينَ وَحُسَّدِ
Longing for me carried them through the night, and they came
in fear of close kin and the envious.
وَكاتَمَتاand they both concealed from أُخرىanother woman هَوايَmy love وَغَرَّتاand they both deceived
وَكاتَمَتا أُخرى هَوايَ وَغَرَّتا
أَميرَهُماtheir master مِنّيabout me بِنُسكٍwith devotion وَمَسجِدِand a mosque
أَميرَهُما مِنّي بِنُسكٍ وَمَسجِدِ
They hid my love from another woman, and deceived
their master about me, with devotion and a mosque as their pretext.
كَعابٌa budding maiden وَأُخرىand another كَالكَعابِlike a budding maiden خَريدَةٌa shy virgin
كَعابٌ وَأُخرى كَالكَعابِ خَريدَةٌ
ثَقالٌstately وَلَمand did not تَستَشعِراthey both experience عَيشَa life of جُحَّدِwant
ثَقالٌ وَلَم تَستَشعِرا عَيشَ جُحَّدِ
One a budding maiden, the other, like her, a shy virgin,
stately, neither having known a life of want.
فَنَبَّهَنيthen he roused me زَيدٌZayd فَقُمتُso I rose إِلَيهِماtoward them both
فَنَبَّهَني زَيدٌ فَقُمتُ إِلَيهِما
أَجُرُّI drag أَسابِيَّtrailing strands of الكَرىslumber غَيرَnot مُرقَدِasleep
أَجُرُّ أَسابِيَّ الكَرى غَيرَ مُرقَدِ
Then Zayd roused me, and I rose to meet them,
dragging sleep's trailing strands, no longer asleep.
فَلَمّاthen when اِلتَقَيناwe met بِالحَديثِin conversation تَبَسَّمَتshe smiled
فَلَمّا اِلتَقَينا بِالحَديثِ تَبَسَّمَت
إِلَيَّat me وَقالَتand she said بَيتُa house of أَمنٍsafety فَأَنشِدِso recite poetry
إِلَيَّ وَقالَت بَيتُ أَمنٍ فَأَنشِدِ
When we met in conversation, she smiled
at me and said, 'This house is safe—recite!'
فَعَلَّلتُهاso I entertained her حَتّىuntil تَسَحَّرَate a predawn meal طائِرٌa bird
فَعَلَّلتُها حَتّى تَسَحَّرَ طائِرٌ
وَكادَتand nearly تَقَضّىcame to an end سَورَةُthe fervor of المُتَهَجِّدِthe night-worshipper
وَكادَت تَقَضّى سَورَةُ المُتَهَجِّدِ
I entertained her until a bird took its predawn meal,
and the night-worshipper's fervor was nearly spent.
تَقولُshe says ليto me الصُغرىthe younger woman الصَلاةَprayer! وَقَدand already دَنَتhad drawn near
تَقولُ لي الصُغرى الصَلاةَ وَقَد دَنَت
شَواكِلُsigns of تَوديعِthe farewell of الإِمامِthe imam المُؤَيَّدِthe supported
شَواكِلُ تَوديعِ الإِمامِ المُؤَيَّدِ
The younger said to me, 'Prayer!'—already near
were the signs of the favored imam's leave-taking.
وَإِنand if مَرَّpassed مُجتازٌa passerby عَلَيناby us تَقَنَّعَتshe veiled herself
وَإِن مَرَّ مُجتازٌ عَلَينا تَقَنَّعَت
مَخافَةَfor fear of قَولِthe talk of الفاحِشِthe foul-tongued man المُتَزَيِّدِthe exaggerator
مَخافَةَ قَولِ الفاحِشِ المُتَزَيِّدِ
Whenever a passerby went past us, she veiled herself,
for fear of a foul-tongued exaggerator's talk.
فَقُلتُso I said لَهاto her أُلقيI cast aside الصَلاةَprayer وَأَنثَنيand turn back
فَقُلتُ لَها أُلقي الصَلاةَ وَأَنثَني
شَفاعَةَthe intercession of مَنone who يَأويfeels pity لِحَرّانَfor a love-scorched man مُقصَدِmortally stricken
شَفاعَةَ مَن يَأوي لِحَرّانَ مُقصَدِ
I told her, 'I shall put prayer aside and turn back,'
pleading as one who pities a love-scorched, mortally stricken man.
تَبَدَّلَtook the place مِنof حُبِّlove of الصَلاةِprayer حَديثُناour conversation
تَبَدَّلَ مِن حُبِّ الصَلاةِ حَديثُنا
وَكُنتُand I had أَراهُconsidered it غايَةَthe utmost aim of المُتَعَبِّدِthe devout worshipper
وَكُنتُ أَراهُ غايَةَ المُتَعَبِّدِ
Our conversation supplanted love of prayer,
which I had thought the worshipper's highest aim.
فَياso O مَجلِساًgathering لَمdid not نَقضِwe fulfill فيهِin it لُبانَةًa desire
فَيا مَجلِساً لَم نَقضِ فيهِ لُبانَةً
وَياand O لَيلَةًnight قَدindeed كُنتُI had been عَنهاapart from it بِمَقعَدِable to sit apart
وَيا لَيلَةً قَد كُنتُ عَنها بِمَقعَدِ
Ah, that gathering, where we fulfilled no desire,
and that night, which I could have sat out!
إِذاwhen العاتِقُthe marriageable maiden العَسراءُthe reluctant one عَتَّقَتِleft to age الهَوىlove
إِذا العاتِقُ العَسراءُ عَتَّقَتِ الهَوى
تَيَسَّرَcame easily مِنfrom أُخرىanother woman لَناto us غَيرَnot مُنكَدِtroubled
تَيَسَّرَ مِن أُخرى لَنا غَيرَ مُنكَدِ
When the reluctant maiden left love to age,
it came easily to us from another, untroubled.
لَعَمرُكَby your life ماnot تَركُforsaking الصَلاةِprayer بِمُنكَرٍreprehensible
لَعَمرُكَ ما تَركُ الصَلاةِ بِمُنكَرٍ
وَلاnor الصَومِfasting إِنif زارَتكَshe visits you أُمُّmother of مُحَمَّدِMuhammad
وَلا الصَومِ إِن زارَتكَ أُمُّ مُحَمَّدِ
By your life, forsaking prayer is no offense,
nor forsaking the fast, if Umm Muhammad visits you.
فَتاةٌa maiden لَهاfor her عِنديwith me دَخيلُdeep-seated كَرامَةٍesteem
فَتاةٌ لَها عِندي دَخيلُ كَرامَةٍ
وَساعِفُand willing حُبٍّlove مِنof طَريفٍnewly acquired وَمُتلَدِand long-held
وَساعِفُ حُبٍّ مِن طَريفٍ وَمُتلَدِ
A maiden for whom I hold deep esteem,
and willing love, both newly won and long-held.
أَهيمُI am lovesick بِكُمfor you ياO حَمدَHamd إِنif كُنتُI am خالِياًalone
أَهيمُ بِكُم يا حَمدَ إِن كُنتُ خالِياً
وَأَنتِand you حَديثُthe conversation of النَفسِthe soul فيin كُلِّevery مَشهَدِgathering
وَأَنتِ حَديثُ النَفسِ في كُلِّ مَشهَدِ
I am lovesick for you, Hamd, when I am alone,
and you are my soul's conversation in every gathering.
وَماand not كُنتُI was أَخشىfearing أَنthat تَكونَwould be مَنِيَّتيmy death
وَما كُنتُ أَخشى أَن تَكونَ مَنِيَّتي
مَوَدَّتُكُمlove for you يَوماًone day وَكُنتُwhile I was بِمَرصَدِon guard
مَوَدَّتُكُم يَوماً وَكُنتُ بِمَرصَدِ
I never feared that my death might be
my love for you one day, though I was on guard.
وَلِلقَلبِand the heart has وَسواسٌobsessive whispering مِنَfrom الحُبِّlove يَغتَديcoming at dawn
وَلِلقَلبِ وَسواسٌ مِنَ الحُبِّ يَغتَدي
وَرائِحُand an evening return of رَوعاتِterrors of الهَوىpassion المُتَرَدِّدِever-returning
وَرائِحُ رَوعاتِ الهَوى المُتَرَدِّدِ
The heart has love's whisperings that come at dawn,
and, at evening, the terrors of ever-returning passion.
وَكُلُّand every خَليلٍfriend بَعدَafter عَينِكِyour eye عَينُهُhis eye
وَكُلُّ خَليلٍ بَعدَ عَينِكِ عَينُهُ
سَتُنكِرُنيwill fail to recognize me إِلّاsave for بَقاياremnants of التَجَلُّدِcomposure
سَتُنكِرُني إِلّا بَقايا التَجَلُّدِ
In your absence, every friend's eye
will fail to recognize me, save for remnants of my composure.
تَضَمَّخُshe anoints herself بِالجاديwith saffron إِذاwhen ماever تَرَوَّحَتshe goes out at evening
تَضَمَّخُ بِالجادي إِذا ما تَرَوَّحَت
وَتَدوىand she languishes إِذاwhen قالَتshe rests at noon إِلىto كِنِّthe shelter of مَسجِدِa mosque
وَتَدوى إِذا قالَت إِلى كِنِّ مَسجِدِ
She anoints herself with saffron when she goes out at evening,
and languishes when she rests at noon in a mosque's shelter.
إِذاwhen قُلتُI say أَوفيfulfill العَهدَthe pledge قالَتshe says وَأَعرَضَتand she turns away
إِذا قُلتُ أَوفي العَهدَ قالَت وَأَعرَضَت
سَتُدرِكُyou will obtain ماwhat قَدalready فاتَكَyou missed اليَومَtoday فيon غَدِthe morrow
سَتُدرِكُ ما قَد فاتَكَ اليَومَ في غَدِ
When I say, 'Keep your promise,' she turns away and says,
'You will gain tomorrow what you have missed today.'
فَلَمand did not تَرَsee عَينيmy eye مِثلَهاher like يَومَon the day عُطِّلَتshe was unadorned
فَلَم تَرَ عَيني مِثلَها يَومَ عُطِّلَت
سِوىexcept حَليthe jewelry of خَلخالٍan anklet وَقُرطٍand an earring وَمِعضَدِand an armlet
سِوى حَلي خَلخالٍ وَقُرطٍ وَمِعضَدِ
Never had my eye seen her equal, that day she was unadorned,
save for an anklet, an earring, and an armlet.
أَسيلَةُsmooth مَجرىthe path of الدَمعِtears مَهضومَةُslender الحَشاthe waist
أَسيلَةُ مَجرى الدَمعِ مَهضومَةُ الحَشا
كَشَمسِlike the sun of الضُحىforenoon حَلَّتsettled بِبُرجٍin a zodiacal sign وَأَسعَدِand most auspicious
كَشَمسِ الضُحى حَلَّت بِبُرجٍ وَأَسعَدِ
Smooth along the path of tears, slender of waist,
like the morning sun, lodged in a most auspicious zodiacal sign.
تَكادُshe almost إِذاwhen قامَتshe rises لِشَيءٍfor something تُريدُهُshe wants
تَكادُ إِذا قامَت لِشَيءٍ تُريدُهُ
تَميلُtip over بِهاher الأَردافُthe hips ماas long as لَمnot تَشَدَّدِshe braces herself
تَميلُ بِها الأَردافُ ما لَم تَشَدَّدِ
When she rises for something she wants, she is almost
toppled by her hips, unless she braces herself.
وَقَدand already نَسِيَتshe has forgotten عَهدَthe pledge of الصَفاءِpure affection وَلَمand never أَزَلhave I ceased
وَقَد نَسِيَت عَهدَ الصَفاءِ وَلَم أَزَل
عَلىin ذُكَرٍremembrance مِنهاof her أَروحُI go at evening وَأَغتَديand go at dawn
عَلى ذُكَرٍ مِنها أَروحُ وَأَغتَدي
She has forgotten our pledge of pure affection, yet I still
go out at evening and at dawn with her in mind.
يُمَوِّتُنيkills me شَوقيmy longing وَتُحيينِيَand revives me المُنىhopes
يُمَوِّتُني شَوقي وَتُحيينِيَ المُنى
فَلَستُso I am not بِحَيٍّalive فيin الحَياةِlife وَلاnor الرَديdeath
فَلَستُ بِحَيٍّ في الحَياةِ وَلا الرَدي
My longing kills me, and hopes revive me,
so I am neither among the living nor the dead.
وَماand not كانَwas ماwhat لاقَيتُI encountered مِنof وَصلِunion with غادَةٍa graceful woman
وَما كانَ ما لاقَيتُ مِن وَصلِ غادَةٍ
وَهِجرانِهاand her desertion إِلّاexcept بِماbecause of what قَدَّمَتhad sent ahead يَديmy hand
وَهِجرانِها إِلّا بِما قَدَّمَت يَدي
Whatever I found in a graceful woman's love
and her desertion came only from what my own hand had done.
فَلَمّاthen when رَأَيتُI saw الحُبَّlove لَيسَwas not بِعاطِفٍable to sway
فَلَمّا رَأَيتُ الحُبَّ لَيسَ بِعاطِفٍ
هَواهاher affection وَلاnor دانٍdrawing near لَهاto her بِتَوَدُّدِthrough loving devotion
هَواها وَلا دانٍ لَها بِتَوَدُّدِ
When I saw that love would not sway
her affection, nor draw near her through tender devotion,
أَخَذتُI took بَكَفَّيَّwith both my hands النَدامَةَregret راجِعاًturning back
أَخَذتُ بَكَفَّيَّ النَدامَةَ راجِعاً
وَأَيقَنتُand I knew for certain أَنّيthat I عِندَهاwith her غَيرُnot مُوَطَدِfirmly established
وَأَيقَنتُ أَنّي عِندَها غَيرُ مُوَطَدِ
I grasped regret with both hands as I turned back,
and knew I held no firm place with her.
عَشِيَّةَon the evening when زادَتنيincreased in me الزَيارَةُthe visit فِتنَةًinfatuation
عَشِيَّةَ زادَتني الزَيارَةُ فِتنَةً
فَأَقبَلتُso I returned مَحروماًdeprived بِهاof her لَمnot أُزَوَّدِI was provisioned
فَأَقبَلتُ مَحروماً بِها لَم أُزَوَّدِ
That evening, the visit deepened my infatuation,
and I returned denied her, with nothing to sustain me.
وَقَدand already عَلِمَتshe knew حَمّادَةُHammada النَفسِof the soul أَنَّنيthat I
وَقَد عَلِمَت حَمّادَةُ النَفسِ أَنَّني
إِلىfor نائِلٍa favor لَوif only نِلتُI might obtain مِنfrom وِردِهاher waters صَدِthirsty
إِلى نائِلٍ لَو نِلتُ مِن وِردِها صَدِ
Hammada, dear to my soul, knows that I
thirst for a favor—if only I could draw from her waters—
وَأَنَّand that الهَوىpassion إِنif لَمnot تَرُحshe comes at evening ليto me بِزَفرَةٍwith a sigh
وَأَنَّ الهَوى إِن لَم تَرُح لي بِزَفرَةٍ
يَكونَwill become جَوىًan inward burning بَينَbetween الجَوانِحِthe ribs مُغتَدِcoming at dawn
يَكونَ جَوىً بَينَ الجَوانِحِ مُغتَدِ
and that love, unless she comes to me at evening with a sigh,
will be a burning grief between my ribs, returning at dawn.
Sol 6.1