وَحَياةِby the life of حُبِّكَlove for you ماnot نَسيتُI have forgotten
وَحَياةِ حُبِّكَ ما نَسيتُ
عَهداًa pledge لِحُبِّكَto love you ماas long as حَييتُI have lived
عَهداً لِحُبِّكَ ما حَييتُ
By the life of my love for you, I have never forgotten
And I have not forgotten the life of your love
A pledge to love you, for as long as I have lived.
I made a vow to your love as long as I live
وَإِذاand if رَضيتَyou are pleased بِماwith what لَقَيendured (continued)
وَإِذا رَضيتَ بِما لَقَي
تُI (verb ending) فَقَدthen indeed نَعِمتَyou found bliss بِماin what شَقيتُI was wretched
تُ فَقَد نَعِمتَ بِما شَقيتُ
And if you are pleased with what I have endured,
And if you were pleased with what I faced
Then you have found bliss in what made me wretched.
You were blessed with what I endured
وَلَقَدand indeed وَجَدتُI found عَلىupon الحَشاthe heart
وَلَقَد وَجَدتُ عَلى الحَشا
بَرداًcoolness لِنارِكَfor your fire إِذwhen صَليتُI burned
بَرداً لِنارِكَ إِذ صَليتُ
And indeed, upon my heart I found
And indeed I found, counting on you
Coolness for your fire when I burned in it.
A cure for your fire when I prayed
وَلَقَدand indeed تَطَفَّلَintruded uninvited بيwith me الشَقاmisery (continued)
وَلَقَد تَطَفَّلَ بي الشَقا
ءُcompletes 'misery' عَلىupon هَواكَlove for you وَماand not دُعيتُI was invited
ءُ عَلى هَواكَ وَما دُعيتُ
And misery has indeed intruded with me
And hardship imposed itself on me
Upon your love, though I was not invited.
For your love, though I was not called
لاdo not تَسأَلَنask (emphatic) عَنabout لَيلَتيmy night
لا تَسأَلَن عَن لَيلَتي
باتَتmay they spend the night عِداكَyour enemies كَماas أَبيتُI spend the night
باتَت عِداكَ كَما أَبيتُ
Do not ask about my night;
Do not ask about my night
May your enemies pass the night as I do.
It stayed awake longing for you as I wished
وَإِذاand when تَكَلَّمَspeaks عاذِليmy reproacher
وَإِذا تَكَلَّمَ عاذِلي
فَجَوابُهُso the answer to him عِنديwith me السُكوتُsilence
فَجَوابُهُ عِندي السُكوتُ
And when my reproacher speaks,
And if a critic speaks to me
Then my answer to him is silence.
My only response is silence
صَيَّرتُI made حُبَّكَlove for you شافِعيmy intercessor
صَيَّرتُ حُبَّكَ شافِعي
وَمِنَand through الشَفيعِthe intercessor تُرىI wonder أُتيتُI was undone
وَمِنَ الشَفيعِ تُرى أُتيتُ
I made my love for you my intercessor;
I made your love my intercessor
And was it through that intercessor, I wonder, that I was undone?
And you see what I came with from the intercessor
غُضّيlower جُفونَكِyour eyelids ياO سِهاSiham ('arrows'; continued)
غُضّي جُفونَكِ يا سِها
مُcompletes 'Siham' فَقَدfor indeed رُميتُI was struck بِماby what رُميتُI was struck
مُ فَقَد رُميتُ بِما رُميتُ
Lower your eyelids, O Siham,
Lower your eyelids, O doe
For I have been struck by what has struck me.
For I was hit with what I was hit with
إِنّيindeed I لَأَعرِفُI surely know بِالصَواof what is right (continued)
إِنّي لَأَعرِفُ بِالصَوا
بِcompletes 'what is right' وَطُرقِهِand its paths لَكِنbut بُليتُI was afflicted
بِ وَطُرقِهِ لَكِن بُليتُ
I surely know what is right
Indeed, I know flirtation
And its paths, but I have been afflicted.
And its ways, but I was tested
أَناI مَنone whom يُقَدِّمُهُbrings him forward الهَوىlove
أَنا مَن يُقَدِّمُهُ الهَوى
لَكِنbut تُؤَخِّرُهُhold him back البُخوتُfortunes
لَكِن تُؤَخِّرُهُ البُخوتُ
I am one whom love brings forward,
I am one whom passion drives forward
But whom fortunes hold back.
But pride holds back
لَوif كانَwere قَلبيmy heart فيin يَديmy hand
لَو كانَ قَلبي في يَدي
لَجَفاwould shun الحَبيبَthe beloved كَماas جُفيتُI was shunned
لَجَفا الحَبيبَ كَما جُفيتُ
If my heart were in my hand,
If my heart were in my hand
It would shun the beloved, as I have been shunned.
It would abandon the beloved as I was abandoned
أَناI فيin العَذابِtorment فَلاso not أَعيI live (continued)
أَنا في العَذابِ فَلا أَعي
شُcompletes 'I live' كَماas أُريدُI wish وَلاand not أَموتُI die
شُ كَما أُريدُ وَلا أَموتُ
I am in torment, so I do not live
I am in torment, so I cannot live
As I wish, nor do I die.
As I wish, nor can I die
وَنَعَمand yes رَضيتُI am content بِماwith what فَعَلdid (continued)
وَنَعَم رَضيتُ بِما فَعَل
تَyou (verb ending) عَلىdespite تَعَسُّفِهِits harshness رَضيتُI am content
تَ عَلى تَعَسُّفِهِ رَضيتُ
And yes, I am content with what you have done;
And yes, I was pleased with what
Despite its harshness, I am content.
You did in your tyranny, I was pleased
وَإِذاand when تَلاقَتgathers رُفقَةٌa company of companions
وَإِذا تَلاقَت رُفقَةٌ
فَحَديثُهاso its talk ماwhat قَدalready لَقيتُI endured
فَحَديثُها ما قَد لَقيتُ
And when a company of companions gathers,
And if a group of friends meets
Their talk is of what I have endured.
Their talk is what I have faced
مَولايَmy lord قَدindeed نِلتَyou attained المُنىwishes
مَولايَ قَد نِلتَ المُنى
فَاِسلَمso be well فَإِنّيfor indeed I قَدalready فَنَيتُI have perished
فَاِسلَم فَإِنّي قَد فَنَيتُ
My lord, you have attained your wishes;
My Master, you have attained your wishes
So be well, for I have perished.
So submit, for I am annihilated
أَأَخافُam I to fear? أَنthat تَبقىremain هُموsorrows (continued)
أَأَخافُ أَن تَبقى هُمو
ميmy (completes 'my sorrows') فيin هَواكَlove for you وَماand not بَقيتُI remained
مي في هَواكَ وَما بَقيتُ
Am I to fear that my sorrows will remain
Do I fear my worries for your love will remain
In my love for you, when I myself am gone?
As long as I live?
وَعَلىand in الحَقيقَةِtruth لَوif أَذِنpermitted (continued)
وَعَلى الحَقيقَةِ لَو أَذِن
تَyou (verb ending) بِأَنthat أَموتَI die إِذاًthen حَييتُI would live
تَ بِأَن أَموتَ إِذاً حَييتُ
And in truth, if you allowed
And in truth, if you allowed
Me to die, then I would live.
That I die, then I would live
Sol 6.1