ولمّاand when أنthat وفتshe fulfilled العهدthe pledge سلمىSalma
ولمّا أن وفت العهد سلمى
ورقّتand she softened بعدafter إفراطexcess التجنّيthe unjust reproach
ورقّت بعد إفراط التجنّي
And when Salma kept her pledge,
And when the tryst was kept by Salma
And grew tender after excessive unjust reproach,
And consent was given after insistence's excess
وزاراتand she visited (probable reading) فيin المحاقthe moon’s dark phase فضاءand shone منهاfrom her
وزارات في المحاق فضاء منها
شُعاعٌa ray نبّهalerted الرُّقباءthe watchers عنّيabout me
شُعاعٌ نبّه الرُّقباء عنّي
And she visited at the dark of the moon, and from her shone
There were glimpses in the full moon from which
A ray that alerted the watchers to me.
A ray awakened those set over me
أحاولُI seek دُونless than ماwhat أرُجوهُI hope for it منهاfrom her
أحاولُ دُون ما أرُجوهُ منها
وصرتُand I became منهاfrom her كالّظبيlike the gazelle والأغنّand the nasal-voiced one
وصرتُ منها كالّظبي والأغنّ
I seek less than what I hope for from her,
I seek, without attaining what I hope for from it
And with her I became like the gazelle and the nasal-voiced one.
And I have become from it like the young, inexperienced gazelle
فقلتُso I said وقدand already أيستُI despaired منof التّلاقيmeeting one another
فقلتُ وقد أيستُ من التّلاقي
وعُدتُand I returned للتّهلّفto lamenting والتّمّنيand wishing
وعُدتُ للتّهلّف والتّمّني
So I said, having despaired of meeting,
So I said, having despaired of meeting
And returned to lamenting and wishing:
And I returned to yearning and longing
ولستُand I am not براجعbringing back ماwhat فاتslipped away منّيfrom me
ولستُ براجع ما فات منّي
بلهفthrough regret ولاnor بليتthrough ‘would that’ ولاnor لوانّي‘if only I…’
بلهف ولا بليت ولا لوانّي
And I cannot bring back what has slipped away from me
And I will not go back to what has passed me by
Through regret, or ‘would that,’ or ‘if only I...’.
With ardent desire, nor misery, nor softness
Sol 6.1