أقمتI stayed بجنبلاin Janbula عشرينtwenty يوماdays
أقمت بجنبلا عشرين يوما
وكنتand I had been وردتهاI had reached it فوقabove اليفاعthe heights
وكنت وردتها فوق اليفاع
I stayed in Janbula for twenty days,
I stayed in Janbula for twenty days
and had arrived there high above the heights.
And I was like its roses above the meadows
فكادحتso I struggled against الزمانthe times أسىin sorrow وضرّاand distress
فكادحت الزمان أسى وضرّا
مضعwasted (reading uncertain) الحظّfortune ذاpossessing أدبlearning مضاعsquandered
مضع الحظّ ذا أدب مضاع
Then I struggled against the times in sorrow and distress,
I struggled against time in sorrow and harm
with wasted fortune [reading uncertain], possessed of squandered learning.
When luck declined, it lost its manners
أذودI restrain النفسthe soul عنfrom كرمnobility وجودand generosity
أذود النفس عن كرم وجود
وأخفضand I lower هامتيmy head بعدafter ارتفاعelevation
وأخفض هامتي بعد ارتفاع
I restrain my soul from nobility and generosity,
I protect myself from generosity
and lower my head after holding it high.
And lower my aspirations after rising high
أقاربI draw close to أهلهاits people وأزيلand I shift طبعيmy nature
أقارب أهلها وأزيل طبعي
إلىtoward لؤمbaseness المروءةhonorable conduct والطباعand dispositions
إلى لؤم المروءة والطباع
I draw close to its people and turn my nature
I endure her family members and change my nature
toward baseness in conduct and character.
To the villainy of chivalry and character
ولولاand were it not for لؤمهمtheir baseness لحفظتI would have preserved طبعيmy nature
ولولا لؤمهم لحفظت طبعي
ولكنbut لستI am not بالرجلthe man المطاعobeyed
ولكن لست بالرجل المطاع
And but for their baseness, I would have preserved my nature,
If not for their villainy, I'd have kept my nature
but I am not a man whose word is heeded.
But I'm not the man to be obeyed
بلوتI tested الناسpeople فيin شرقeast وغربand west
بلوت الناس في شرق وغرب
ورمتand I sought العيشa livelihood منfrom كلall البقاعthe regions
ورمت العيش من كل البقاع
I have tested people in east and west,
I tested people in east and west
and sought a livelihood from every land.
And cast life from all places
فلمso I did not أرsee فيin الزمانthe times أخسّbaser منهمthan them
فلم أر في الزمان أخسّ منهم
وأروغand more evasive فيin العيانdirect observation وفيand in السماعhearsay
وأروغ في العيان وفي السماع
Yet in all my days I have seen none baser than they,
I've never seen anyone worse than them
or more slippery, whether seen or heard of.
Scheming openly and in secret
هجرتI abandoned مكارمnoble qualities الأخلاقof character كرهاunwillingly
هجرت مكارم الأخلاق كرها
لهمbecause of them لماwhen أبواthey refused فيهاin them اتّباعيfollowing me
لهم لما أبوا فيها اتّباعي
I abandoned noble virtues against my will,
I reluctantly shunned noble morals
because of them, when they refused to follow me in them.
When they refused to follow me
كتمتُI concealed بليّتيmy affliction وكظمتand I suppressed غيظيmy anger
كتمتُ بليّتي وكظمت غيظي
وغيظand the anger of القلبthe heart منamong شرّthe worst المتاعpossessions
وغيظ القلب من شرّ المتاع
I concealed my affliction and stifled my anger,
I hid my torment and suppressed my anger
and the heart's anger is among the worst possessions.
And the anger of the heart from the evil of life
تركتI left لهمto them لذيذthe sweetness of العيشlife كرهاunwillingly
تركت لهم لذيذ العيش كرها
وقنعنيand made me content بقسمهمwith their allotment اقتناعيmy contentment
وقنعني بقسمهم اقتناعي
I reluctantly left life's sweetness to them,
I reluctantly left them the sweet life
and my contentment made me accept their allotment,
And contented myself with their allotted share
مخافةfor fear of خلطةmingling وقبيحand the foulness of ماهمwhat they
مخافة خلطة وقبيح ماهم
عليهare engaged in it منof الخيانةtreachery والخداعand deceit
عليه من الخيانة والخداع
for fear of mingling, and of the foul things they
Fearing discord and their vicious
are given to—treachery and deceit.
Betrayal and deception
وماand not حرّمتI forbade شربdrinking الراحwine زهداout of asceticism
وما حرّمت شرب الراح زهدا
ولكنbut خوفfear of وجاببةobligations (reading uncertain) الرضاعsuckling
ولكن خوف وجاببة الرضاع
Nor did I forswear drinking wine out of asceticism,
I didn't forbid drinking wine out of piety
but for fear of the obligations of suckling [reading uncertain].
But out of fear and abstinence from suckling
ضباعٌhyenas ملكواthey took possession of بلداa land مرياfertile
ضباعٌ ملكوا بلدا مريا
وهمand they فيin الشرّwickedness أمثالُare like السباعbeasts of prey
وهم في الشرّ أمثالُ السباع
Hyenas took possession of a fertile land,
Greedy hyenas ruled a barren land
and in wickedness they are like beasts of prey.
And in evil they are like beasts
سكنتI dwelt بأرضهمin their land وغذوتand I nourished نفسيmy soul
سكنت بأرضهم وغذوت نفسي
بآمالwith hopes مضيّعةwasted شعاعscattered
بآمال مضيّعة شعاع
I dwelt in their land and nourished my soul
I lived in their land and fed myself
with wasted, scattered hopes.
With shattered hopes and rays
رجوتI hoped for بهاthrough them الغنىwealth وهدمتand I ruined عمريmy life
رجوت بها الغنى وهدمت عمري
فكنتso I was كحالبlike someone milking تيساa he-goat لراعيfor a shepherd
فكنت كحالب تيسا لراعي
Through them I hoped for wealth, and ruined my life,
With them I hoped for riches and wasted my life
so I was like someone milking a he-goat for a shepherd.
I was like a shepherd milking a male goat
وكنتand I was كجائعlike a hungry man قدhad جاءhe came جهلاin ignorance
وكنت كجائع قد جاء جهلا
يرومhe seeks الشبعsatiety منfrom بيتthe house of الجياعthe hungry
يروم الشبع من بيت الجياع
And I was like a hungry man who had come in ignorance,
I was like a hungry man who foolishly
seeking his fill from the house of the hungry.
Seeks satiety in the home of the starving
Sol 6.1