أسخطتُI angered جدىmy grandfather الشاذليal-Shadhili
أسخطتُ جدى الشاذلي
إذwhen خنتI betrayed نعمةthe kindness of فندلىFandali
إذ خنت نعمة فندلى
I have angered my grandfather al-Shadhili
I angered my noble ancestor Al-Shadhili
by betraying Fandali's kindness.
When I betrayed the blessing, so I slipped
لماwhen عجلتI hurried أضعتهI lost it
لما عجلت أضعته
ياoh ليتنيif only I لمdid not أعجلhurry
يا ليتني لم أعجل
When I acted hastily, I lost it.
When I rushed, I lost him
Oh, if only I had not hurried!
Oh, how I wish I hadn't rushed
ماnothing غشنيdeceived me وأضلنيand led me astray
ما غشني وأضلني
إلاexcept نصائحthe advice of نجدليNajdali
إلا نصائح نجدلي
Nothing deceived me and led me astray
None tricked and misled me
but Najdali's advice.
Except the advice of negligent me
مبداىmy principle كانwas شرمsharm (nonsense syllable) برمbaram (nonsense syllable)
مبداى كان شرم برم
واليومand today صارbecame ترلليtarallali (madness)
واليوم صار ترللي
My principle was 'sharm baram'—nonsense,
My principle was honorable and dignified
and today it has become 'tarallali'—madness.
And today it became worthless
إنيindeed I اشتريتI bought مراقباa monitor
إني اشتريت مراقبا
لاnot أرتضيهI approve of him بفرغليby Farghali
لا أرتضيه بفرغلي
I have bought a monitor;
I bought spies
I do not approve of him—by Farghali!
I don't accept them even for free
يوماone day علىّagainst me وتارةand another time
يوما علىّ وتارة
إنif جدتI give generously بالدينارwith the dinar ليon my side
إن جدت بالدينار لي
One day against me, and at another time,
One day they are for me and another
if I am generous with a dinar, on my side.
If I pay them with dinars they are for me
قدalready كانhad طاهرTahir قالsaid ليto me
قد كان طاهر قال لي
لكننيbut I لمdid not أحفلpay heed
لكنني لم أحفل
Tahir had already told me,
My conscience told me
but I paid no heed.
But I did not care
Sol 6.1