لمنto whom أشكوI complain وقلبيand my heart اليوtoday (first part of اليوم)
لمن أشكو وقلبي اليو
مcompletes اليوم ('today') منamong أكبرgreatest أعدائيmy enemies
م من أكبر أعدائي
To whom can I complain, when today my heart
To whom can I complain, when my heart is
is among my greatest enemies?
My biggest enemy today?
لمنto whom أشكوI complain وعقليand my mind اليوtoday (first part of اليوم)
لمن أشكو وعقلي اليو
مcompletes اليوم ('today') معقولfettered بأهوائيby my passions
م معقول بأهوائي
To whom can I complain, when today my mind
To whom can I complain, when my mind is
is fettered by my passions?
Aligned with my passions?
وطرفيand my gaze مُبسلconsigning to ruin لبّيmy reason
وطرفي مُبسل لبّي
ولبيand my reason جالبbringing دائيmy malady
ولبي جالب دائي
My gaze consigns my reason to ruin,
My eyes are crying,
and my reason brings on my malady.
And my tears attract my sickness,
ولوّاميand my reproachers منthose who كانواwere
ولوّامي من كانوا
إذاwhen غبتI was absent أودّائيmy dear friends
إذا غبت أودّائي
My reproachers are those who were,
While my blamers were once
when I was absent, my dear friends.
My supporters when I was absent.
ولاand no وأيescape منfrom الألوneglect
ولا وأي من الألو
عنconcerning الألىthose منamong اللائيthose women
عن الألى من اللائي
Nor is there escape from neglect
None of the friends is a friend indeed
concerning those among the women.
Among the non-friends.
وقدand indeed أفسدspoiled آرابيmy desires
وقد أفسد آرابي
جميعاall بعضهاpart of them اللائيthe lagging one
جميعا بعضها اللائي
And my desires have been spoiled—
They have altogether corrupted my opinions,
all of them—by their lagging part.
Each one corrupting the other’s.
رأىit saw نارfire الهوىpassion تذكوblazes
رأى نار الهوى تذكو
لإحراقfor burning وإصلاءand scorching
لإحراق وإصلاء
It saw passion's fire blaze
They saw the fire of love kindling
to burn and scorch.
To burn and roast me.
فماso what باليmy concern بإصلائيwith my being scorched
فما بالي بإصلائي
تلظيهاits blazing وأسلائيand my consolation
تلظيها وأسلائي
Why should I care if I am scorched
So why would my roasting
by its blazing, when my solace
Inflame it, and roast me?
يقولsays الحتفdeath منfrom لمجa morsel
يقول الحتف من لمج
وكونيand my being ميتdead أحياءthe living
وكوني ميت أحياء
says, 'Death comes from a morsel'?
Death says I should die,
And being dead among the living
Yet I live.
أحبّdearer إليّto me منthan عيشيmy living
أحبّ إليّ من عيشي
يوماًone day عيشthe life of تيتاءa foolish woman
يوماً عيش تيتاء
is dearer to me than living
To me, living miserably
one day a foolish woman's life.
Is better than noble death.
حياةlife الصَرthe captive (uncertain reading) تكديرclouding
حياة الصَر تكدير
وصفوتهاand its clarity بأصفاءamid smooth stones
وصفوتها بأصفاء
A captive's life is clouded,
The life of humiliation is misery,
and its clarity is amid smooth stones.
While its essence is most pure.
وماand not ينجعtakes effect نصحcounsel فيهin him
وما ينجع نصح فيه
لوeven if كانit were بأتلاءwith guarantors (uncertain)
لو كان بأتلاء
No counsel takes effect in him,
Advice benefits naught
even were it backed by guarantors.
A wicked soul enslaved by passion.
فهلso is there منany حكَمarbiter ماwhat lies بينناbetween us
فهل من حكَم ما بيننا
يقرواinvestigates بإفتاءwith a ruling
يقروا بإفتاء
Is there an arbiter for what lies between us
Is there an arbiter between us
who will investigate and rule upon
Who can issue a decree?
عواديهhis assaults ودعواهand his claims
عواديه ودعواه
بإصباحيat my dawn وإمسائيand my nightfall
بإصباحي وإمسائي
his assaults and his claims
His habits and claims
at my dawn and my nightfall,
Are my mornings and evenings,
وثورتهand his fury ورثأتهand his appeasement
وثورته ورثأته
لأخزايto shame me وأختائيand abase me (uncertain)
لأخزاي وأختائي
his fury and his appeasement,
His revolt and his balderdash
intended to shame and abase me?
Are my misfortunes and missteps.
طغاran rampant خطبيmy calamity فماso not ليfor me اليوtoday (first part of اليوم)
طغا خطبي فما لي اليو
مcompletes اليوم ('today') منany آسhealer وأسوائيand my healers (uncertain)
م من آس وأسوائي
My trouble has run rampant; today I have
My talk has exceeded bounds, so today
no healer—and my healers—
I have no supporters or helpers.
فأسوائيfor my healers (uncertain) لاnot ينفكcease
فأسوائي لا ينفك
منfrom لهجpersistent talk بأسواءabout misfortunes
من لهج بأسواء
for my healers never cease
For my supporters can never
harping on misfortunes.
Stop the flood of misfortunes.
فلاso do not يشغلكمoccupy you هجويsatirizing me
فلا يشغلكم هجوي
وتقريظيand praising me وإطرائيand flattering me
وتقريظي وإطرائي
So do not busy yourselves with satirizing me,
So do not be distracted by my raving,
praising me, and flattering me.
praises and fake joy,
فراسيso my head اليومtoday إمرةa pliant follower
فراسي اليوم إمرة
لداعيat the call of نكسoverturning أهوائيmy passions
لداعي نكس أهوائي
My head today is a pliant follower
For today my insight is commanded
at the call of my overturned passions.
By the call of my wayward passions.
فلاso no مطمعhope فيof رشدright guidance
فلا مطمع في رشد
خليعa libertine رقّbondage أغوائيmy seducers
خليع رقّ أغوائي
There is no hope of right guidance
So I have no hope of sanity
for a libertine in bondage to my seducers.
From a debauched soul enslaved by passions.
إذاif وقصتis broken بهby it عنقيmy neck
إذا وقصت به عنقي
فلاthen do not تشكواcomplain لأذمائيof my mortal wounding
فلا تشكوا لأذمائي
If my neck is broken by it,
If it cuts off my neck with them,
do not complain of my mortal wounding.
Then do not complain to my enemies.
وأنand if شجتis gashed بهby it رأسيmy head
وأن شجت به رأسي
فلاthen do not تبكواweep لإدمائيover my bleeding
فلا تبكوا لإدمائي
And if my head is gashed by it,
If it splits my head with them,
do not weep over my bleeding.
Then do not weep for my blood.
وأنand if هثمتis shattered بهby it سنّيmy tooth
وأن هثمت به سنّي
فلاthen do not تعمواbe blind عنto المائيmy gestures (uncertain reading)
فلا تعموا عن المائي
And if my tooth is shattered by it,
If it breaks my teeth with them,
do not turn a blind eye to my gestures.
Then do not blind yourselves to my water.
وأنand if بُخفتis gouged out بهby it عينيmy eye
وأن بُخفت به عيني
فلاthen do not تكرواdoze لإعمائيover my being blinded
فلا تكروا لإعمائي
And if my eye is gouged out by it,
If it gouges out my eye with them,
do not doze over my blindness.
Then do not deny my blindness.
جرىran its course المقدورwhat was decreed منfrom قدمancient times
جرى المقدور من قدم
بتضليليin leading me astray وإشقائيand making me wretched
بتضليلي وإشقائي
From of old, fate has run its course
My fate was sealed from the start,
in leading me astray and making me wretched.
With my misguidance and misery.
فلوso had شاءit willed لأبقانيit would have preserved me
فلو شاء لأبقاني
معافيًunharmed أيutter (emphatic) إبقاءpreservation
معافيً أي إبقاء
Had it willed, it would have kept me
If He wished, He would have kept me
unharmed—kept utterly safe.
Safe and sound, by any preservation.
ولوand had شاءit willed لأعمانِit would have blinded me (continued)
ولو شاء لأعمانِ
يَcompletes '-me' in لأعماني عنfrom لقاءmeeting سوقاءa long-legged woman
يَ عن لقاء سوقاء
And had it willed, it would have blinded me
If He wished, He would have blinded
to the sight of a long-legged woman.
Me from seeing any market.
دعواleave ذاthis الوجدlonging يشقينيto torment me
دعوا ذا الوجد يشقيني
ويمنينيand beguile me with hopes بإشفاءof healing
ويمنيني بإشفاء
Leave this longing to torment me
Leave this loving one to torment me,
and beguile me with hopes of healing.
And heal me with recovery.
وهذاand this العشقpassion يضنينيwastes me away
وهذا العشق يضنيني
ولاand do not تعنواconcern yourselves بإشفائيwith curing me
ولا تعنوا بإشفائي
This passion wastes me away;
While this love makes me thinner,
do not concern yourselves with curing me.
And do not care about curing me.
فذاfor this عظميmy bone وذاand this جلديmy skin
فذا عظمي وذا جلدي
وذاand this شأنيmy affair وإنشائيand my creation
وذا شأني وإنشائي
For this is my bone, and this my skin,
For this is my bone, and my skin,
and this my affair and my own creation.
My affair and my creation.
فماso not يدخلintrudes ماthe space بينيbetween me
فما يدخل ما بيني
وبينand between هوىa passion بأحشائيwithin my entrails
وبين هوى بأحشائي
So none intrudes between me
Nothing comes between me
and the passion within my entrails
And the love in my core
سوىexcept فظّa coarse person فضوليmeddlesome
سوى فظّ فضولي
زنيمٍbaseborn شرthe worst مشاءa roving tale-bearer
زنيمٍ شر مشاء
except a coarse meddler,
Except the gross impulsiveness
a baseborn man, the worst of roving gossips.
Of an evil, vile fellow.
إذاif أسمعكمI make you hear عتْباًreproach
إذا أسمعكم عتْباً
فعدونيthen count me منamong الشاءthe sheep
فعدوني من الشاء
If I make you hear reproach,
When you blame me,
then count me among the sheep.
Consider me one of the sheep.
ولاand do not تبقواspare علىupon طوقيmy collar
ولا تبقوا على طوقي
وجلبابيand my cloak وأعضائيand my limbs
وجلبابي وأعضائي
Do not spare my collar,
And do not remain around my neck,
my cloak, or my limbs.
My robe, and my limbs.
فإنfor indeed الفدْمthe dullard مَنthe one who يسمعlistens
فإن الفدْم مَن يسمع
ذاa possessor of عذْلreproach بإغضاءwith forbearance
ذا عذْل بإغضاء
For the dullard is one who listens
For the noble person is one who hears
to a reproacher in silent forbearance;
Reproach with disregard.
وإنand indeed الحرthe free man منthe one who يُسمعmakes others hear
وإن الحر من يُسمع
عَتْباًreproach تِلوafter إرضاءappeasement
عَتْباً تِلو إرضاء
while the free man is one who voices
While the free person is one who hears
reproach after appeasement.
Blame followed by apology.
Sol 6.1