أقولI say وفيand in فواديmy heart النارthe fire تذكوblazes
أقول وفي فوادي النار تذكو
ودمعيand my tears ساجمstreaming فوقover الترائبthe upper chest
ودمعي ساجم فوق الترائب
I say, while fire blazes in my heart,
I say while in my heart there is a burning fire,
And my tears stream over my breast.
And my tears flow over the graves.
إذاif كانis البليغthe eloquent man بغيرwithout حظgood fortune
إذا كان البليغ بغير حظ
بدتappeared حسناتهhis virtues الكبرىthe greatest معايبfaults
بدت حسناته الكبرى معايب
If an eloquent man is without good fortune,
If the eloquent one has no luck,
His greatest virtues appear as faults.
His great virtues appear as flaws.
يحاولhe strives for ماwhat يكونis النفعbenefit فيهin it
يحاول ما يكون النفع فيه
فتعذلهso they reproach him الأباعدstrangers والأقاربand relatives
فتعذله الأباعد والأقارب
He strives for what is of benefit,
He tries to bring about some benefit,
Then strangers and kin reproach him.
But distances and kin blame him.
فإنso if يظفرhe succeeds يقولواthey say عارضa chance occurrence منamong
فإن يظفر يقولوا عارض من
عوارضchance occurrences أوor جهامa rainless cloud غيرnot صائبshedding rain
عوارض أو جهام غير صائب
If he succeeds, they say, "A chance occurrence among
If he succeeds they say it was just,
Chance occurrences—or a rainless cloud that brings no rain."
A fleeting accident, not right.
وانand if يخفقhe fails يقولواthey say قدalready رأيناwe saw
وان يخفق يقولوا قد رأينا
لهfor him الاخفاقfailure فيat صدرthe beginning of العواقبthe outcomes
له الاخفاق في صدر العواقب
And if he fails, they say, "We had already seen
And if he fails they say we already,
His failure at the very outset of the outcome."
Saw his failure from the start.
وعنand on يمناهhis right side لاحappeared ذوone with شماتmalicious delight
وعن يمناه لاح ذو شمات
وعنand on يسراهhis left side ذوone with حسدenvy مراقبkeeping watch
وعن يسراه ذو حسد مراقب
And on his right appears one who gloats,
On his right is one gloating,
And on his left, a watchful envier.
On his left one enviously watching.
كذاsuch هيit عادةthe habit of الدنياthe world علىtoward منone who
كذا هي عادة الدنيا على من
بجانبbeside سعيهhis striving الجدgood fortune المجانبthat keeps aloof
بجانب سعيه الجد المجانب
Such is the world's way toward one
Such is the way of the world with one,
Beside whose striving stands fortune that keeps aloof.
Whose serious effort avoids vanity.
اقلتshe bore ذيthis الجوائبal-Jawaib قدرfor the duration of حملcarrying الجنينthe fetus
اقلت ذي الجوائب قدر حمل الجنين
واسقطتهاand she cast it down فيinto المتاربdusty places
واسقطتها في المتارب
She bore this al-Jawaib for the term of a pregnancy,
I carried the fetus its full term,
And cast it into the dust.
And gave birth to it in the cemeteries.
ومنand whoever يكhas قرنهhis adversary الافلاشbankruptcy دهراfor a lifetime
ومن يك قرنه الافلاش دهرا
فكيفthen how يطيعهobeys him عاصيthe stubborn among المطالبthe aims
فكيف يطيعه عاصي المطالب
And whoever has bankruptcy as his lifelong adversary—
And how can one whose life was,
How, then, can stubborn aims obey him?
Spent with the wicked obey requests?
لقدindeed تربتbecame destitute يديmy hand عنfrom نيلobtaining طرسa writing sheet
لقد تربت يدي عن نيل طرس
اخطI trace بهon it منsome of الخططthe designs الغرائبthe wondrous
اخط به من الخطط الغرائب
Indeed, my hand is too poor to obtain a sheet
My hand has been weaned from attaining,
On which I trace some wondrous designs.
Goals beyond the strange plans.
ولمand not يكwas ماwhat استفدتI gained بهاthrough it كفاءenough
ولم يك ما استفدت بها كفاء
لماfor what هوis فيon لياليthe nights of البردcold واجبrequired
لما هو في ليالي البرد واجب
And what I gained through it was not enough
And it has not gained enough,
For what is required on cold nights.
For the nights of cold and duty.
فعدتso I became محلاًbarren عماof what حلاليwas sweet to me
فعدت محلاً عما حلالي
وقلبيand my heart حولaround ذاكthat الوردwatering place لائبcircling thirstily
وقلبي حول ذاك الورد لائب
So I became barren, deprived of what delighted me,
So I turned away from what had concerned me,
And my heart circles thirstily around that watering place.
And my heart circles that rose bewildered.
وماand no ليfor me حيلةrecourse فيregarding حكمthe decree of ربيmy Lord
وما لي حيلة في حكم ربي
وقدand indeed سدتhave been barred علىagainst اربىmy desire المذاهبthe paths
وقد سدت على اربى المذاهب
And I have no recourse under my Lord's decree,
I have no stratagem against my Lord’s decree,
And indeed the paths to my desire have been barred.
When the paths have been blocked.
وماليand I have no منone who يسيغeases شجايmy choking grief يوماever
ومالي من يسيغ شجاي يوما
سوىexcept الصبرpatience الجميلgracious علىin the face of النوائبcalamities
سوى الصبر الجميل على النوائب
And I have no one who can ever ease my choking grief
And none can make my agony pleasant,
Except gracious patience in the face of calamities.
Except beautiful patience with tribulation.
بكيتI wept وليسbut not يجدينيbenefits me بكاءweeping
بكيت وليس يجديني بكاء
وارختand I recorded the date انقضىhas ended درسthe lesson of الجوائبal-Jawaib
وارخت انقضى درس الجوائب
I wept, but weeping does me no good,
I cried but crying does not avail me,
And I dated it: "The lesson of al-Jawaib has ended."
And I hoped but the lesson of hopes has passed.
Sol 6.1