جَحَدْتُI denied الهَوَىlove حَتَّىuntil تَبَدَّتْappeared شُهُودُهُits witnesses
جَحَدْتُ الهَوَى حَتَّى تَبَدَّتْ شُهُودُهُ
فَصَرَّحْتُso I declared openly بِالْكِتْمَانِof concealment والحَقُّand the truth أَبْلَجُradiantly clear
فَصَرَّحْتُ بِالْكِتْمَانِ والحَقُّ أَبْلَجُ
I denied love until its witnesses appeared.
I denied passion until its witnesses appeared,
So I openly avowed concealment, while the truth shone clear.
So I confessed to concealment while the truth is evident.
جُفُونِيَmy eyelids مِنْfrom ذَاكَthat الحِجَابِveil قَرِيْحَةٌsore
جُفُونِيَ مِنْ ذَاكَ الحِجَابِ قَرِيْحَةٌ
فَلاَso no دَمْعَtear إلاَّexcept وَهْوَwhile it بِالدَّمِّwith blood يَخْرُجُcomes forth
فَلاَ دَمْعَ إلاَّ وَهْوَ بِالدَّمِّ يَخْرُجُ
My eyelids are sore from that veil,
My eyelids are bleary from that veil,
So no tear comes forth without blood.
So no tears flow except mixed with blood.
جَعَلْتُI placed عَلىupon قَلْبِيmy heart يَدَيَّmy two hands تَأَلُّمَاin pain
جَعَلْتُ عَلى قَلْبِي يَدَيَّ تَأَلُّمَا
فَلَمْyet did not أَرَI see إِلاَّexcept جَمْرَةًan ember تَتَأَجَّجُblazes
فَلَمْ أَرَ إِلاَّ جَمْرَةً تَتَأَجَّجُ
I placed both my hands upon my heart in pain,
I placed my hands over my heart and it ached,
Yet I saw nothing but a blazing ember.
Yet I saw nothing but burning embers.
جُبِلْتُI was fashioned عَلىfor حُبِّlove لِمَنْfor the one أَنَاI عَبْدُهُhis servant
جُبِلْتُ عَلى حُبِّ لِمَنْ أَنَا عَبْدُهُ
فَلَحْظِيَso my gaze إِطْرَاقٌlowering the eyes وَلَفْظِيand my speech تَلَجْلُجُstammering
فَلَحْظِيَ إِطْرَاقٌ وَلَفْظِي تَلَجْلُجُ
I was fashioned to love the one whose servant I am,
I'm created to love the one whom I serve,
So my gaze is lowered, and my speech falters.
So my glance is downcast and my words stammer.
جَزَانيrepaid me هَوَاهُlove for him لَوْعَةًburning anguish وصَبَابَةًand yearning
جَزَاني هَوَاهُ لَوْعَةً وصَبَابَةً
وإِنِّيand indeed I إِلىof غَيْرِother than الجَزَائَيْنِthe two rewards أَحْوَجُmore in need
وإِنِّي إِلى غَيْرِ الجَزَائَيْنِ أَحْوَجُ
Love for him repaid me with anguish and yearning,
His love has afflicted me with agony and madness,
Yet I have greater need of something other than those two rewards.
Yet I need more than these two rewards.
جَمَعْتُI joined لَهُfor him الضِّدَّيْنَthe two opposites جَمْعَa joining ضَرُورَةٍnecessity
جَمَعْتُ لَهُ الضِّدَّيْنَ جَمْعَ ضَرُورَةٍ
فَجَفْنِيَso my eyelid مَمْطُورٌrain-soaked وَقَلْبِيَand my heart مُنْضَجُroasted
فَجَفْنِيَ مَمْطُورٌ وَقَلْبِيَ مُنْضَجُ
I joined the two opposites for him, compelled by necessity:
I combined the opposites out of necessity,
So my eyelid is rain-soaked, and my heart is roasted.
So my eyelids are rainy and my heart parched.
جَرَيْتُI raced مَعَwith الأَشْوَاقِlongings مِلءَthe full stretch of عِنَانِهَاtheir reins
جَرَيْتُ مَعَ الأَشْوَاقِ مِلءَ عِنَانِهَا
وَقُرْبُكَand your nearness مَطْلُوبٌsought وَحُبُّكَand love for you مُنْهِجُexhausting
وَقُرْبُكَ مَطْلُوبٌ وَحُبُّكَ مُنْهِجُ
I raced with longings at full rein,
I raced with yearnings at their full speed,
Your nearness is sought, and love for you leaves me breathless.
Your nearness is sought and your love paved.
جِنَانُgardens التَّجَلَّيrevelation لِلجَنَانِfor the heart مُعَدَّةٌprepared
جِنَانُ التَّجَلَّي لِلجَنَانِ مُعَدَّةٌ
وَلاَand no جَاهَrank أَرْقَىI rise فِيin رِضَاهُhis favor وأَعْرُجُand I ascend
وَلاَ جَاهَ أَرْقَى فِي رِضَاهُ وأَعْرُجُ
The gardens of revelation are prepared for the heart,
The gardens of unveiling are ready for the gardens,
And without rank, I rise and ascend in his favor.
And I have no loftier glory than His pleasure and ascent.
جَمِيعُall المُنَىwishes فيin لَمْحةٍa glance لَوْif جَنَيْتُهَاI reaped them
جَمِيعُ المُنَى في لَمْحةٍ لَوْ جَنَيْتُهَا
فَمَرْآكَthen the sight of you أَبْهَىlovelier فِيin العُقُولِminds وَأَبْهَجُand more delightful
فَمَرْآكَ أَبْهَى فِي العُقُولِ وَأَبْهَجُ
Were I to reap all wishes in a single glance,
All wishes in one glance, if I attained it,
The sight of you would be lovelier and more delightful to the mind.
Your image is most splendid in minds and most joyous.
جَمَالُكَyour beauty ليto me عَيْشٌlife وَصَدُّكَand your rejection ليto me رَدَىًdeath
جَمَالُكَ لي عَيْشٌ وَصَدُّكَ لي رَدَىً
فَأَنْتَfor you الَّذِيthe one who تُبْلِيyou afflict وَأَنْتَand you تُفَرِّجُyou bring relief
فَأَنْتَ الَّذِي تُبْلِي وَأَنْتَ تُفَرِّجُ
Your beauty is life to me, and your rejection is death to me.
Your beauty is life to me, your rejection is my loss,
For you are the one who afflicts, and you bring relief.
You are the one who tests me and you relieve.
Sol 6.1