وكُنْتُand I used to أَرىsee فيin النَّوْمِsleep هَجْرُكَyour estrangement ساعةfor an hour
وكُنْتُ أَرى في النَّوْمِ هَجْرُكَ ساعة
فَأَجْفوso I shun لَذيذَsweet النَّوْمِsleep حَوْلاًfor a year تَطَيُّراfor fear of an ill omen
فَأَجْفو لَذيذَ النَّوْمِ حَوْلاً تَطَيُّرا
I used to dream, for an hour, that you had forsaken me;
And I would see you forsake me for an hour in my dreams,
then, taking it for an evil omen, I would shun sweet sleep for a year.
Then shun sweet sleep for a year, fearing an ill omen.
وتَأْمُرُنيand you command me بِالصَّبْرِto be patient والقَلْبُand the heart كُلَّماwhenever
وتَأْمُرُني بِالصَّبْرِ والقَلْبُ كُلَّما
تَقاضَيْتُهُI demanded of it صَبْراًpatience تَقَاضَيْتُI pressed for payment مُعْسِراan insolvent debtor
تَقاضَيْتُهُ صَبْراً تَقَاضَيْتُ مُعْسِرا
You bid me be patient; yet whenever I ask my heart
And you bid me be patient; but as for my heart, whenever
to yield me patience, I am seeking payment from an insolvent debtor.
I demand patience of it, I am pressing an insolvent debtor.
فَلَمّاthen when رَأَيْتُI saw الغَدَّرَtreachery مِنْpart of شَأْنِكَyour nature اغْتَدىbecame
فَلَمّا رَأَيْتُ الغَدَّرَ مِنْ شَأْنِكَ اغْتَدى
غَديرَthe pool of التَّصافيmutual affection بَيْنَناbetween us مُتَكَدِّراturbid
غَديرَ التَّصافي بَيْنَنا مُتَكَدِّرا
But when I saw that treachery was in your nature, behold—
But when I saw that treachery was your way, there grew
the pool of affection between us had turned turbid.
Murk in the pool of mutual affection between us.
فَوَاللهِso, by God ماnot أَهْواكَI love you إِلاَّexcept تَكَلُّفاًwith forced effort
فَوَاللهِ ما أَهْواكَ إِلاَّ تَكَلُّفاً
ولاnor أَشْتَكيI complain of الهُجْرانَestrangement إِلاَّexcept تَخَمُّراin drunkenness
ولا أَشْتَكي الهُجْرانَ إِلاَّ تَخَمُّرا
By God, I love you now only by forcing myself,
So, by God, I love you only by forcing myself,
and lament your abandonment only in a drunken fit.
Nor do I complain of estrangement except in a drunken haze.
Sol 6.1