صَبابَةُardent longing نَفسٍof a soul لاnot تَرىfinds الهَجرَseparation حالِياًpleasing
صَبابَةُ نَفسٍ لا تَرى الهَجرَ حالِياً
وَصَبوَةُand the passion قَلبٍof a heart ماnot تَرىfinds الوَصلَunion شافِياhealing
وَصَبوَةُ قَلبٍ ما تَرى الوَصلَ شافِيا
A soul's yearning that finds no delight in separation,
The impatience of a soul that sees not separation as present,
and a heart's passion that finds no cure in union.
And the madness of a heart that sees not union as healing.
نَزَلتُI submitted عَلىto حُكمِthe rule الصَبابَةِof longing وَالهَوىand love
نَزَلتُ عَلى حُكمِ الصَبابَةِ وَالهَوى
فَصِرتُso I came to أَرىacknowledge لِلخَلِّfor the beloved ماwhat لاnot يَرىhe acknowledges لِياfor me
فَصِرتُ أَرى لِلخَلِّ ما لا يَرى لِيا
I submitted to the rule of longing and love,
I have fallen under the judgement of impatience and passion,
and came to accord my beloved what he does not accord me.
Thus I see for the separation what the separator sees not for me.
وَلَولاand were it not for الهَوىlove ماnot كُنتُI was آمَلُI hope in باخِلاًa miser
وَلَولا الهَوى ما كُنتُ آمَلُ باخِلاً
وَأَحَمُand [unclear verb] ظَلّاماًa cruel oppressor وَأَذكُرُand I remember ناسِياone who forgets
وَأَحَمُ ظَلّاماً وَأَذكُرُ ناسِيا
Were it not for love, I would not place my hopes in a miser,
And were it not for passion, I would not have hoped for a miser,
and [unclear verb] a cruel oppressor, and remember one who forgets me.
And carried darkness and remembered a forgetful one.
وَمِنand part of شَأنِهِhis way أَنّيthat I إِذاwhen ما(emphatic particle) حَضَرتُهُI come into his presence
وَمِن شَأنِهِ أَنّي إِذا ما حَضَرتُهُ
جَفانيhe shuns me وَسَمّانيand calls me إِذاwhen غِبتُI am absent جافِياaloof
جَفاني وَسَمّاني إِذا غِبتُ جافِيا
And it is his way that whenever I come into his presence,
It is in its nature that when I am in its presence,
he shuns me, yet calls me aloof when I am absent.
It is harsh to me and poisons me when I am absent, hostile.
عَلىdespite أَنَّنيthe fact that I أَنأىI go far away فَأَدنوthen I draw near تَذَكُّراًthrough remembrance
عَلى أَنَّني أَنأى فَأَدنو تَذَكُّراً
وَلَستُand I am not كَمَنlike one who يَدنوdraws near فَيَنأىthen withdraws تَناسِياfeigning forgetfulness
وَلَستُ كَمَن يَدنو فَيَنأى تَناسِيا
Yet, though I go far away, I draw near through remembrance,
Yet I keep my distance and draw near in remembrance,
and am not like one who draws near, then withdraws in feigned forgetfulness.
And am not like one who draws near then keeps his distance, forgetting.
وَيُعجِبُنيand it delights me حُبّيmy love لَهُfor him وَصَبابَتيand my yearning
وَيُعجِبُني حُبّي لَهُ وَصَبابَتي
إِلَيهِfor him وَإِمساكيand my preserving عَلَيهِfor him وِدادِياmy affection
إِلَيهِ وَإِمساكي عَلَيهِ وِدادِيا
And I delight in my love for him and my yearning
And I love my love for it and my impatience towards it,
for him, and in preserving my affection for him.
And my adherence to it and my affection it.
فَلَوfor if ظَنَّنيhe thought me أَسلوهُI cease to love him لَمnot يَكُhe would be هاجِراًforsaking
فَلَو ظَنَّني أَسلوهُ لَم يَكُ هاجِراً
وَلَوand if خالَنيhe imagined me أَنساهُI forget him لَمnot يَكُhe would be نائِياdistant
وَلَو خالَني أَنساهُ لَم يَكُ نائِيا
For if he thought I could cease to love him, he would not forsake me;
For if it thought I asked it to reconcile, it would not be one who abandons,
and if he imagined I could forget him, he would not stay away.
And if it saw me forget it, it would not be one who distances.
وَلَكِنَّand yet عِشقيmy passion فيin ضَمانٍthe guarantee of جُفونِهِhis eyelids
وَلَكِنَّ عِشقي في ضَمانٍ جُفونِهِ
فَيَأمَنُso he feels safe from سَلوانيmy ceasing to love وَيَرجوand hopes for غَرامِياmy ardent devotion
فَيَأمَنُ سَلواني وَيَرجو غَرامِيا
And yet my passion is guaranteed by his eyelids,
But my love is under the protection of its eyelids,
so he fears no waning of my love and counts on my devotion.
So it feels safe from my asking and hopes for my passion.
Sol 6.1