1. لِأَيِّكُمُ أَذكُرُ

    وَفي أَيِّكُم أَفكِرُ

    Which of you shall I remember?

    And which of you shall I think about?

  2. وَكَم لي عَلى بَلدَةٍ

    بُكاءٌ وَمُستَعبَرُ

    And over many a town I have

    weeping and cause for tears.

  3. فَفي حَلَبٍ عُدَّتي

    وَعِزِّيَ وَالمَفخَرُ

    For in Aleppo are my resources,

    and my glory and my pride.

  4. وَفي مَنبِجٍ مَن رِضا

    هُ أَنفَسُ ما أَذخَرُ

    And in Manbij is one whose approval

    is the most precious thing I treasure;

  5. وَمَن حُبُّهُ زُلفَةٌ

    بِها يُكرَمُ المَحشَرُ

    and one whose love brings nearness,

    through which the Resurrection gathering is honored.

  6. وَأَصبِيَةٌ كَالفِرا

    خِ أَكبَرُهُم أَصغَرُ

    And little children, like chicks—

    even their eldest is still little;

  7. وَقَومٌ أَلِفناهُمُ

    وَغُصنُ الصِبا أَخضَرُ

    and people we grew fond of

    while youth's branch was green.

  8. يُخَيَّلُ لي أَمرُهُم

    كَأَنَّهُمُ حُضَّرُ

    I picture how they are,

    as though they were present.

  9. فَحُزنِيَ لا يَنقَضي

    وَدَمعِيَ ما يَفتُرُ

    So my grief does not end,

    and my tears never slacken.

  10. وَما هَذِهِ أَدمُعي

    وَلا ذا الَّذي أُضمِرُ

    And these are not my tears,

    nor is this what I hold within;

  11. وَلَكِن أُداري الدُمو

    عَ وَأَستُرُ ما أَستُرُ

    but I restrain the tears,

    and conceal what I conceal,

  12. مَخافَةَ قَولِ الوُشا

    ةِ مِثلُكَ لا يَصبِرُ

    for fear the slanderers will say,

    'One like you cannot endure.'

  13. أَيا غَفلَتا كَيفَ لا

    أُرَجّي الَّذي أَحذَرُ

    O my heedlessness! How can I not

    hope in the One whom I fear?

  14. وَماذا القُنوطُ الَّذي

    أَراهُ فَأَستَشعِرُ

    And what is this despair that

    I see and take to heart?

  15. أَما مَن بَلاني بِهِ

    عَلى كَشفِهِ أَقدَرُ

    Is not the One who afflicted me with it

    better able to remove it?

  16. بَلى إِنَّ لي سَيِّداً

    مَواهِبُهُ أَكثَرُ

    Yes—truly, I have a Lord

    whose gifts are more abundant.

  17. وَإِنّي غَزيرُ الذُنوبِ

    وَإِحسانُهُ أَغزَرُ

    And truly I have sins in abundance,

    and His kindness is more abundant.

  18. بِذَنبِيَ أَورَدتَني

    وَمِن فَضلِكَ المَصدَرُ

    Because of my sin You led me in,

    and from Your grace comes the way out.