أقمتُI remained ببابكat your door فيin جفوةٍcold treatment
أقمتُ ببابك في جفوةٍ
يُلوِّنvaries ليfor me قولَهhis words الحاجبُthe doorkeeper
يُلوِّن لي قولَه الحاجبُ
I have remained at your door, met with coldness;
I stood at your door in aloofness
the doorkeeper keeps changing his words to me.
His words were colored by his frown
فيطمعنيso he makes me hope تارةًat times فيfor الوصولadmission
فيطمعني تارةً في الوصول
وربَّتَماand sometimes قالhe said ليto me راكبُout riding
وربَّتَما قال لي راكبُ
At times he gives me hope of admission,
At times he gave me hope of union
and sometimes he tells me, "He is out riding."
At others he told me move on
فاعلمso know عندwhen اختلافinconsistency الكلامthe words
فاعلم عند اختلاف الكلام
وتخليطهand their muddling أنَّهthat he كاذبُa liar
وتخليطه أنَّه كاذبُ
So know, when his words conflict
Know that when words contradict
and become muddled, that he is a liar.
And mingle, it is but a lie
وأعزمand I resolve عزماًa firm resolve فيأبىyet it refuses عليّto me
وأعزم عزماً فيأبى عليّ
امضاءَهcarrying it out رأييmy judgment الثاقبُpenetrating
امضاءَه رأيي الثاقبُ
I make a firm resolve, yet I am held back
I am determined, though he refuses
from carrying it out by my penetrating judgment.
To honor what my insight implies
وأنيand that I أراقبI watch حتىuntil يثوreturns (continued in بَ)
وأني أراقب حتى يثو
بَcompletion of يثوب: returns للحرِّto the freeborn man منfrom رأيهhis judgment ثائبُa returning thought
بَ للحرِّ من رأيه ثائبُ
And I watch and wait until there returns
I watch until confusion takes
to the freeborn man some of his own good sense.
Its toll on his fickle mind’s prize
فإنso if تعتذرْyou apologize تُلِفِنيyou will find me عاذراًready to excuse
فإن تعتذرْ تُلِفِني عاذراً
صَفوحاَforgiving وذاكand that هوit الواجبُwhat is required
صَفوحاَ وذاك هو الواجبُ
If you apologize, you will find me ready to excuse you,
If he makes amends, I’ll meet him gently
forgiving—and that is what duty requires.
That is what should suffice
وإلاand if not فإنيthen indeed I إذاwhen ماemphatic particle الحباthe ropes (continued in ل)
وإلا فإني إذا ما الحبا
لcompletion of الحبال: the ropes رَثَّتْbecame worn قُواهاtheir strands لهاof them قاضبُone who severs
ل رَثَّتْ قُواها لها قاضبُ
Otherwise, whenever the ropes
If not, when passions dissipate
grow worn in their strands, I cut them.
A firm rescinder will suffice
Sol 6.1