أقولI say أكادI am close to اليومtoday أنto أبلغreach المدىthe utmost limit
أقول أكاد اليوم أن أبلغ المدى
فيبعدthen it recedes عنيfrom me ماwhat أقولI say أكادI am close to
فيبعد عني ما أقول أكاد
I say, “Today I am close to reaching the utmost limit.”
I say today I almost reach the goal
Then what I say I am close to recedes from me.
Yet what I say slips far from my control
فماso no ليfor me جهادstriving غيرexcept أنيthat I مقصرfalling short
فما لي جهاد غير أني مقصر
وعجزيand my inability عنto طولthe duration of الجهادthe striving جهادstriving
وعجزي عن طول الجهاد جهاد
So I have no striving except that I fall short,
My only struggle is that I fall short
And my inability to sustain long striving is itself striving.
My weakness in this lifelong effort fought
وانand indeed رجائيmy hope عودةa return منكfrom you بالرضاwith favor
وان رجائي عودة منك بالرضا
وإلاand if not فحظيthen my lot فيin المعادthe final return بعادseparation
وإلا فحظي في المعاد بعاد
And indeed, my hope is that you return with favor,
And though I hope you will return pleased
And if not, my lot at the final return is separation.
If not, in the hereafter I'll be teased
Sol 6.1