أظنكI suspect you مماjudging by how قدalready مَطلتyou delayed مَثوبتيmy reward
أظنك مما قد مَطلت مَثوبتي
يسرُّكit pleases you لوif دارتْturned عليّagainst me الدوائرُcalamities
يسرُّك لو دارتْ عليّ الدوائرُ
I suspect, from how you have delayed my reward,
I think you are one who has long delayed my reward,
that you would be glad if calamities turned against me.
You would be pleased if fortunes turned against me,
إذاwhenever وردcame in المالُthe money الذيwhich كنتI was أرتجيhoping for
إذا ورد المالُ الذي كنت أرتجي
أُتيحتwere provided لهfor it تلقاءَtoward غيريothers, not me مصادرoutlets
أُتيحت له تلقاءَ غيري مصادر
Whenever the money I had hoped for comes in,
When the money I hoped for comes my way,
outlets toward others, not me, are provided for it.
It is made accessible to others instead of me,
وعُلِّلتُand I was put off منfrom وردٍan inflow سواهother than it بموعدٍwith a promise
وعُلِّلتُ من وردٍ سواه بموعدٍ
فليسso there is no لأمريfor my affair آخرَto the end of الدهرtime آخرend
فليس لأمري آخرَ الدهر آخر
And I am put off with a promise of another inflow,
And I am given excuses for money coming from another source, at another time,
so, to the end of time, my affair will have no end.
So my matter has no other end, ever,
تربّصُyou wait بيfor me عضواًa limb or portion منof المالthe wealth بائراًunsaleable
تربّصُ بي عضواً من المال بائراً
عليكon your hands وهلand is عضوa limb or portion منof المالthe wealth بائرunsaleable
عليك وهل عضو من المال بائر
You wait to give me some unsaleable cut of wealth
You wait for me to get some paltry money,
left on your hands—but is any cut of wealth unsaleable?
As if any money could be paltry from you!
تظلyou keep on إذاwhenever حبرتُI crafted فيكabout you قصيدةًa poem
تظل إذا حبرتُ فيك قصيدةً
منof المدحpraise فيهاin it المحكماتwell-wrought verses السوائرwidely circulating ones
من المدح فيها المحكمات السوائر
You keep on, whenever I craft a poem about you—
If I compose a poem praising you,
a poem of praise, with well-wrought verses that travel far—
With polished verses flowing,
تقدِّرُyou allot ليto me منfrom كلِّevery مالٍwealth تُفيدهُyou acquire it
تقدِّرُ لي من كلِّ مالٍ تُفيدهُ
جُزارتَهits offcuts, the butcher's share حتىso that كأنيَas though I جازرa butcher
جُزارتَه حتى كأنيَ جازر
allotting me, from all the wealth you acquire,
You allot me from any money you acquire,
its offcuts—the butcher's share—as though I were a butcher.
Its measly portions, as if I were a butcher,
لَشتانindeed, how far apart ماwhat بينيbetween me وبينكand between you تصطفيyou select
لَشتان ما بيني وبينك تصطفي
مديحيmy praise وحظيand my share منof لُهاكyour gifts الحقائرtrifles
مديحي وحظي من لُهاك الحقائر
How far apart you and I are! You select
There is a great difference between me and you,
my praise, while my share of your gifts is mere trifles.
In what of my praises and rewards you choose,
ولسْنand they are not لُهىًgifts لكنbut مُنىًhopes ومَواعدand promises
ولسْن لُهىً لكن مُنىً ومَواعد
تأخرنthey were delayed حتىuntil قيلit was said هنَّthey عَواقرbarren
تأخرن حتى قيل هنَّ عَواقر
And they are not gifts, but hopes and promises,
And not for amusement, but for trysts and meetings
so long delayed that people called them barren.
Delayed until it was said they were lost,
إذاif كانis إنجازَfulfillment of المواعيدthe promises كَرُّهاtheir repetition
إذا كان إنجازَ المواعيد كَرُّها
فأحسنthen better منهاthan them قبلbefore ذاكthat المعاذرexcuses
فأحسن منها قبل ذاك المعاذر
If fulfilling promises means repeating them,
If fulfilling promises is so burdensome,
then excuses offered beforehand are better than those promises.
Then excuses before that would be best,
Sol 6.1