ياO منone who يُشبrejuvenates الشيبَthe gray-haired عالجtreat سوايsomeone other than me
يا من يُشب الشيبَ عالج سواي
واللَهby God ماليI have no مطمعdesire فيfor صبايmy youth
واللَه مالي مطمع في صباي
O you who rejuvenate the gray-haired, treat someone other than me.
O one whose hair is turned white by treating youth,
By God, I have no desire for my youth.
By Allah, I have no hope in my youth,
أناI الذيthe one who لمdid not استرحrest ساعةًan hour
أنا الذي لم استرح ساعةً
قبلbefore مشيبيmy turning gray وتلاشيand the fading of قوايmy strength
قبل مشيبي وتلاشي قواي
I am the one who never rested even an hour
I am the one who never rested an hour
Before my hair turned gray and my strength faded.
Before my hair turned white and my strength faded,
تروعنيterrifies me ذكرthe mention of الصباyouth عندماwhenever
تروعني ذكر الصبا عندما
أذكرI recall ماwhat عانيتهُI endured it منfrom هوايmy passion
أذكر ما عانيتهُ من هواي
The mention of youth terrifies me whenever
The memory of youth startles me whenever
I recall what I endured from my passion.
I remember what I suffered from my passion,
تروعنيterrifies me ذكرىthe memory of الصباyouth إنهاindeed it is
تروعني ذكرى الصبا إنها
ذكرىthe memory of عذابيmy torment وتدجيand it darkens هدايmy guidance
ذكرى عذابي وتدجي هداي
The memory of youth terrifies me; it is
The memory of youth startles me, it is
The memory of my torment, and it darkens my guidance.
The memory of my torment and misguidance,
ماnot عشتI lived إلاexcept بعدafter موتthe death of المُنىhopes
ما عشت إلا بعد موت المُنى
وكنتand I was ميتاًdead وقتwhile عاشتlived منايmy hopes
وكنت ميتاً وقت عاشت مناي
I lived only after hopes had died,
I did not live except after the death of desire
And I was dead while my hopes lived.
And I was dead when my wishes were alive,
ماnot عشتI lived إلاexcept بعدafter أنthat أخمدتwere quenched
ما عشت إلا بعد أن أخمدت
نيرانthe fires of قلبيmy heart وتراختand slackened خطايmy steps
نيران قلبي وتراخت خطاي
I lived only after they had been quenched—
I did not live except after the fires
The fires of my heart—and my steps had slackened.
Of my heart cooled down and my sins slackened,
ماnot عشتI lived إلاexcept بعدafter أنthat أجفلتshe fled in fright
ما عشت إلا بعد أن أجفلت
عنfrom جانبيmy side ليلىLayla وعافتand she spurned حمايmy shelter
عن جانبي ليلى وعافت حماي
I lived only after she had fled in fright
I did not live except after Layla turned away
From my side—Layla—and spurned my shelter.
From me and abandoned my love,
ولىdeparted الصباyouth لاmay not عادنيreturn to me عهدهits time
ولى الصبا لا عادني عهده
فكلfor all أهواليmy terrors أراهاI see them ورايbehind me
فكل أهوالي أراها وراي
Youth has passed; may its time never return to me,
Youth does not know me anymore
For I see all my terrors behind me.
So all its horrors I see behind me,
انindeed ورائيbehind me منamong بلاياthe calamities of الهوىpassion
ان ورائي من بلايا الهوى
ماthat which لمdid not يمتdie فيهin it شهيدٌa martyr سوايother than me
ما لم يمت فيه شهيدٌ سواي
Indeed, behind me lie calamities of passion
Behind me are, of the agonies of passion,
In which no martyr but me has died.
What no martyr except me has died from,
لاdo not تغرنيbeguile me بالليلwith the night ليلthe night of الصباyouth
لا تغرني بالليل ليل الصبا
فإننيfor indeed I ضيعتI squandered فيهin it كرايmy sleep
فإنني ضيعت فيه كراي
Do not beguile me with the night—the night of youth—
Do not tempt me with the night of youth
For I squandered my sleep in it.
For I wasted in it my rationality,
قطعتهI traversed it اسريI travel by night إلىtoward حاجةa goal
قطعته اسري إلى حاجة
حتىuntil تجلىappeared الصبحdawn ينعىannouncing the death of سُرايmy night journey
حتى تجلى الصبح ينعى سُراي
I traversed it, traveling by night toward a goal,
I spent it pursuing a mirage
Until dawn appeared, announcing my night journey’s death.
Until dawn broke heralding the loss of my shelter,
حباحبٌa firefly افنيتI exhausted فيin أثرهits wake
حباحبٌ افنيت في أثره
قلبيmy heart وسالتand streamed خلفهbehind it مقلتايmy two eyes
قلبي وسالت خلفه مقلتاي
A firefly, in whose wake I exhausted
An illusion I wasted after
My heart, and both my eyes streamed behind it.
My heart and shed for it my tears,
لاnot نورهits light نورlight ولاnor نارهits fire
لا نوره نور ولا ناره
كظلlike the shadow of نارa fire شبهاit kindled it فيin حشايmy breast
كظل نار شبها في حشاي
Its light is no light, nor is its fire
Its light not light, its fire
Like the shadow of a fire it kindled in my breast.
Like the shadow of fire in my imagination,
رجعتI returned عنهaway from it بعدafter جهدthe toil of السرىnight travel
رجعت عنه بعد جهد السرى
ولمand did not أنلobtain شيئاًanything وهذيand these يدايmy two hands
ولم أنل شيئاً وهذي يداي
I turned back from it after the toil of night travel,
I turned away from it after the toil of journey
And gained nothing—and here are my hands.
And gained nothing, here are my hands,