نفسيmy soul الفِداءُthe ransom لمنfor the one whom أذُودُI ward off بِذكرِهِby remembering him
نفسي الفِداءُ لمن أذُودُ بِذكرِهِ
عَنّيfrom me عَوادِيonslaughts الهَمِّof worry والأشجانِand sorrows
عَنّي عَوادِي الهَمِّ والأشجانِ
My soul be ransom for him, by whose remembrance I ward off
May my soul be ransom for him through whose remembrance I ward off
from myself the assaults of care and sorrow.
From myself the onslaughts of worry and sorrows.
وإذَاand when فَررتُI fled منfrom الخُطوبِcalamities جَعلتُهI made him
وإذَا فَررتُ من الخُطوبِ جَعلتُه
فِئَتِيmy defending band فَيُفرِقُهاso it frightens them امتِنَاعُimpregnability مَكانِيof my position
فِئَتِي فَيُفرِقُها امتِنَاعُ مَكانِي
Whenever I flee calamities, I make him
And when I flee calamities, I make him
my protecting host; my position’s impregnability puts them to flight.
My defending band; my impregnable position frightens them away.
وكأَنّand as though مُعجزةَthe miracle المسيحِof Christ كِتابُهُhis letter
وكأَنّ مُعجزةَ المسيحِ كِتابُهُ
فإذاso when قَضَيْتُI died منfrom الأسىgrief أحْيَانيit revived me
فإذا قَضَيْتُ من الأسى أحْيَاني
His book seems the very miracle of Christ:
And his letter is like the miracle of Christ:
whenever I perish from grief, it brings me back to life.
Whenever I die of grief, it brings me back to life.
وإنَّand indeed امرَأًa man أضحَىhas become بإرْبِلَin Erbil دَارُهُhis home
وإنَّ امرَأً أضحَى بإرْبِلَ دَارُهُ
وفيand in شيزَرٍShayzar أحبابُهhis loved ones وشجُونُهُand his sorrows
وفي شيزَرٍ أحبابُه وشجُونُهُ
Indeed, a man whose home has come to be in Erbil
And indeed a man whose home is now in Erbil,
while his loved ones and his heart’s attachments are in Shayzar
While his loved ones and sorrows are in Shayzar,
لَغيرُsurely not مَلُومٍblameworthy فيfor الحنينِlonging إليهمُfor them
لَغيرُ مَلُومٍ في الحنينِ إليهمُ
ومَعذُورَةٌand excused أنthat تسْتَهِلَّthey stream with tears جُفُونُهُhis eyelids
ومَعذُورَةٌ أن تسْتَهِلَّ جُفُونُهُ
can hardly be blamed for yearning for them;
Is surely blameless for longing for them,
his eyelids are excused if they stream with tears.
And his eyelids are excused for streaming with tears.