طَمِعتُI hoped بِأَمرٍfor something لَيسَis not ليfor me فيهِin it مَطمَعُa hope of attainment
طَمِعتُ بِأَمرٍ لَيسَ لي فيهِ مَطمَعُ
فَأَخلَفَنيso it disappointed me فَالعَينُand so the eye مِنfrom ذاكَthat تَدمَعُsheds tears
فَأَخلَفَني فَالعَينُ مِن ذاكَ تَدمَعُ
I hoped for something I had no hope of attaining.
I hoped for something not meant for me,
So it disappointed me, and my eye weeps because of that.
So it failed me and since then my eyes weep.
وَباعَدَنيand kept away from me مَنthe one who لاnot أُحِبُّI love بِعادَهُher absence
وَباعَدَني مَن لا أُحِبُّ بِعادَهُ
فَنَفسيso my soul عَلَيهِover her كُلَّevery حينٍmoment تَقَطَّعُis torn apart
فَنَفسي عَلَيهِ كُلَّ حينٍ تَقَطَّعُ
And the one whose absence I dislike has drawn away from me.
He who I do not love has avoided me,
So my soul is torn apart over her at every moment.
So my soul against him is torn asunder.
وَقَدand indeed كُنتُI was أَرجوhoping أَنthat تَجودَshe would be generous بِنائِلٍwith a gift
وَقَد كُنتُ أَرجو أَن تَجودَ بِنائِلٍ
فَأَلفَيتُهاbut I found her بِالبَذلِin giving لاnot تَتَطَوَّعُshe acts willingly
فَأَلفَيتُها بِالبَذلِ لا تَتَطَوَّعُ
And I had hoped that she would be generous with a gift,
I hoped it would give generously,
but I found her unwilling to give.
But found it was not inclined to give.
فَواكَبِديso alas for my liver مِنfrom خَشيَةِfear of البَينِparting بَعدَماafter
فَواكَبِدي مِن خَشيَةِ البَينِ بَعدَما
رَجوتُI hoped for نَوالاًa favor مِنfrom عُثَيمَةَʿUthaymah يَنفَعُbrings benefit
رَجوتُ نَوالاً مِن عُثَيمَةَ يَنفَعُ
Alas for my liver, for fear of parting, after
So bear with me the agony of separation, after
I had hoped for a favor from ʿUthaymah that would benefit me.
I hoped to gain good things from Uthaymah.
فَقَدfor indeed تَرَكَتنيshe has left me ماnot أَلَذُّI take pleasure in لِذُلَّةٍbecause of humiliation
فَقَد تَرَكَتني ما أَلَذُّ لِذُلَّةٍ
حَديثاًconversation وَنَفسيand my soul نَحوَهاtoward her تَتَطَلَّعُlooks longingly
حَديثاً وَنَفسي نَحوَها تَتَطَلَّعُ
For she has left me, in my humiliation, taking no delight
It has left me, though it was so sweet to my disgrace,
in conversation, while my soul yearns toward her.
Newly, while my soul still longs for it.